Were you outed for being gay and didn't want to be? Did you once believe that you were as straight as an arrow, but got seduced to your first dick? Dominant tops, submissive bottoms and all things in between. Whatever it is, it's now time to bring out your gay sexual confessions to the World!

Closeted, A Pink Panties Sissy, A Cock Sucker, An Ass Kisser

This is about lust, and sex, and things you should never do. I was a father, a husband, a junior executive. I worked for a large industrial company, a multinational, with thousands of employees, and I was in the executive track, a so called 'golden boy', being groomed for higher office.

A new plant was considered, in Mexico and I was sent with a plant superintendent to survey locations. It was part of he training, get my feet wet across the border. Larry, I will call him Larry, was a man in his fifties, with beaucoup years with the company. Trusted by management. We used a local agent, Don Carlos a very refined man in real estate. We saw several sights, not only around Mexico City, but in other industrial towns. We spoke with lawyers, and accountants, to get a lay of the land legally. It was an exhausting trip, a lot got done.

But Larry, had a side to him, that was not out in the open. Larry liked men, he liked me. And wanted to impose his like on me. And although I resisted, he won the day, and introduced me to a world I had never contemplated. It wasn't a simple encounter, it was a night long sexual attack and domination. I went down fighting, but I went down and he demonstrated to me, an Ivory Tower Golden Boy what a real man is. I walked away, but not without knowing that I had submitted to him and I had enjoyed it. A side of me, that I was unaware of.

I processed it intellectually, but the damn was broken, and I found myself allowing men to approach me, finding reasons to go out of town. I asked to be transferred to international operations. Always, Larry was my model. An older, experienced man, who found a panty waist like me attractive. I found that I enjoyed at a very high level sucking cock, and bending over. It turned out, that not only was I queer, I was a sissy. I bought ladies underwear and wore them to masturbate. I let a man see me in panties, and I sucked his cock with pleasure. I traveled, always prepared for a stranger, plenty of lube in my dop kit, and condoms.

My thirties became forties, my family grew by another one, my wife was a central figure in the executive wives' club. And I traveled, and my travels took me repeatedly to capitals, where the night life was alive and finding a stranger wasn't that difficult. I became careless. I had it covered. But in Singapore I was busted along with a male prostitute. I claimed to have been rolled by a taxi driver. I was expelled from Singapore, with a fine. It was a wake up call, be careful.

A man on a mission, a cock sucker, a sissy, needs a man to dominate him sexually. It is about domination, bending to his will, kissing his feet if necessary, proving again and again that his balls are unnecessary. A sissy has a man pussy, for fucking. His limp dick flapping around under him. A sissy needs a man to surrender to, and that is the obsession. I needed desperately to meet "Larry", somewhere out there was "Larry". I only wore pink panties.

Don't kid yourself, it is not something you outgrow. I'm in my seventies and I'm looking for "Larry", I wear panties when I meet up with him, we made contacts on the internet. My wife is a successful professional in her own right, and my kids are adults with families. And I am retired, after a successful career. I meet up with Ken, an retired Tractor Sales executive. I wear my pink panties, cock suck him to completion, and take my place while he climbs on me and penetrates me. I chose Ken because he is sixty, because he is a man, not a sissy, because he has a bigger and thicker cock, that I love to suck on. I know Ken, I know him well. I'm his sissy.

  • Fun Times In Puerto Vallarta

    I got invited to a corporate event in Puerto Vallarta. The function was at a private residence up the beach. We were hospitably housed in a nice hotel. At the bar I met a guy, he said he came down for the fun if it, did I want to join him. We left for the bars downtown looking for a couple of young men to join us. Back at the hotel he bribed the bouncers to let us take the 'boys' upstairs.

    I didn't make it to the corporate session the next day. I got fired. I stayed the rest of the week in fun city with my new friend. I've been going back for over 25 years now.

    Back When I Was Thirty Two

    I went to work for an insurance company as an actuary. The company also owned a funeral company. That's where I got sent. Figuring out haw many insured were going to die, who also had prepaid plots and or services. Time is money. Maybe the insurance policies could be packaged and sold off to investors.

    I met Ralph there, he worked as a salesman at the funeral home. He and I went to a bar he knew about. Me against the wall with a beer, getting used to the light, two guys dancing, one of them with a cowboy hat. Ralph came up and asked if I wanted to dance. I had to tell him I didn't dance, I wanted to get down to business. Was he interested?

    Ralph was a guy who liked to perform. And I was the guy looking for that. Ralph did not disappoint. At least going through the files at the funeral home wasn't a total waste of time.

  • Coming To Terms With My Gay Side

    After college I took a gap year and went traveling. I did Europe and SEA and was in Chile when I ran into a guy who told me he was going to climb Aconcagua. I researched it, and thought I could do it. We had to practice, develop resistance. We practiced on weekends, and we were lucky no falls or injuries. We were at a base house, small made of stone and thatch, alone and it was pretty cold outside so we had a small fire. The base houses are maintained by the military.

    He came over to me and put his hand on my thigh, way up high and started to caress me. It was inconceivable what he was doing, I froze and he proceeded to kiss me. In a second he had his fly open, and was feeding me his hard dick. In the darkness I took his dick in my hand and put his dick in my mouth and proceeded to make love to his dick, until he finished. I cleaned my face off and turned to the fire.

    He set his groundcover down and mine on top of it and he invited me to come over and lay down with him. At altitude, over five thousand meters he performed sex on me, not once, but twice. We took the sleeping bag and put it over us and we fell asleep with his arm over me. He slept, my brain wouldn't let me.

    The sum of it is that I distanced myself from him, and I didn't climb Aconcagua with him. I flew home, and looked for a job and processed what had happened. I excused it to myself and made believe that it wasn't something that defined me. Until the next time, when I sucked off a man I met at Home Depot. No names. Just a desire that overwhelmed me. Well, that was it. I kept my gay feelings to myself and did not share them. I met gay men at clubs or gay parties. I avoided HIV but I did catch an STD.

    I thought about him, what was he doing but decided that was fruitless. I wasn't going back to Chile to live like a hermit making money as a tour guide leading people on expeditions across the backbone of South America. He is as far away from me as conquering Aconcagua.

    Blue Monday Too

    A few weeks ago i had visited my local sauna on a Monday afternoon and had a great time with limited number of patrons within. Seems they were there for fucking.
    I had a nother Monday off and decided to visit again. Popping in just after lunch time i had a quick shower before heading to the steam room, my favourite place for fucking and sucking in, and came across two bear types getting it on with each other.
    They werre standing up, kissing and wanking each other off. They were dripping in sweat and their cocks looked thick and hard. I sat on a bench to watch them and started wanking. They noticed i was there and gave me a quick look over and gestured for me to join them. Less than a minute in the steam room and things were happening.
    I stood up and joined them. Bear One took my cock in his hand and started to wank me off, Bear Two leaned in to kiss me and his hands went wandering to my asshole. I had their cocks in my hands and started wanking them off with a leftright action. Bear Two was giving me some serious tongue action in his kisses and his index finger was already in my asshole and starting to finger bang. Bear one was massaging my balls withone hand whilst wanking me off with the other. This carried on for a few minutes before i went down on them both. I went between their cocks and fingered their balls as well. After a few minutes Bear Two asked if i took cock. I knew his cock was way too big for my asshole, but i said he could try it. He lubed his cock up and my hole and slid it in...only the tip would go in before i clenched and said 'no'. He asked if he could just wank the rest with the tip in my hole. Sure why not. Bear One was still down on me and there i was getting sucked and fucked. I asked Bear One if he wanted sucked off so it would be a real spit roast. He jumped up and i got his cock in my mouth and i was getting it in both holes.
    Bear Two gave a grunt and a shove and shot into my ass and pulled out. I could feel his jizz running out my hole and down my leg. Bear One started to wank his cock as well and pulled out of my mouth and shot over my chest. I was wanking my self as this was going on and Bear Two went down before me to catch my load over his face.
    It took a long shower and and age in the jacuzzi to relax after that session. I hit the dry sauna afterwards and lay out on the bench. I don't know who it was but another guy that was in there went down on me. i choose to keep my eyes shut and enjoy this anonymous blow job. The guy was good and had me hard in seconds. His tongue work was brilliant and his other hand worked my balls and hole brilliantly until i was nearing cumming and then he turned around and slid his arsehole down on my cock and rode it for the last few pumps until i shot my load. He stood up and left....and i never opened my eyes once during the whole thing.
    These Monday visits have been quite good but i doubt they'd always be so good.

  • Once A Cock Sucker, Always A Cock Sucker

    I was always a fast runner. I had the legs and the wind for it. I was drafted into the Track and Field team as soon as I made the tenth grade. The coach had been waiting for me, with me he had a chance at State Title in Cross Country. I had been looking forward to it, I had made Varsity in my sophomore year. At that time, I was already six feet tall, and weighed in at 150. Tall and lanky.

    In the Track and Field was a guy named Simon. He was a senior. A shot putter. A big guy who would go on to play center in college. Simon cornered me in the showers and told me there was a pecking order. And in that pecking order I was a cock sucker, so show him respect and suck his cock. I was strong, I really was, and I was fast. But he was stronger, like a bull is strong, just can't budge him, and with his hand on my neck, he bent me over until I was face to face with his cock and I had to start sucking. I thought I would hate it, but you don't hate it, once you start you don't stop, all you want to do is please him. By God, I was going to be the best cock sucker ever.

    It's not enough to suck cock, you have to understand your place in the great order of things. The bull is not satiated, until he comes deep in your belly. I took the position, with my hands on my knees and I took it like a man, every last inch of it. When I walked out of the shower, I had this lisp in my walk. And the Bull smiled. He knew I would be back for more.

    He went on to play football, on the line. I went on to play basketball in college. But when the Bull bellowed and let me know he was coming for me, I turned tail and bent over. A man, has to know, he told me. A man has to know his place in the world. He was the bull and I was his. And that's the way the cards stacked up for me.

    Mercy Suck Yesterday

    This guy responded to my ad looking for a host that wanted a blow job, he was completely honest about his weight, four hundred thirty pounds he told me but he was working on it. Three years or so since the last time he had a blow job or any other sexual contact, could not bring himself to pay a prostitute but would be very grateful for a blow job if I was willing to do it.
    I showed up after telling him he better be fresh out of the shower and would probably have to lay down for it, his cock was a decent size, probably six inches hard and he was only in his early thirties so still getting a good erection. Balls sack blended in with his fat but his ejaculation tasted pretty good so I sucked him to another one. When I stood up he thanked me like five times then said he would do it to me if I wanted it, he had never sucked a guy off but that is how thankful he was for me doing this for him. I told him Okay, sounds great and we walked out to the living room for him to sit in a chair for it, I came and he swallowed, sucked on me for a minute or so afterwards and told me that was not bad at all. I told him this was fun and left, I checked my messages this morning and he asked me to come back again because yesterday was amazing to him. Not sure I want to do it.

    Finally Took The Plunge

    I have been turned on by pegging and bisexual xxx for a while now. I had an ex that liked to peg me and suck me off at the same time. Fast forward to a few years ago I decided to surf the sniffles website and ended up meeting a guy who gave me his number. We ended up texting a little bit then one night I just went to his house and met him. We hung out in my car and I showed him that I was wearing a mesh thong. He liked it and grabbed my package. We talked a bit more then I pulled my thong to the side and showed him my cock. He grabbed it and gave me a tug then asked me if I wanted to go inside. I said yes and we went to his room. He pulled my clothes off and began to suck my cock. It felt really good. He pushed me back onto his bed and kept sucking my now erect cock. He started to play with my ass. After a while I asked him if he wanted to fuck me. He said yes the quickly pulled his pants off and put on a condom. He didn't use enough lube so he wasn't able to get inside of me. He pulled out a toy and began relaxing my ass. He then used a lot more lube and slowly began pushing his cock into me. I was so relaxed by this time that he ended up balls deep in my booty. He than began to fuck me harder. It didn't take him long to cum. He said that I had an ass for cock. I ended up meeting him a few weeks later and just leaned over in my car and sucked his cock. After that he has came in me bareback which I enjoy after a good 69. I still have a girlfriend who doesn't know that I have a gay buddy that I have sex with often. I'm actually happier being bisexual.

    It Was Bound To Happen

    I answer ads to go suck men’s cocks and every now and then I get a little worried that I may actually meet someone I know. Well .. it happened.

    I go to a town over to the dump to get rid of branches or just junk sometimes and when you pull up to the place, it is a big garage looking thing where you can dump some trash and limbs. You park your truck and go into the office where there is someone who will write down what you’ve dumped and then tell you where to dump it. I go there about 6 or 7 times a year and by now I’m friendly with one of the workers that is usually there. He knows that I am married and they never talk about anything sexual or anything like that. Very nice guy.

    I answers an ad to suck a man’s cock at his work. I was really excited about going to someone’s place of business and sucking them. He told me when it got close to the time that his business was closing that he would give me the address. He gave me the address, but I didn’t put two and two together until I started getting close to the dump. I texted him and told him that I was a few minutes away and he told me that it was the dump and that I could meet him in an office around the back that I had never been in before. I was kinda hoping it would be someone I had never seen before but I took a chance as I was so turned on.
    When I got there, I went around the back and stepped into the office. It was kind of dark in there, and someone told me to come into the next office that was dimly lit. I walked into the office and the man shut the door behind me and locked it. And when he turned around, it was Jeff, the guy that I talk to all the time. He is probably about 40 and in pretty decent shape. But here he was totally naked with his nice long dangling dick between his legs. He recognized me too, but instead of getting embarrassed, he told me to get on my knees. Of course I did and I enjoyed, sucking him for a very long time. he was moaning and calling out my name and telling me that I was doing a great job. Then he made me stop and made me get naked and told me to lay on my back on the desk. I was so turned on that I did it. he just basically gave me a tongue bath. He sucked my nipples and ran his tongue all over my body and sucked my dick like a champ. But what I did not expect was when he pushed my legs up and started eating my ass. I’ve never really been turned on by that but this time it felt amazing. He stroked me while he was licking my ass, and I quickly came. He licked it all up and then put his dick over my mouth and stroke himself until he came in my mouth. I got dressed to leave and he told me that we could do this every Thursday if I wanted to.God, I feel like I have hit the lottery.

  • My Neighbour Introduced Me To Sex At 13, Part 1

    My confession is a whole ordeal, so I'm going to spit it into part 1 and 2. If you guys like part 1, I will post part 2 later, otherwise I'll end up writing a whole goddamn book.

    The year was 1996 and I was a blonde, 13yo boy with a hairless matchstick body.

    My parents left me alone in the house for days, even a week at a time due to their commitment to frequent travel up and down the UK for work. They were good friends with our next-door neighbour, whom they asked to keep an eye on me while they were gone.

    My neighbour was a known nudist and would sunbathe in his back garden on occasion. My bedroom window overlooked his garden. As a young and curious gay boy, I started spying on him from behind my curtain as early as 11yo, which led to me exploring materbation while he lay exposed in his garden. He was beautiful, mid 40s, in really good shape, short hair and stubble that was black with grey streaks, tall, at least 6.4", broad shoulders and was extremely hairy. The icing on the cake though was his cock, nothing extreme, just a nice average uncut six inch with big danggly balls. Just seeing it drove me wild.

    My parents left for a week which meant they would miss my 14th birthday. As usual they asked my neighbour to look after me, male sure I'm eating, going to school etc. On the weekend and a day before my birthday, I saw him undressing in his garden. I flung off my clothes and assumed my position behind the curtain and began masterbating over him. He only remained for a minute or so before going back inside and not returning. A bit of an anti climax, I put my boxers back on without finishing.

    As I was sitting down on my bed, I heard the front door open and someone walking up the stairs. A small knock at my door and my neighbour walked in. He was wearing nothing but a tight pair of briefs which cuddled nicely around his package. "Just checking if your all ok" he said. "Yeah, I'm fine" I replied with a rather embarrassed tone. He stood there for a moment as he watched me scramble for my clothes and just came out with "you know I can see what your doing behind the curtain right?". A heat washed over me knowing he knew what I was doing. I apologised profusely with a croaky voice, stating I wouldn't do it again. He smiled and said "it's OK, it's healthy for a boy my age to do these things, it's natural to explore". Without warning, he lowered his briefs to his ankles. I was stunned, staring at his body. I had never been so close to a naked man before in my life. "So you like what you see?" He asked. He pulled a cheeky grin, looking down at my boxers. "Looks like I have my answer". I was to transfixed on his cock to notice I had a boner that was tenting my boxers. "It's OK if you want to explore, I don't mind" he said. It took me a moment to unfreeze myself from the spot but I walked sheepishly forward and placed my hand on his hairy chest. It was so soft, god it felt so good. I spent a minute rustling my fingers through his hair before he took my hand and cupped it over his cock. I made a pathetic whimpering sound when I touched it. I was so turned on, I could feel myself leaking precum. He looked down at me and said "now you've seen mine, it's only fair you show me yours". I was a little hesitant since I was only 3 maybe 4 inches and skinny. I went with the moment and pulled down my boxers, pulling a large string of precum off my cock that had attached to my boxers.

    He smiled, examining my hairless 13yo body and leaking cock. "May I touch you?" He asked. I nodded and he gently started fondling my shaft. I looked up at him and he looked down at me, without saying anything we both spontaneously just kissed, no tongues, just a long drawn out on the lips. He moved in closer so that the tips of our cocks were in touching distance. He rolled my foreskin back with his fingers and started rubbing my precum all over the inside of his foreskin. He pulled my exposed cock head in and underneath his foreskin and began to rub it around his head. The pleasure was so intense, I remember falling into his hairy chest and gripping at his muscular arms. He made slow rotating motions with my cock. I made pitiful cries of pleasure which seemed to goad him into rotating faster. I was breathing heavily into his hairy chest. It felt so overwhelming, I was practically bear hugging him. We must of been doing it for maybe 2 minutes and I couldn't hold it. I groaned really loudly as I came inside his foreskin. He slid my throbbing cock out from his and gave me a kiss on the cheek. He didn't clean up or anything, he just slipped his briefs back on and said "ill be back later to check on you" and left. I stood there panting for ages, processing what just happened. Even though I had cum, it took ages from my boner to go down. I still don't regret my choice to take off my boxers!