Were you outed for being gay and didn't want to be? Did you once believe that you were as straight as an arrow, but got seduced to your first dick? Dominant tops, submissive bottoms and all things in between. Whatever it is, it's now time to bring out your gay sexual confessions to the World!

A Deeper Need

I wanted to move away after my divorce last year and all the unhappy memories so I did. In this new city I did not know anyone so joined a group for newcomers. We met once a week and did outings like art galleries museums, cheap restaurants and the like. It was a mixed group of all ages though mostly over 30, my age.

There is this overweight guy in the group around 40 who often gravitated to me to chat and get my attention. It was irritating at first but I got kind of used to it. He seemed needy and lonely and since I am a guy I wondered if he was into men as he never talked to the women. I didn't think I swung that way and especially not with that type of man.

The group went to a jazz club one evening and as usual the chubby guy found a chair beside mine. A couple of times it felt like his leg rubbed against mine but I could not be sure it was intentional. By this point it was getting late and he and I had been having a few cocktails. Everyone else in the group had left except him and I. I was feeling a bit drunk and neither one of us had driven there so we decided to grab a taxi. He told the driver his address and softly said in my ear to join him for a nightcap. I debated declining his offer but his needy expectant look kind of froze me for a moment. Something in me did not want to end the night yet. I nodded and he excitedly squeezed my arm.

We got to his place and he made us a couple of stiff drinks. The alcohol really hit me and I felt spacey and relaxed. He was leaning in to talk to me when I blurted out " What do you really need Fred ?" His intentions seemed obvious but I wanted to figure out a way to respond to the inevitable advances. He looked at me questioningly. Then without thinking I said "Show me what you need". This time he smiled and left the room. I heard him call my name a few minutes later. I went towards his voice and entered the open door of his bedroom. He was standing naked beside his bed with a black cock ring on his cock which was sticking out stiffly. Now I saw his real need. His big belly hung over his erect cock. I felt myself surrender to his need. I took my clothes off and my own cock sprang up. I moved to him and got down on my knees. I felt a sudden need to suck him so I took him into my mouth. He gasped as I sucked him hungrily. After several minutes of that Fred instructed me to stop sucking and bend over at the end of his bed. I did as he directed. He got behind me and and opened up a jar of Vaseline. He greased his hard dick and slowly slid a finger with Vaseline in it in my butthole. Then he pushed his cock into me slowly. It hurt a lot at first then he was all the way inside. He started pounding me and the pain mixed with a new pleasure. I moaned and realized I now needed to satisfy both his need and my own emerging one. He grunted and thrust in and out of me for maybe 10 minutes before a cry and shudder as he unloaded inside of me. He fully emptied himself into me then guided me into the bed. We lay there naked breathing heavily. He took me again in the morning after we slept. I joined longer attended the group after this night. Instead I was meeting both our needs in his bed most nights. He has sucked my cock many times as well since then as his need to suck matches his need to screw me.

  • My Masculine Elders

    My Mom was so embarrassed when I kept getting caught with with some strangers cock in my mouth at the park. Sometimes I even ruined her friendships because it would be one of her friends husbands that had their cock down my throat. After my mom almost lost her job because her boss’s husband loved filming me sucking his cock she kicked me out. I had to go spend the summer at Her Dad’s farm far away from public parks and bathrooms. I was honestly freaking out thinking about how unfair it would be that I couldn’t be myself and bliss out pleasing real men and their needs. My Pop and my Uncle both looked like big r******s you imagine in the south. Definitely man’s man types that had zero respect for “Faggots” like me. I have always been very feminine so they ignored or made fun of me the few times I saw them. I’m not going to lie but the thought of them degrading and abusing me was hard not to daydream about.

    Not knowing what to do the day they picked me up I didn’t wear much makeup and wore a tank top and tight jeans. They both looked at me and barely grunted a hello as they drove away me down the street. After a few minutes my uncle asked me how long have I known that I am a sissy slut? Shocked and confused that he just asked I stampeded out that I have always known that I was born for men’s pleasure. Suddenly my Pop stopped the car and pulled over. He popped the trunk and dug through my things finding my makeup, a mini skirt, stockings and my best fuck me boots. He threw my things at me demanding that from now on I must look the way I am meant to look. My first job is to show men I am a sissy slut and my purpose in life is to serve their needs.

    I quickly put on a lot more makeup and squeezed my skinny body in the skirt for them. I crawled into the front seat and floorboard. I could see that they wanted my body immediately. I quickly pulled out both of their fat cooks.

    Kilt Experience

    A friend of mine got married two years ago and I had to wear a kilt for the wedding. All of the groomsmen did.

    Being my first time wearing one I tried it on at home and my wife really got a kick out of it. She thought it was cute and sexy. Especially since your not supposed to wear underwear under it

    Well I decided I was going to wear underwear. I wanted something thinner than my regular briefs so my wife suggested bikini briefs. Ordered some white jockey bikini briefs.

    Day of the wedding I’m putting my kilt on and a few guys are around putting theirs on. Most are naked from the waist down. But I had my bikini briefs on. One guy commented saying you’re not supposed to wear your wife’s panties under it. I told him they are men’s underwear and I’m not about to stand in front of everyone with my junk uncovered under the kilt!

    At the reception I go to take a pee. Everyone has been partying for about two hours at that point. I walk up to pee beside a guy older than me. We make small talk and he’s my friends wife’s uncle.

    He commented on my kilt saying I bet that is a weird feeling. I told him I wore underwear under mine to which he commented ahh panties under your kilt. I kinda laughed and I said I guess so.

    Then he says I’d like to see. He locks the restroom door and I saw him open up his pants with his hard dick sticking out. I lifted my kilt and showed my bikini briefs. He asked if I was into guys and I said obviously as I showed him my dick was hard. He had a wedding ring on too and said lean over the counter

    He lifted my kilt. Grabbed my underwear saying I’m gonna have to lower these panties down.

    With lots of spit he began to penetrate my butt.

    Sex was quick. He shot his load in me within a minute. As he’s cleaning his dick and I’m pulling my underwear back up he said it’s a good thing you wore panties.

    As the night went on his cum started to leak out some which got me really hard

  • No Advice Needed

    I am 66, experienced my first jerk off bud at 12-13, sucked my first cock at 20-21 and loved it with a close friend. We hooked up over 20 years for maybe a total of 12 times. Last experience, one afternoon stand, didn’t go down well.

    I think I liked it so much with my friend was because he was a friend. We also talked about getting laid sex with girls we knew before he and blow he other. Anybody have that same experience?

    By the way, Ili never kissed a guy nor do I like anything anal, it just do anything for me. I don’t mind some body cuddling but like sideways 69. Anyone feel like that?

    I am married and a closeted bisexual. I have held this secret and another for a long time.

    My First Time With My Piano Teacher

    I was better than average on the piano growing up. In high school I had a teacher from Bulgaria and I had to go to his house. He lived alone, his wife had died and his house smell was old. He had a nice piano and he taught everything from beginners to semi pros. I was one more student to him.

    I tended to look at him straight in the eye. I couldn't break the gaze, until he did. One day he sat beside me to show me some keys, and when he put his hand down he put it on my thigh. I liked that a lot and wanted him to put his hand in my lap. I lowered my hand after playing what he had taught me, on top of his hand. I looked at him wanting him to kiss me, which he did. It was an embarrassing moment, but I kissed him back, and moved his hand into my lap.

    I sucked him in the piano room and then went back with him to his bedroom and we had sex. I got over his smell pretty quick and really tried to show him how much I liked to suck dick. He gave me some long hot kisses on my dick, and I opened my legs so he could get his finger in. I lay back on the bed with my legs open as he fingered me and sucked my dick. I was ready then, and I pulled him on top of me and helped guide his dick in.

    It took him some time to recover and he was winded from sex. I sucked him while he got his wind back. We then went out to the piano to continue the lesson.

    For me, it was my first time with a man who could be my father. It was my first time but not my last with my piano teacher. As they say I remember him fondly. He had great hands.

  • Freshman Dorm Life And The Real Thing

    When I went to college I was in a dorm with suites, two bedrooms and one bath in between. There were four guys, and we pranced around naked. Sure we had to shower, and get dressed, but naked was a thing. We all took turns learning how to suck dick, we all took turns taking it in the ass. We had Vodka parties, with other guys from other suites. Everyone got naked at these parties.

    After college I live with a guy I met at work. One night, not too long ago, just talking I told him about our freshman life. He asked me if we were gay, and I said not to my knowledge, it was all about Vodka and having fun. He asked if I would suck his dick. He said he was 'gay'. What harm could it do, and I sucked his dick for him, and he got in my bed and nature took it's course and I took it up the ass.

    The difference between my freshman days and today, is that I want to suck his dick, and I want him to get in my bed, and I want to take it up the ass.

    If You Suck A Guy Off, Or Let Him Fuck You, He's Gat Too

    I was on swim team, not great but good enough. We used the dressing rooms to get into our swim gear and to change and get dressed. We were at a swim meet and I was getting dressed, I was sitting on a bench, and guy from the other team was using the locker next to mine. He slipped out of his speedo and stood beside me. I couldn't help but stare at his dick. He saw me and asked if I wanted to suck his dick. The urge was too big to resist and I sucked his dick. It was public dressing room and I was seen by other guys from my school who were at the meet.

    I got called a fag, a queer, gay after that. I got pictures, drawings on papers, of dicks and balls. I got pictures cut out of porn magazines of dicks. I was pushed around and pushed against the urinal when I peed. Some guys laughed at my dick, and others turned from the urinal showing me their dicks. A few times a guy would grab the air and hump like he was fucking me. When I was home and I was alone in bed I masturbated to the feelings I had when I sucked that boy's dick. I masturbated a lot, sometimes two or three times a night. And I wanted to suck dick again.

    It wasn't until I was in the eleventh grade when a buy who was on the lacrosse team offered me his dick and I sucked him, getting hard and I came in my pants. He pushed me around and called me a fag, but he liked me sucking his dick. I sucked his dick until we left high school. In college I sucked a guy off and he put me on my hands and knees and fucked me like the bitch I am.

    The moral of this is that the urge is inside you and it has to come out. You're a fag, a queer, gay, so what. If you are sucking a guy's dick, or turning your back to him, well he is gay too.

    It Happened One Night

    Many years ago a close male friend and I were drinking and clubbing together. We were both in our early 20's and horny young guys chasing women. One night after another failed night of chasing gals I crashed over at his place.

    We ended up in his bed half drunk. I recall waking up in the middle of the night with him blowing me. It felt amazing but before I could cum in his mouth he simply sat on my hard dick and rode me until I blew in his ass. His cock was rock hard and I felt like returning the favor so sucked him as well. He wanted to fuck me from behind and I was so far gone I let him. It hurt and felt great at the same time. He blew inside me and we went to sleep. We never talked about that night or repeated anything like that for years. I think we both wrote it off as one horny night. I lost contact with him and got married then divorced.

    I moved to another city upon retirement and joined a senior's center to meet folks and do activities. Now in my 60's one afternoon I saw him at the center in a discussion group. I was surprised he was there and wondered how he ended up in the same city in retirement. He was happy to see me and we went out for drinks and hours of catching up on our lives. He had divorced as well and we were both senior singles. It felt familiar yet strange to be hanging out again. It was getting late and yet we still had so much to talk about. He invited me to his condo and we ended up talking until the wee hours of the morning. It was too late and tiring to drive home so I stayed over. He had a one bedroom unit and when we went to bed it was that similar feeling to many years ago. I ended up in his bed but something new and unexpected entered the picture. Perhaps an unmet or unexpressed emotional need took over for both of us. When he kissed me passionately something allowed me to let go completely. We made out wildly then as my cock grew hard he sat on me guiding me in. This time it felt like lovemaking and struck a deeper chord. I had my orgasm then I sat on his dick until he had his. We talked after about both having affairs with men but nothing compared to that one amazing night together. We have been sleeping together this past 2 years and it just gets deeper and more satisfying. It feels like we were destined to be together.

    Dirty Little Secret

    My best buddy and I share the upper floor apartment in a 3 story older home. There are 2 women around the same age as us in their early 20's on the 2nd floor and an older guy in his 50's who takes care of his elderly mother on the first floor who owns the house.

    The owner is a guy with roving eyes but not for the young women but for us. He made a move on me a few months ago asking me to come downstairs for drinks and I declined. He is always checking me and my buddy out. His Mom apparently is bedridden most of the time and not really aware of much. The older guy smokes cigarettes and the smell wafts upstairs.

    Vince my buddy has always been open with me about everything but recently I felt there was not something he was not telling me. He would come back into the apartment smelling of smoke which seemed odd because he like me works out and is very heath conscious. Never seem him smoke cigarettes and neither of us drink alcohol even. One evening I straight out asked him if he was dating a woman who smoked. He had a funny look on his face and slowly said no. He took a long pause then confided he had been hanging out with the landlord downstairs. This surprised me and I said go on. Vince then hesitated and told me the guy has been blowing him for a year now and he is not paying rent anymore. I was stunned and he repeated it. I did not know quite what to say. Then Vince said that the guy would love to blow me too and my rent would be free in exchange. I tried to process all this and my buddy and I had a long discussion about it. Eventually he convinced me to try it out with the argument it is only a blowjob a couple times a week for free rent.

    One evening Vince and I went downstairs to see the guy. He met us at the door in a bathrobe. He is tall,wiry with greying short hair glasses and a moustache. He looked excited and welcomed us in. I felt nervous and wondered if I should back out of this. He said his mother was asleep for the night and we went into the living room. We sat on the couch with me beside my shorter buddy. He started talking about his art and other things. He took out an amber bottle and unscrewed the cap. He took a deep sniff and passed the bottle to my friend. I noticed my friend looked different all of a sudden. He had an air of relaxed indifference as he took a big sniff from the bottle. He said to me these are poppers they help you feel good and make everything better. Just take a sniff. I took the bottle and sniffed. I felt a strange rush of heat and sensation engulf my head. I felt a little spacey. As we took turns sniffing the poppers I felt myself feeling a loss of inhibitions and mild euphoria. Then I could see the older guy's arm go around my friend. Next thing I know the guy is kissing my friend deeply. I felt in a daze trying to take it all in. Clothes came off and the guy was on his knees sucking my friend's cock. Then to my surprise the guy stopped sucking and got a tube of something from a nearby table. He gave it to my friend who with a slow smile squeezed the tube and put the liquid between the cheeks of his ass. He then got on all fours on the hardwood floor. The older guy got behind him and pushed his hard big cock into my friend. I heard my friend say "Yes baby push it all in " I took another sniff not quite believing what was happening. I felt a depraved sort of lust. The guy was pumping inside my buddy as I watched. Just as I was seeing this surreal scene unfold I heard the outside door click open. To my horror another man came inside the apartment. The landlord said happily" You are rightvon time". My friend did not bat an eye as the landlord resumed thrusting in him. This new man was sixtyish bald with a bit if a belly. He immediately undressed revealing a stiffening smaller cock with a bigger head on it. He told me to undress and I obeyed him. He then had me get on all fours beside the other two. He lubed up my asshole with his fingers. I felt him go inside me hurting a bit at first then a strange pleasurable sensation as he went balls deep in me. My friend then spoke to me as this old guy screwed my ass. " This is the deal now. You are Frank's slut now and Al has me". "You will learn to enjoy your man.". Both of the older men blew their loads in us that night. Frank bred me while Al bred my friend. After the men were done Al lit a cigarette which we all shared. This was the first night for me being bred of many nights since. My friend is right. I totally enjoy Frank and his cock now. I no longer pay rent.

  • Roommate Plus

    Last year I was going through my divorce and moved out of the house. Turning 30 and a single guy again. Found a 2 bedroom apartment to rent and decided to get a roommate to help share the costs.

    A woman at work and I started dating. She was hot and a bit of a tease. We would go for cheap dates,make out but she would end the date before we got into the bedroom. This was frustrating and went on for several months. The roommate I share my apartment with is a mid 30's chubby nice guy with a receding hairline who works remotely. Chuck my roommate was home a lot and offered to do all the cooking and housework so I gave him a cut in rent. He said he enjoyed taking care of the place so I thought why not.

    One weekend night I returned home from another frustrating date with a set of blue balls. Chuck had waited up and asked me how things went. I told him the usual she had left me high and dry. He looked at me with a quizzical look. You deserve better he said. He then added softly" You can't go to bed frustrated like that". I looked at him and he smiled licking his full lips." I can make the frustration go away" he said. I got the drift of what he offered and nodded okay. Chuck moved close to me on the couch and unzipped me quickly. My hard cock was soon in his hand. Chuck bent down and placed his wet mouth on my cock and started sucking it. He sucked me deeply and it felt so good. I blew my load down his throat as he swallowed all of it. He finished me off and quietly said" You can sleep now hun". I went to my bedroom all relieved of any sexual tension but feeling strange had just been serviced by my roommate.

    Chuck did not mention that night all week and we chatted about other stuff. The blowjob was in the back of my mind though. Another weekend and another date with the woman took place. I returned home to again find Chuck waiting up. He knew I did not get any and as I sat on the couch he quietly went to work orally servicing my cock. The next couple months this was the pattern on weekends. Chuck blew me after dates. I was thinking of the blowjobs throughout my dates excited to get home so Chuck can satisfy me with his mouth.

    One evening I came home to a sight I did not expect. Instead of Chuck waiting for me to get home and sitting on the couch he was naked on all fours on the living room carpet with his big ass facing me as I walked in.In a husky seductive voice he said" I want that sexy cock of yours inside me tonight darlin". I looked at him and noticed his asshole was with with lubricant. A wave of lust ran through me. He wants me to really fuck him I thought and I am so horny right now I'm going to do it. I unzipped my pants and got behind him. My cock was harder now than I believed possible. I pushed my dick slowly into him and the head popped in easily. It felt tight and velvety at the same time. His asshole gripped NY cock and the sensation was more intense than when I fucked a woman. I thrust in and out of him in a steady rhythm. It felt so damn good. Chuck started talking dirty and urging me on. It made me fuck him harder. He moaned wildly as I cried out in orgasm flooding his hole with a huge load. I emptied my balls in him. After I finished he got a wet warm towel and wiped us both down. He took my hand and led us to his bedroom. On the bed he caressed and kissed me all over telling me he can look after all my needs now and I don't need to see that woman anymore. He teased me that he was likely better in bed than her and even a better kisser. All his talk began arousing me again. His mouth found mine and he soon proved he was indeed a more sensual kisser. This time I fucked him from on top as his legs wrapped around my body with a big pillow under him. I came again. We slept together and the next day I broke it off with the woman. Chuck and I have sex most nights these days in my bed and sleep together. We turned his bedroom into a complete office. I must say I am also enjoying his fat little cock in my mouth as well these days.