Little explanation is needed here ..these are confessions that are just plain gross. Maybe a poop accident, or a putrid pee story. Puking your guts out after binge ..you get the idea. No holds barred. If you or someone else got totally grossed out, we want to hear about it!

Dysfunctional Arousal Issues Again

I go through this every so often for decades since a kid , unable to orgasm masturbating but want to. its so frustrating.

its cuz there is no sexual tension. no emotion. no passion. no realness other just what it is wanking off.

  • Your Fucked When You're Poor In A Small Town

    Between high school and college I got a job working as a busboy at a XXXXX diner. I worked from 4 to midnight. Jose the short order cook was a fifty year old man who spoke English when he wanted to and Spanish to everyone. He pretended not to understand when it was convenient. During the weekdays we had one waitress managing the floor and the counter and on weekends two. Jose got a handful of the waitresses and there was more than one fight when he grabbed too much.

    We had a waitress named Debbie. She was not pretty but she was nice. She had a daughter at home that her mother took care of. One day Jose grabbed her good and didn't let go and she swung at him and missed and he put her in a headlock and pinned her against the door. I felt bad, no one was there except us, and I froze instead of helping her. I watched as he got his pants down and her dress up and watched as he fucked her. While he fucked her she stood still, not moving just putting up with it. When he let her go she called him a bastard and called me out for looking.

    She went outside to smoke and he looked at me letting me know not to get involved. When I did get to speak to Debbie and asked why she didn't call someone she asked why I watched, did I like watching girls get fucked. She went to the bathroom and put her make up back on and combed her hair and worked until her shift was over.

    It was late a couple of weeks later, getting to be midnight when my shift was over when Jose grabbed me. He was very strong, he bend me over and grabbed me in a headlock and walked me to the back away from the windows. He undid his pants while he held me. I knew what was going to happen. I didn't fight or cry out or anything, I just waited for the inevitable. My pants were down and he was on me and he forced his dick in me. He forced his dick all the way in. After he finished and pulled out he told me I was his girlfriend. After that he had me suck him and of course bend over for him to fuck me. I knew how Debbie felt, you can't do anything, it comes with the territory.

    Debbie and me were two peas in the same pod. But Debbie was stuck in that job and God knows how many times Jose fucked her, but it was a lot. She knew how to stand, how to lean over, how to keep her legs apart so it would go in easy. She had been fucked when she wasn't in position, and you learn your lesson once. She felt sorry for me because I was a guy and getting fucked as a guy is embarrassing and demeaning.

    I went away to college for a year before going into the Navy to get the GI Bill. It was many years later after I was discharged and went to college that I went back to the XXXX Diner and Jose was gone, and Debbie was gone and there was a high school kid working as a busboy and an older woman working the floor. I went in, stood and walked out. I had no business there.

    Ha What A Dick

    So my ex and I had been together all through high school. He gets his acceptance letter to his dream school which is not where I went. He dumped me the same gd day he got his acceptance. Fucking dick

    We’d been fucking on the daily. Granted he didn’t get me off as often as if had liked but still, dicken is dicken and I was already missing it by the end of the first fucking week. For real I thought I was ho for that. Fuck that and fuck you too if you think so. People need to get of regularly for sanity(obviously there are always exceptions but if your reading this I’m confused).

    So I used different items at first to get off. Didn’t want a pregnancy scare or and sti right before I get to spread my wings and get the fuck out of my parents house. My sonic toothbrush btw is amazing for a quicky before class in the car. Yea I have a separated attachment for my pleasure vs the once is use to keep my mouth clean.

    Well Josh(not his real name) caught me in the parking lot with my hands up my skirt and an O face. Yea sometimes you get in the zone and you close you’re eyes. Fucking embarrassing right? He thinks it’s funny of course and asked how I’d have felt if I’d caught him jerking one out. That actually made me feel weird thinking about this boy jerking off and me watching. After school I pulled him aside and said if you’re down I’d like to find out my reaction if I saw you jerking off. Josh is my exs best friend btw. We’ve known each other a long time. Won’t lie I’ve thought he was hot since he started
    Weight lifting for the wresting team. Fucking gorgeous shoulders.

    He laughed and made some excuses then said fuck that he had a full on circle argument with himself till he talked himself into it.

    So we parked at the library’s back lot. I told him to get to it he just grinned he was already hard just thinking about it. I’ll admit this hear but I’d never say this to him, his best friend has a bigger dick. I pulled my friend out of the console hiked up my skirt and let him watch as I watched him. He came
    All over my floorboards man wtf?! He apologized over and over again. I was really pissed. No idea why I had the rubber floor mats for easy cleaning. I told he fucking owed me. He said whatever I needed. I fucking needed head. My ex rarely didn’t and bitched the whole time.

    Josh, Josh just nodded and said please. He actually begged. I knew I didn’t smell great down there. Getting off twice, class and gym no shower. Let’s say I knew I was fresh and I wanted to punish this bitch for cuming on my mat. He got on his knees outside the driver side I’d already. Removed my undies, and boy howdy he knew what he was doing and from what I could tell he liked it too. No directions just my moans to guide him. After my third orgasm I told him he was forgiven. I kissed him. I now know I’ll likely never have a girl adventure. I don’t like the taste. I hope I get curious enough but for now that shit isn’t happening.

    I asked if he’d jerk off for me again. He did right there and just came on the ground. I told he as a good boy being a nasty fucker for me. Well this kinda became our daily ritual when We had time. I liked telling him why todo it really got me all hot and bothered. Well for prom I fucked him.

    Before I jerked him off. During prom we actually went into a back hall and I blew him. I was hoping getting him off twice would help with his premature ejaculation but no luck. Thankfully this little man don’t care if your bag smells like a condom he will still go down on ya.

    We fucked around all summer then went our separate ways for college. This was brought up cause of the last break we were both home and we fucked around again. I thought both of us were single. He forgot to tell me bout his girl back at college. I felt bad at first now I don’t. I didn’t fucking know and I do think I needed to ask. Fucking disgusting.

    Yes, I fucked him again even after I knew. Hey I’m for a penny in for a pound right? Plus Josh gives excellent head and also apparently likes eating ass. I didn’t think I was that kinda girl. I was fucking wrong.

    The point is, if Josh and I are both home for the holidays I’m gonna ride his fucking face again. I’m not gonna ask him if he’s in a relationship. I don’t give shit that’s on him. I just want that mouth put to good use. I’m just keeping him in practice for her. I’m sure she uses him too. God I hope so or that bitch is missing some of the best parts of this man.

    It would be just his luck that he’d date a bitch that doesn’t like oral.

  • Coming Home From College

    So, I experienced the most disgusting moment of my life last Friday. I came home from college and I found my mom in bed with two black men.

    I arrived early to a repair vehicle in the driveway, so I parked in the street. As I entered the house, I found it odd that my mom hadn’t met me at the door. If someone was here, she would be sitting in the living room waiting for them to finish.

    When I got a couple of steps in the house, I could hear her down the hallway. She was getting fucked. Like not just having sex, but getting plowed. I quietly walked down the hallway, only to see her on all fours - getting fucked by one black man from behind and sucking another.

    I immediately walked out of the house and drove my car down the street to reconcile all of this. My mom was obviously a willing participant in this. Was this the only time? Did dad know? 45 minutes later the two men came out of the house. 45 minutes later!

    I am truly disgusted with my mother that she would do this to my dad.

    I Never Dreamed I Would Be Screwed At Work

    I was fired from my job for having a m inappropriate sexual relationship with a coworker. Consensual, adult, no conflict of authority or subordination, in an organization of over fifty thousand employees. But in todays woke world the mere act of a consensual relationship is viewed as subjugation of the lower ranking employee and the relationships must be expunged from society. Unless of course those that must be celebrated, gay, trans, multiracial, and fetish relationships.

    The promoted beyond her level of competency black, gay, street activist VP of HR so ruled.

    I sued. I'm wealthy, white, competent, 30 years of management and executive experience. Breach of contract. What I represented to the new culture was everything they hate. I won in arbitration, two to one. My executive contract was breached because the pattern of behavior was discriminatory, favoring one class of employees over others, and the HR manual's provisions only prohibited relationships between supervisor subordinate employees.

    My contract was bought out, my 30 year career ruined. My coworker lover resigned out of disgust.

    I am an avid reader of this forum, I find the variety of fantasies and experiences refreshing. I am a believer in pushing sexual boundaries. I come to this forum to discover new and exciting sexual adventures. My sexual experiences include same sex and multiple partner practices, but nothing illegal. I became sexually active as a teenager and remain sexually active today. Keep sharing your confessions.

  • My First Time

    It was the summer of 2015. I was 18 and living in a small Texas town, population of less than ten thousand. I couldn't wait to leave for college that fall, even if it meant leaving my girlfriend, Casey. Though I had great time wuth her, I felt I was ready to see the world, experience something new. Casey was very cute: petite, with nice C cup breasts and firm ass, short blonde hair with bangs and crystal blue eyes.

    My family home was right next to the local train station. It must sound like the worst location ever, with all the noise. Yes, it was far from ideal, but after a while I sort of got used to it. After all, it's always been like that for me.

    Me and my friends would sometimes hang out at that station, simply because there wasn't much else to do in our town. We would mostly play trainspotting or joke around with the drunks that would hang out there. Since it was a pretty small station, there was just one railway cop. That summer that railway cop was a young woman named Liv. She was around 25, tall, fit, with long dark hair and a great ass. She was very attractive, but something about her, in her eyes, always gave me the creeps. Apparently, I was right about that.

    One time a trail hound was loose at the station. When Liv tried to chase it away, it barked at her. So she took her baton and hit it until it was no more. Four precise blows and it was over. Me and my buddies saw the whole thing. Liv looked up at us and smiled. We took off immediately. We never told anyone. But I'll get back to Liv later.

    By the time July rolled around, my girlfriend Casey and I would make out almost every day, and she even let me feel her up a few times, but we had yet to go all the way. Almost every day, I jerked off thinking about her sweet tits and cute firm ass, imagining her beautiful smile wrapped around my hard cock. I had watched porn for years by that point and I knew all about sex... in theory. But pretty soon, I dropped the porn entirely and only jerked off to Casey. I only needed her. Occasionally, I would even eat a peach while jerking off, imagining that I was eating Casey's sweet pussy. It sounds so weird and pathetic now, but back then... hormones, I guess.

    The day it happened, we were once again making out in my room and I just couldn't take it anymore. I pulled away and told Casey, as gently as I could, that I wanted to have sex with her. That we should try it at least once before I weby away. I expected her to be hesitant, that it would take some convincing. But then she flashed me a huge smile and said Yes. I couldn't believe my luck. It started out great, but ended... not so much.

    I still remember how sweaty my hands were when I locked the door and even more when I took Casey's shirt off, and how beautiful her perky tits looked in her blue bra, how my fingers fumbled as I took it off, and how amazing her rack looked bare, exposed. How I could barely stop myself from licking her curves and sucking her hard nipples right away. When my heart thundered against my chest as she took my shirt off and her soft warm hands ran down my chest and abs, a soft moan escaping her lips. How she moaned when I leaned over, kissed her neck and undid a button on her tight red shorts. How I pulled them down, revealing her matching blue panties, glistening with wetness. When I took my pants off and Casey's beautiful blue eyes widened when my hard cock sprung free, her luscious lips spreading into a lustful grin.

    I don't know why I went down on her right away. I guess I always wanted to taste her pussy. I licked her through her drenched panties a few times, as she moaned and shuddered. I was already feeling dizzy, my cock throbbing madly. I pulled her panties down with my teeth (though it took me a few clumsy attemots to get it right) and inhaled her intoxicating scent. Her clit was standing up like a tiny aroused prick. I licked it madly, tongue fucking her tight, warm hole every now and then. I made sure to look up the whole time, so I could see her naked body writhe in pleasure. The most erotic sight. Her eyes closed, her face flushed, her chest heaving as I ate her out. Every image burned into my mind.


    It was my first time so I was worried I wouldn't do it right. But I got the gist of it quickly and we were both very turned on so it didn't have to last long anyway. I felt so proud and aroused when Casey came, arching her back up as she cried out, her juices rolling down my tongue. I wanted her to taste her delicious nectar, so I got up and went in for a kiss, her cum glistening on my lips. I expected her to pull away, but she didn't. She gasped when my wet tongue touched hers and soon our tongues were dipping and exploring, battling for dominance. She bit my lower lip as I pulled away and grinned at me.


    I didn't have to say anything. I lied down on the bed and waited for her. She tried giving me a blowjob, but she would gag every time, so she started jerking me off. Her warm, delicate hand felt so fucking good around my dick. I barely lasted for two minutes before blowing my load.

    I asked Casey how it was and she told me it was amazing. We kissed again. It felt so liberating and exciting, being naked and satisfied and all over each other. I told her to sit on my lap and she did. The feel of her hot ass pressed against my crotch sent jolts up my body. She got the hint and started moving slowly, giving me a lapdance, like in porn. I kissed her neck and my hands went up to fondle her tits. I felt her pounding heartbeats under my touch. Pretty soon I was rock hard again. I whispered that I wanted to fuck her.

    She lied down on the bed and spread her legs. I asked her if she was sure and she said Yes. I climbed on top of her and pushed in. I felt some barrier at first, but pretty soon it broke. Casey cried out, a single tear rolling down her flushed face. Her warm blood rolled down my cock and it pulsed in response, as her walls tightened around me. I waited for a while. I asked her if it hurt and she just told me to keep going. I was clumsy at first but I soon got a hold of it. Just move in and out. Pretty soon I was thrusting hard, leaning my head down so I could lick and suck on Casey's tits. I left thick marks of drool on her boobs and sucked on her nipples, now hard buds. Her hands roamed up and down my back and arms as her pussy pulsed around my cock. I heard her say nasty things that I could never imagine my sweet girlfriend saying out loud, and in such a husky voice too. She cried out my name as she came, her nails digging into my back as her pussy convulsed around my cock. I gave her a few more hard thrusts before I came, pleasure washing over me as I filled her pussy with my spunk.


    I was breathing heavily when I pulled out, my body covered with sweat. I took some tissues from the bedside drawer and cleaned myself up. Suddenly, Casey froze, her eyes wide. She was staring at the nearby window. I asked her what was wrong. She whispered that she had seen a shadow at the window, and it looked like somebody had been watching us. I felt myself shiver. I looked that way, but there was nobody outside. Then we heard some noise. I quickly pulled my pants up and went to investigate. But before I could leave, the door swung open.

    There stood Liv, the railway cop, in uniform and all. Her eyes were glazed over, a nasty grin playing on her lips. Casey gasped and pulled the sheet up to cover herself. I opened my mouth to speak, but Liv pulled our her baton and pointed it at me, lightly tapping my chin. ..(continue confession)

    Some Boy Smelled His Feet In Class

    Yesterday in Class I saw this boy named Caleb take his shoes off and his socks just about stunk up the whole class.

    Then Caleb actually sniffed his feet in front of the entire class as me and one half of the class all yelled EEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWWW while the others all laughed a him.

    Caleb is so fucking nasty

    The Teacher should have thrown his nasty ass out but let him stay because he didn't do anything wrong.

    Bullshit Caleb just took a sniff of his dirty ass socks in class after coming back from Gym Class and then sniffed them in front of the entire class.

    I was so grossed out that when I went home I had no apatite at Dinner because of Caleb smelling his socks in class.

    I hope Caleb makes himself sick from smelling his own socks so I don't half to see him for a while at school.

    It Actually Helped Me Get Clean

    Trigger warning. I was already an alcoholic by the age of thirteen, and a junkie two years later. I started out with beer and moonshine and eventually progressed to wine, bourbon and vodka, the same way I later started out with weed and worked my way up to harder stuff. I lived in a pretty bad neighborhood, my mom was hardly ever around, we lived on welfare and she spent most of her money on booze too. Needless to say, I never knew my father. The day after my 18th birthday I really needed to get high but I had no money. I approached a guy (30s, white, tall, tattos, dark hair) on the street and said I was going to give him a blowjob for fifty bucks. I figured I wouldn't have trouble luring a man, unless he was gay: I had nice C cup tits and firm ass, long, curly raven hair, wore tight white tank top and leather pants. He gave me a look over and agreed, and we went to a nearby alleyway. Then I pulled out a switchblade and told him to give me his wallet. He punched me in the face, knocked the knife out of my hand, knocked me to the ground, ripped my shirt off, cut through my leather pants with my own switchblade, held it to my throat and, well, violently penetrated me.


    I still remember the pain, fear, humiliation and this strangely sensual but unwanted stimulation I felt when he shoved his big hard dick up my unprepared, dry pussy. His thrusts were hard and angry, his eyes burning with fury and lust. At least five people walked by and saw exactly what was happening, but didn't do or say anything. I felt my c**t pulse against his cock despite myself, my nipples hardening as he licked my exposed tits and neck, leaving glistening marks of spit. I got wet and soon it was sliding in and out easily. I wanted to hit him, to scream, but I was too scared, cool metal blade pressed right against my jugular. The whole thing lasted around ten minutes. Disgusted with myself, my body betrayed me and I came, pleasure and pain ripping through my muscles just moments before he nutted inside me, orgasm working from my toes to back as he filled my c**t with his spunk, my cum dripping down his throbbing dick as he emptied himself inside me. I started to sob and he pulled his pants up, spat on me and left. Thick goo dripped out of my hole, mixed with some blood. I never got my switchblade back.


    That was the incident that truly made me realize it was time to get clean. Sober five years now, albeit still living in a dump.

    Filthy Skank

    Just saw a vid clip of this pretty but very nasty skank taking an arse fucking. She was not cleaned out and the long thin dick was heavily soiled. After a bit of hard shagging she pulls off, spins around and begs to suck it. She deep throats it with a little gagging and moaning and says she loves the taste of her shit. Proceeds to lick and suck all the dick and goes down on the balls too.

    Are these girls on some insane meds or just pigs or what?

  • It Was Wrong

    This was years ago. Mom and I went on a summer vacation alone, since my dad was too busy with work. I was 18 then and a virgin, never even kissed a girl. I was short, skinny, shy and had acne, not exactly a chick magnet. I was a good friend with one girl, but I never had the balls (LOL) to try anything. Of course, I was always horny, and pretty perverted and gross too. I knew all about sex from watching porn all the time and I frequently used my mom's, grandmothers and great-grandmothers used panties and bras to sniff and jerk off with. I'm not sure was I just genuinely attracted to them, got off on the idea of i****t, or was it because they were few women who were always available and loved me the most. Maybe all three? I would also buy burner-prepaid phones and use them to call phone sex lines.


    My mom and I were staying at a cheap motel in Florida. It was very hot the first day so we waited until late afternoon to go to the beach. My mom asked me to step outside so she could put her bikini on, and I did. I thought about peeping on her through the keyhole, but I was too scared of getting caught. But when she let me back in, she asked me to apply sunscreen to her back. My dick instantly got hard and I blushed, but she didn't notice, or pretended not to. She told me to really rub it in and my cock started to throb. Her soft skin and full warm flesh felt so good under my grabby hands. Every touch felt like fireworks. I felt like I was in a trance. After I was done, I reached down with my still hot, slick, sticky hand and touched my cock, feeling it throb.


    When we were at the beach, alternating between sunbathing and swimming, I watched my mom walk out of the sea, eyes-wide. Suddenly, she looked like the most beautiful woman in the world to me. She was 42, 5'10, a BBW with big fat ass and huge tits that were basically bursting out of her velvety blue bikini, huge drops of water reflecting on her smooth flushed skin, and long dark hair falling over her tits and ending just above her big hard nipples, tenting the fabric of her soaking wet swimwear. I couldn't help but picture myself fondling and rubbing her big boobs and ass. While sunbathing, she took a towel to wipe her wet tits and her right boob fell out of a bikini. I could barely resist sucking on it in front of everyone. It took her almost a minute to notice. Later, when we were swimming, my hard-on brushed against her ass once and I almost jizzed on the spot.


    We had fun there for hours. When it was time to go, I took my drenched swim trunks off and put on dry shorts behind a large stone near the sea, but mom didn't change there. By the time we got back to the motel, it was night. I thought she would ask me to step aside, but she didn't. She effortlessly undid her bikini top and her juggs fell out. Before I could recover from that, she took her second piece off and I saw her fat hairy c**t. Then she took a towel and started drying her exposed tits off, wiping up and down slowly, looking down at them as she did. Her nipples were hard buds. My dick jumped up. I couldn't believe it. That was the most erotic thing I had ever seen. I didn't even try not to stare. She finally looked up and our eyes met. I froze.


    She smirked and asked: 'You never saw a naked woman?' My heart skipped a beat, my cheeks burning while my cock pulsed madly. I whispered 'No'. I almost said 'Except in porn', but I didn't. She grinned and said: 'Oh honey, you're still a virgin... how cute.' She waited for a moment and I tried not to stare at her exposed tits, but once again I couldn't resist. 'Do you like me?' she asked me sweetly. I barely got out a 'Yes'. Her face turned dark, and then she walked over to me and yanked my shorts down without warning. I squealed as my aching erection sprung out. I felt so humiliated and turned on at the same time. She grabbed my cock tightly, making me moan, and started jerking me off, sending jolts up and down my cock, pleasure running through my body. I was moaning 'Mommy', my heart thundering against my chest. Her soft warm hand felt so fucking good. I remembered how often I fantasized about girls from my school or one of my teachers or a nice old lady from a sweet shop near our home doing that to me, and now it was finally happening... by my own mother.


    Pretty soon, she wrapped her lips around my cock and started blowing me. She moaned against my throbbing flesh, her head bobbing up and down as she spit-roasted my shaft. I cried out and closed my eyes, drool running down out of the corners of my mouth. I wanted it to last forever, but I was too weak. I couldn't take it anymore and I jizzed into her mouth...