Steve

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Gender: Bi-Sexual Male
Age: 41
Relationship Status : With someone
Profile Visits : 224
Number of Comments : 19
Number of Confessions : 2
About Steve:

Bi sexual Male only just out the closet. Looking for like minded people

Steve's Favorite Confessions:

Want To Feel A Man Inside Me

I want to have a guys hard cock in my ass in the worst way. Have been fantasizing about it for a long time. I have fucked myself with varies object but now i want to feel the real thing pumping in and out of me and exploding all over my ass. I have been trying to find someone on line with no luck. All seem to be fakes or flakes. Does anyone have any suggestions on how to find someone?

Admitting The Desire

I have been watching way too much porn lately since the wife has slowed down sexually.
Haven't hooked up with anyone yet but newly interested in giving oral to completion.
I saw what was supposed to be the first time a chap had m2m sex when he got his first first blowjob which was as great as you can imagine. If you are a man you remember the first blowjob and then he got his first rim job too. The moans this guy made when he was having his hole eaten out was so hot and sexy.
I would really like to worship a nice pair of low hanging balls, hard and eager dick and sweaty, hairy man trench. Spread wide and push that boy pussy open for my tongue.

Travels With Lucie

For the past eleven years, a very rewarding career has required a lot of travel. I spend two weeks a month or more away from home. I miss some things but I provide a very nice lifestyle for my wife and kids. I live a double life and keep it on the road. Never at home. Often while I travel I dress as a woman and have sex with men.

At least once a week usually two or more if the guy was in town a few days like me. I have been crossdressing since I was a teenager. I had always kept it a secret. My Mom knew, she once showed me how to apply makeup. Over the years the desire for that feminine feeling you get when she slip on panties and snap on a bra, fit your breastforms, pull on some stockings, apply some makeup, put on nails, slip on a wig, and step into some heels, earrings and a necklace, bracelets and perfume and Wow! I love being a girl! I love to get guys hard.

Most times guys come by my hotel room and sometimes I travel to them. I have a slight build and five foot seven. I am quite passable and no one notices unless I want them to. When a guy is hard for me I get an overwhelming desire to please him and make him cum. I estimate that over eleven years I have sucked cock north of 600 times, a ilttle over 200 guys. And about a third of them fucked me. Usually with a condom. I remember distinctly the eleven guys who have cum in my ass.

Just had to let this out. I live an astounding lie.

That Loving Feeling.

I was married once and dated lots of attractive women after my divorce. However my deeper gay desires never left me. As relationships with women did not work out I returned to my gay nature. There was anonymous gay sex and affairs with men. Too many gay encounters to count.

Mainly I was a cocksucker giving men pleasure and swallowing their special seed. Love sucking cocks more than anything else though I have enjoyed giving or receiving intercourse with a man on occasion. Kissing and mutual mastubation was also enjoyed. But what made me horniest was a cock in my mouth.

Over the years a loving feeling emerged in conjunction with the gay desires. As I surrender to the urges and seek men out for sex I notice that I feel a deeper and deeper tranquility combined with a love of the man I am with sexually. No matter who he is or where it is..... a adult video booth,a bed a car seat,a park and no matter what he looks like or how old he is.... I feel that at the time I am sucking his cock,kissing with him or fondling him I am actually in love with him in those special moments. I want him to feel special,to be cherished and worshipped. I want him to be completely satisfied. As I have gotten older this loving feeling has intensified. It no longer scares me like it once did. I feel like a loving slut but that is part of the deeper satisfaction I get from loving men. The fact I can joyfully please any willing man not judging him just loving what he is and what he offers me. He basically gives me a purpose. I am there to pleasure him without reservation. If I see him again I will do the same thing. If I don't then I will have the memory of pleasing him in my brain. I wonder if there are other gay men like me who are loving cocksuckers and need to fulfill the purpose of giving a man pleasure. Ones who cruise around looking for men to love in this way. At age 50 I came to this realization and truth. I am here to lovingly suck men's cocks

Acceptance

For many years I struggled with gay desires. Now in my late 60's I see the truth as a gay man. In my 20's I has anonymous gay sex,orally serviced my best friend and then got married hoping it would curb my gay desires. In my 30's I got divorced dated women then had my first gay affairs with older gay men. In my 40's I returned to women but relationships never lasted. Then in my 50's I spent 8 years living as a gay man first having an older boyfriend then returning to being a cocksucker anonymously servicing men in adult video stores and gay bathouses. Finally in my 60's I returned to dating women but once again relationships never lasted.

Accepting that I am gay has finally permeated my existence. A few months ago I returned to the strongest gay desires that I feel deep inside. Seems that sucking cocks anonymously is my deepest need and desired role. Once a week I travel to a bigger city a couple hours away. First I get a hotel room. Then I feel the gay urges take over. I go to an adult store with video booths in the early afternoon. I get a booth watch gay porn,take some edibles then either suck men's cocks in my booth or cruise the other booths. Most of the men are older like me mainly over 50, in 60's or 70's. A few are younger and I suck them off too. I tend to prefer the older men as that has been a preference my whole life. I drain a bunch of cocks and swallow the loads finally leaving in the late evening. I prefer not to be sucked and instead masturbate back in my hotel room reliving the whole time blowing men. The next morning I leave to return home feeling the needs are satisfied. Each week I return for a repeat occurrence. The truth is that I am now an old cocksucker who loves men's cocks dies not matter what they look like as long as they are relatively clean.

I Am Addicted

I was married about 18 years when I sucked my first dick. I was only attracted to talk about five years ago. My wife wanted to watch porn to get us in the mood and I noticed that I was paying more attention to the man’s dick eventually, I would get online And talk to men about meeting them, but I was always so nervous.

I finally met a guy at his tanning salon business and met him in one of the tanning booths. With all kinds of customers tanning I got all my knees and suck this man I wasn’t even sure if I would like it, but about 20 seconds in I knew I was hooked.

Since then, I have about four or five regulars that I suck about once a week. I love everything about sucking cock. I love how it looks. I love it when it’s soft. I love it when it’s hard. I love it when it’s shaved. I love it when it’s hairy. I love uncut cock. I love cut cock. Big or small, I love them all.

I especially love, sucking someone for the first time. Walking into someone’s home and seeing them sitting on the couch totally naked with their dick dangling between their legs turns me on so much. Feeling a man’s dick in my throat and hearing him moan is the best!

Eye Opener

This past Saturday night around 6, the power on my side of the street went out so I headed out and sat on my porch for a spell. A few min later my next door neighbor joined me and while chatting we shared a few pints he brought over. By eleven the hydro was still out so I was about ready to head to bed when he suggested maybe going to his place and playing cards for a while. Ended up in his den with two battery powered lanterns lighting up most of the room. He asked me if I play poker. I said sure then he mentioned strip poker is his favorite. Told him I had played many times but never with a guy but thought why not. Might be fun. Little did I know just how much fun. Didn't take very long and when I lost, I slipped off my shorts and he did the same. When he did, I could not take my eyes off of his big, beautiful cock and when he caught me ogling, he came right up next to me so that our knobs were barely brushing up against each other. I had never been with a guy before but had often thought about it and that's when things got very interesting. He reached out first, took my cock in his hands and started to stroke me. I did the same, then got very horny so I sat down, cupped his ass cheeks and pulled him right up to my waiting mouth. I licked a lot of sweet pre-cum off his knob then did the natural thing and sucked him right in. He was already big enough but got even bigger as I enjoyed sucking my first cock. No hands. Just mouth and before long he emptied his full balls. I swallowed every sweet drop and at that moment, became hooked. I needed more so we laid on his couch in a sixty nine and sucked each other silly. Over the next few hours, we just laid there sucking. Both of us came twice. The last time he came, I slipped him outta my mouth in time and was rewarded with a huge load all over my face. So different but oh so yummy. Can hardly wait for tomorrow night.

BJ In Men's Room

I feel a little guilty but more curious about how usual this is for a male like me. I can't say anything to my buds. My GF & I broke up about six weeks ago & since then, I have been going out to meet my buds at a bar on weekends. It's a bar where it's mostly men because it's a topless bar. Each time I've been there I get so horny but I've been trying to not just pick up a woman around there & I'm not paying for sex. I am not the type who would want to or need to.

Over the weekend on Saturday night, I met my buds again at this place & we had beer, watched the dancers do topless & show a little other things. I ended up staying a little longer & was horny but had to piss bad. While in the men's room, there was another guy around my age & a long story short, he wanted to suck my dick. I was semi boner at the urinal & we went into a stall. He said he really wanted to suck it off. He sucked it & I told him it's about to nut. I wasn't sure if you should just let it go but he kept sucking so it did nut in his mouth. As soon as it was done, he said, thanks. I said thanks too & I left. I'm not sure if other dudes have done this or if this is more usual. I'm not worried that it was a male doing it. My only worry is that I ended up getting that done in a restroom. I figure this is a gay topic so I'm unloading it over here.

I Decided To Try Letting Another Guy Fuck Me And To Suck Him

When I was in my early teens I fucked another boy my age. Sometimes he'd suck me to completion but he didn't like that much. He didn't want me sucking him and definitely didn't want to fuck me. We tried once and it hurt too much, I was too tight. In my early 20s I went home with a very petite, femme guy I met on the road in a hotel bar. I got sucked and I fucked him twice before going back to my room in the morning. He was there another 3 days and I took him as much as I wanted during that time.

Other than those two guys it's been girls or women for my whole life. I lost my wife a couple of years ago to disease. I really don't want to go through the BS of dating and finding someone, figuring out likes and dislikes etc. I decided that I want to go with another guy again, but I want a guy to fuck me, but don't want the pain I remember from being in my early teens.

I decided to get a guy with a small cock to initiate me both sucking him off, and letting him fuck my ass and cum inside me. I really want to see what it is like and want to do this. Now. . . how do I find someone who is small and willing ?

I Blew A Guy Two Years Ago

I finally blew a guy two years ago have always wanted to but never did I love having his cock in my mouth I made him cum in my mouth and swolled it two years later I probably sucked cock over 50 times I love having a cock down my throat