Were you outed for being gay and didn't want to be? Did you once believe that you were as straight as an arrow, but got seduced to your first dick? Dominant tops, submissive bottoms and all things in between. Whatever it is, it's now time to bring out your gay sexual confessions to the World!

I Did It

Finally tried gay sex! My partner was a very experienced gay top. I sucked him off, swallowed his load. Then let him take my anal cherry. Once doggy, and again missionary, he kissed me and bred me. In the morning I sucked his morning boner till he fed me cum for breakfast. Then in the shower I let him piss on me and fuck me again!

  • Turned A Corner

    I have been divorced 2 years and a male in my mid 30's. My ex wife is a BBW and I still love her but her drinking ended our marriage. She refused to get help so I ended things. She moved away but I see her 3-4 x a year. At first we had sex when I visited as she still wanted intimacy but I stopped that because it was too confusing for me and I wanted a clean start so now I just spend a day and visit.

    We were married after high school for 15 years no kids. About a year ago a new guy joined our insurance team. Jeff is divorced like me,in his mid 40's and we hit it off right away becoming fast friends. We had lunches together then golfing on weekends,hanging out watching sports etc.

    Jeff had been divorced 10 years and told me he had not even dated since his marriage ended due to trust issues as his ex wife had cheated on him.

    Last summer we were golfing together one afternoon about 3 months after I met him. I was watching him getting ready to drive the ball. I noticed his big ass in his pants was quite round with big cheeks. He is a bigger guy tall and overweight. His ass is around the same size as my ex wife's and I could not stop staring at it. It jiggled a bit as he went to swing and I felt a stirring in my groin. I got an erection and thought his ass reminds me of my ex wife's body and the great sex we used to have. I am a slim guy attracted to big gals. I tried to push the thoughts out but my dick stayed hard. The rest of the afternoon I kept noticing his body. We went out for dinner and then another similarity about Jeff and my ex hit me. Jeff has full lips that are almost sensual in shape. My ex wife has similar lips and once again I got a horny feeling inside me. When I got home I masturbated thinking of Jeff's features mixed in with images of my ex. I blew a huge load. The next few weeks these desires built up and I checked Jeff out more and more. I thought what is happening to me am I bisexual?

    A Friday came along. Normally we only worked a half day on Fridays and wore casual clothes instead of our normal suits. Jeff and I usually took off and grabbed a bite to eat,watched a game on TV or at a bar or went to a movie. This particular Friday Jeff said to me" Let's go somewhere different". Since we lived a half hour apart we took turns driving our cars and sharing a ride. This week I got into his car. He drove out of the city and we stopped at some diner to grab lunch. Then he took us to some small lake with a picnic area. We parked and he told me he had something to tell me. There were no other cars around when he said softly to me " I have noticed you looking at me and I like it". My heart beat faster and I felt all weird inside. Jeff continued. " I am into men now and I want you". He looked at me deeply. I sat there and couldn't find a response. Jeff leaned over and his full lips brushed mine. Then he was kissing me and I kissed him back. We made out like teenagers until he pulled away. " We gotta find a motel" he said. He drove to this cheap motel along the highway that had a store attached. He went into the store saying he needed cigarettes. He got us a room and in a flash we were naked in the bed. His mouth and hands and soft body were all over me. He sucked my cock then after I was hard told me to penetrate him. I felt wild with lust. He reached over and got a jar of Vaseline that he had bought at the store bear where his cigarettes were. He slathered my stiff cock with the Vaseline and got on all fours with his big fat ass up in the air. I got behind him and rammed my dick in him as he moaned. I slid in real deep and started thrusting. His warm asshole felt so velvety and sexy as I pumped into him I almost came right away. I managed to pound away at him for a few minutes then I could feel my orgasm coming. I warned him I was gonna blow inside him." Blow inside me babe" he cried and I let go filling his hole with my load. I shuddered for several minutes fully emptied finally. I pulled out and he lay back with my load inside him. He lit up a cigarette we shared. Later that night I fucked him again in the same position. The next morning we left the motel and ended up back at his place going right to his bedroom. We had hot sex again. Jeff and I have been intimate ever since and sex happens often. Now I get to fill that fat ass and full lips with my hard cock.

    My First Time

    I was 19… I had a girlfriend at the time but it was rocky at best… I was very sexually active (still am) and she wasn’t.

    So I was given an opportunity with my job to work out of town for a few days… I went, these are during the Craigslist days….

    Up to now, I had always been curious and while watching porn, noticed I liked seeing a nice big dick… so… curiosity, night 1, I made an Craigslist ad in the m4m personals… virgin, have hotel room…

    Now, I’m not small but not big…. 6’ tall, and 200… nice build…. now several guys hit me up but there was one… think Thor lol more like the god of dick! lol

    No, he was brown hair, scruffy beard… slight hint of menthols on his breath… he was seriously about 6’6 and I’d say around 300 but like SOLID MAN…. Hairy chest, clean shaved cock and balls… probably 7” but THICK and veiny….

    Obviously I invited him to my room… he came in, didn’t say hey… just tongue kissed my mouth…. Hard and passionate…. My cock went HARD lol he pushed me down on the bed and we made out while undressing….

    The feeling of his hard cock pressing against my slightly smaller hard cock…. Best feeling
    He told me “you are going to suck my cock like a good slut”, he stood up… put me on my knees and fucked my face…

    I was gagging, crying, but also… turned the fuck on! I’d never had this experience… my chest down to my throbbing cock was covered In spit, then he grabbed the back of my head and can down my throat…

    He put on his boxers… kissed me on the head…. Said stay there…. He went to the balcony to smoke… came back in and stuck his cock back in my mouth and said “get me hard”

    After about 10mins of sucking his cock, he bent me over the table in the hotel room…
    He bent down and licked my ass for about 5mins and it was heaven!!! Then he started to put his cock in…. Now, I have put my fingers in my ass… a small pocket rocket before

    But then this man got his dick in my… WOW! It hurt in the ear way possible! He took it very slow for a min or so then he put the bottle to my nose and said sniff (I learned later what poppes are lol)…. When I did that, if you know you know, he cock became everything….i was hooked

    He dropped his second load in my ass, turned me around and kissed me passionately again… bodies against each other…. He said, if you want it again, call….

    He got dressed and left…

    I still like pussy, but I’m 34 and have a boyfriend. He is a dom and he owns my hole nightly!

  • I Left Home For College And Walked Into The Gay World

    My father's little sister married a guy in college before graduation. She didn't bring him around to present him. He was from Buffalo NY and lived in Manhattan. He had a small store of men's wear. That's what we knew about him. There were never any kids with my aunt, she claimed that he had been injured in Korea. Everyone assumed that he had suffered that kind of injury.

    In my college days, I'm talking mid seventies, I went to NY during the summer and stopped into to see them. They were hospitable and offered for me to stay there. From the moment I said hello to him, I felt something strange about him. I was there over the weekend and I went with them to a party. Everyone there filled the vision I had about gay men. I didn't realize it then, but the women were gay too. The talk, how they stood, what they wore, everything about them was so gay, screamed homosexuals. I met a friend of theirs, Pat, who owned the place where the party was, showed me around and called me 'honey'. Back in the bedroom, he grabbed my penis in my pants with his fingers, 'such a pretty boy and so little time to get to know you'. And then he leaned forward, and kissed me on the lips. 'You can come and stay with me, and not bother your aunt and uncle'.

    I wasn't able to shake the felling when Pat grabbed my dick and kissed me. The first chance I got I called him and we talked for an hour. Pat told me all about the big bed he had waiting for me. 'We can make love all night long, but you have to come see me'. He offered to pay for the ticket, I could fly up Friday afternoon and back on Sunday, and we could have a nice weekend together. It was on impulse that I accepted and two weekends later I was with Pat and he was making love to me. I loved every minute of it. Pat had money, it wasn't his gallery that supported him. He showed me some behind the counter art work, of gay men and nudity, and asked me if I wanted a piece to take with me. It was a charcoal the size of a notebook, of a naked man with a very prominent penis. He kissed me goodbye when the cab came, and the invitation was always open.

    It was through Pat that I found out about my uncle's injury, he was found out with another soldier and they were discharged unceremoniously. I also found out that my dad's little sister was a lesbian and they had a marriage of convenience. He was gay and she was lesbian. It made sense to me. And it answered a lot of questions, because of what I had seen at that gay party I went with them.

    I went to NY after graduation and lived with Pat as his 'ward'. I worked with him at the gallery, and a lot of the business was these underground paintings. Primarily gay, but here and there a lesbian painting. I met this large crowd of gays and lesbians. As I was part of the culture both my uncle and aunt forgot I was a stranger. The decade of AIDS was coming, and the effort of gays to come out came with it. When the rumors about gay actors became rampant, it was only a matter of time. In our corner of the world, everyone that was gay was gay and lesbians were lesbians. But a block up it was not discussed or talked about.

    And I No Longer Felt Lonely

    When I was in the sixth grade my parents separated. I was sent to a boarding school because my mother couldn't handle me. I was in a dormitory for decent and eighth graders. A boy named Claus befriended me. He dried my penis one morning for me. And again the next day.

    He came to my room at night and put his penis in my face, against my lips. He got in bed with me and pushed my pajamas down and got on my back. One of my roommates saw him and told a teacher. He was expelled.

    The dorm counselor talked to me. I didn't tell him about drying my penis. He put his hand on my shoulder and let me know that I was going to be alright, nothing really happened. The dorm counselor asked me to help him. I stood beside his desk and he played with my penis. One day he showed me his penis and he asked me to play with it, to kiss it. He kissed me.

    I was working, my parents had divorced, my father married another woman. A man in the company was selling a vacuum cleaner and asked me if I wanted it, if I did I could have it for free. Just come by on Saturday.

    At his apartment, he was a lifetime bachelor, he showed me around. He showed me the vacuum cleaner. He invited me to share some cake. We talked to for a while and he became my friend. When he hugged me before I left I recognized the same hug from my counselor at the boarding school and I let him hug me. It felt so good, I hadn't been hugged in a long time.

    He caressed my face before kissing me, I spent the night with him.

  • In The Interest Of Some Off Grid Fun With A Nice Young Man, Merida

    I have a friend who bought a place in Merida, Mexico. It's a condo in a six condo complex. It has a shared pool and outside kitchen, the condo is small but bright. Mexican motif all the way around. It's for escape weekends, when he wants a couple of friends down or he is looking for love in all the wrong places. My friend is fifty year old business owner. The condo is off the books, in my name. We are both fellow closeted gay men, college days roommates.

    During our days we have escaped to far off places. Places where there are bars and clubs where we can meet young men to party with. Merida has such venues and we have been fortunate to have made a couple of young friends we can party with. For some reason, over time we have both gravitated to Mexican men who are attentive and affectionate, who want go make love not just show up for the errand. It is so rewarding to wake up with a nice young man beside you.

    Needless to say, all this is under the radar, we presumably have business to attend to. The wives run the house and take care of the children, they have generous allowances.

    I suppose that I'm bragging a bit, the condo was bought last October and this is our third long weekend. We are looking forward to a club where it's young men dancing and not girls. A night out with a young man who wants to kiss and be kissed, and later retire to the bedroom. If you happen to think about it, Mexico offers a lot of distractions, with men of all ages. So come on down, make love, and have a great time.

    Viva Mexico, amigo. In ten days we will be dancing the night away.

    Lost My Anal Virginity

    Two weeks ago in a hotel I finally let a guy fuck my butt. I had been curious to try to for as long as I can remember

    Found the guy on a hookup app. He was in his late 50s. Average length dick but thick. Told him I was a virgin and he was more then happy to help

    After doing bjs he flipped me over onto my stomach and started to finger lube into me. I definitely could tell a dick was gonna be a lot to take

    He got me in doggy position and slowly started to work his dick in. It hurt but he kept telling me to relax and breathe. He kept saying once I get inside the pain will go away.

    Finally after another big glob of lube he push right in my butt. My butthole stretched and it hurt for a few seconds but the pain went away. He slowly pushed in some more saying I’m just gonna hold it here until your adjusted more

    After a minute he slowly started to fuck me. I was already moaning because it was a lot to take. I was just hoping no one heard me in adjacent rooms. Plus I was on the first floor

    It was long before he said your tight butt is gonna make me cum then he started to moan as he shot his load in my butt.

    As he pulled out he told me that hole looks great freshly fucked. It felt so odd having a guys cum in me but it was a huge turn on.

    After sex he washed his dick off then got dressed. I put my shorts on and he said you better wear underwear to bed because cum leaks out eventually. But then told me lots of guys push it out after sex to not deal with the mess.

    After he left I jerked off. I shot a huge load. Then fell asleep. Woke up the next morning to a cum spot on the bed where the cum had leaked out of me

    Memories Of School.

    In my last year of high school I got caught showing off my large cock to a girl who had the hots for my dick.
    Sent to the headmasters office, he didn't have the time to deal with me, so I got sent over to Mr D, our physical education teacher.
    He had a reputation for being tough, but when I gave him the letter from the head master and he'd read it, instead of punishing me, he had me remove my trousers and boxers in the gyms changing area.
    At first I thought it was to try and humiliate me, but when he stepped closer and began stroking my cock making it hard, I knew he wanted something different.
    Kneeling in front of me I received my first gay blow job. And trust me Mr D was extremely good at sucking dick.
    Telling him I was cumming after only a couple of minutes, he just carried on until my cock exploded in his mouth. And my gym teacher swallowed every drop of my spunk.
    Standing up, he smiled at me, had me kneel down and watch as he took out his cock.
    It wasn't as big as mine, but it was thicker. Pushing it between my lips, I opened my mouth and tried to copy what he'd done to me.
    He lasted much longer than I did and for some time I was taught how he liked his cock sucked.
    When he came, Mr D gripped my head and told me not to let any seep out of my mouth.
    His cum tasted weird, but not bad as I swallowed his load and thought to myself it actually felt good sucking his cock.
    When he withdrew, he pulled me up and we went into his office.
    He said the head master had told him to find the appropriate punishment, so he came up with each time he had a free lesson or at lunch times, I'd attend the gym.
    Over the remaining time I spent in high school I had sex with Mr D.
    Some days he'd suck me dry, other days I'd be on my knees draining his balls.
    But after a few weeks he took my anal cherry.
    It was an awful wet afternoon and he was extra horny. He used hand cream after first tonguing my arsehole, then slowly entered me from behind as I knelt on the changing room bench.
    It hurt at first, yet I wanted him to fuck me and soon enough it began to feel amazing.
    From then on each time we got together he'd fuck me, and each time I'd spend the rest of my school day with his spunk leaking out of my arse.
    For about a year after I left passing my exams, Mr D and would meet up at different places and we'd have sex.
    One time we got caught by a male dog walker as Mr D was fucking me in the woods.
    The guy just stood there watching and wanking until he shot his load all over the floor.
    This was all forty years ago and Mr D is no longer with us. He passed away several years ago and I attended his funeral.
    I'm now in an open marriage, one where my wife has lovers and I go cruising for cock.
    We both except each others needs, and it works for us.
    The reason I'm confessing this, is forty years ago I took my last exam at this time of year.
    Mr D had me visit him at his office next to the gym before I took my history exam. He fucked me over his desk and sent me on my way with his semen deep up my arse.
    Half way through the exam his spunk leaked out and I had to scurry along once the exam finished.

    I Keep This Memory Close, I Hope You Enjoy It As Much As I

    A few weeks before graduation I went on my first out of town interview, paid for by the company I went to work for. They had a downtown office and I stayed at the Embarcadero Hyatt. I had a room, and an open account for incidentals. I had never been is a hotel like that. It was a busy Thursday when I arrived. Through my eyes I saw all those people in suits and nice clothes. I did not know it when I checked in, but there was this Feminist Convention going on. The hotel was full of Feminist types, lots of lesbians, well pretty much all of them were lesbians. The west coast was ground zero for that.

    I went down to the coffee shot to get something to eat, the line waiting on tables was long. The noise in the lobby was high and I waited. A man walked up to me, he was in a suit and had a newspaper in his hand. "Son I've got room, come and join me" and I was seated at his table towards the back of the restaurant. To me he was old, not grandpa old, but dad old. He said his name was Tom and he was in town from Pittsburg. He observed, in fact he is the one that pointed out, that this was the Feminist convention. To look around and see all the lesbians in one place. I was, to be honest, sheltered at that time. My college was a small business college and you didn't see that there.

    He was nice and he made conversation, making me talk. He was interested in my interview and gave me pointers, he said he knew the company well and said it was a good place to get my career on track. As an Accounting major, I had to make sure I got the CPA, or you will not go far. I was totally comfortable by then and he smiled at me as we talked. His warm hand fell on my hand as he reassured me that I was going to do alright.

    By the time we finished dinner an hour had slipped by, I was laughing with him and I didn't want to get up, but he suggested that we should as a couple of broads wanted to sit down. We left the coffee shop and he suggested we get a night cap, if I was in the mood. He confirmed I was 21 and led me to the bar. It was full by then, businessmen of every type. And it already had several tables of standard bearers for the convention that weekend. We stood at the bar, he stood close to me and I could feel his presence. Several times he put his hand on my shoulder to talk. When he suggested that we go upstairs I followed, but I wasn't aware of what he meant.

    In his room he told me to get comfortable. I looked like a nice young man and he wanted me to be comfortable. To take off my shoes and pull my shirt out of my pants. He sat on the bed and put his hand beside him and asked me to come and sit down. It was only then that I understood. He put his arm around me and started to caress my face as he kissed me and that rarely had he wanted to make love so much as he did that night. Our shirts were off and I was on my back with my legs still over the edge of the bed as he kissed me and kissed my nipples and undid my pants. He took my dick in his hand and then he took all into his mouth.

    Between moments of sucking on my dick, and returning to kiss me on the mouth, he helped me get out of my pants, and he did the same, until we were both naked on the bed, and the bed covers had been pulled back. He kissed me a lot to help me settle down. He let me hold his dick in my hand, and gently held me down to suck his dick. He pushed me onto my stomach and told me he wanted to make love to me and pushed his fingers into my rectum and got on top. I was holding onto the pillow so tight, feeling his breath on my neck, he made love to me.

    When he rolled off my back, he helped me turn over and he caressed my chest and took my dick in his hand and helped me by jerking me and sucking me until I had my turn at getting off. My semen across my stomach, he pushed his finger around in it, taking some to his mouth. We showered and he let me wash his dick and he made sure he washed me so he could show me that when I was made love to, the coup de gras was coming up. Wet, without drying off, he had me lay across the bed and licked my ass while he played with my dick and I came again, a wet spot on the bed.

  • The Friday Night Strip Poker Night

    Back in 2020 I retired and took the package. I was 55. I got divorced when I was 32 after a year of marriage. A failed attempt at going straight. So after I retired and everyone was locked behind Covid doors, we put together a Friday night poker tournament for five of us queers. Strip poker.

    It was on your honor not to show up if you were sick. It was round robin from house to house, it was open season on who you got to fuck, or vise versa if you wanted a man on your back. We played until every swinging dick was a free bird, and the party started.

    For these last four plus years we get together on Friday night, the same five of us queers. We have all looked out over a man's back, we've all looked out from under a man with his cock up our ass. We've all spent time with a cock in our hand, we've all sucked cock.

    That's what makes it fun. We know each other well. We know what we're getting into. And poker night helps us pass the time.