Getting Up From My Blues

When I was approaching sixty, I hit a real low.......I was very sad......i had no children.....not many friends or relationships.......things were very rough for me.... I was living in a fifty five and over community ,but then one day I got the idea to sell at the flea market....I took a few classes in earthen ware pottery..it gave me a new purpose.....I'd go out sometimes with a friend and look for items to sell....it was great going out and selling at the flea markets.......I started to get in shape again.... things started looking up...... a nice would be boy friend sent me several pairs of clogs and a few pair of ankle sox to wear...... I wore it a few times around the house.......Things were going well so I rented a little shop not far from the beach for my business,,,,I got it fixed up to be very special.......The shop carried a nice line of scented candles,beautiful blouses and sweaters and a few skirts and dresses for my ladies ,,,,,,I got a coffee urn and carried a few tasty paistries and cakes for my customers...we had some wonderful art books and novels for my guys...... I put out a little bench outside the store with a table of free books to add to the ambiance......I hired a wonderfull young lady to help me manage the shop.She was a g*fted painter and she and I painted some T Shirts with sceans of the beach and ocean in shades of blue and purple.......I even painted a few dozen pairs of white panties in several designs......we had a blue robin egg design......and a nice violet and amber paisly design........ One day I modeled a pair of the robin egg painties for the clients and they really loved it.......We sold a few pair......I wouldn't ask my assistant Evelyn to wear them.....that wouldn.t be fair to ask of her,,,,,,and I thought that if i wore them to model them it wouldn't be so suggestive or as I was a woman of an older age.......I have to admit,,,,when I first moddled the panties I was very nervouse.....as I had never done so.....I am a little nerdy but attractive....I keep my blond hair short now to manage better,Iwith nice blue eyes and Granny glasses ......so I moddled my Blue Robin Egg panties with a fashionable waist length dark blue button down sweater with a belt....and my brown hi heel clogs and my white ankle socks.....I was feeling nervouse as my big fleshy legs and big ass were fully on display.......I have a few birthmarks on my legs that I am a little self conscious of but I wanted to sell my line successfully......At first i kept trying to pull my sweater down to cover my panties and didn't know what to do with my hands I kept on protectively touching my legs...... but my ladies were very nice to me...... they made me feel very comfortable.....they bought a few pair......later on in the day there were a few wonderful men that asked me about the panties as well......We served many cups of coffee and slices cake on the house for them......they were so nice to me i couldnt treat them well enough......I was really getting into wearing the panties in the store.....it made me feel very hot and bothered.......A few times I wore a pair of chunky black hi heeled Mary janes with my ankle sox and panties,,,,,,,I was getting good at concealing my arousal of my exposed legs and tightly covered ass and vagina.......sometimes I noticed a few curls of my blond bush escaped my panties......could be I was eating a little too much cake and coffee...... I pretended not to notice as it would have been uncomfortable to rearrange my bush back in my panties.I didnt want to draw attention to it.......so .I chatted with my guests while my bush a was exposed,,,,,, this excited me me some what,,,,,often Evelyn my student saw that my face was flushed....so she brought me a few facial tissues.....More than once i was chatting with a man who decided to buy a dozen pair of panties for his wife on the but he asked me to I sell him the pair I was wearing.......I was happy to take off my panties and wrapped it up for him......I felt very sexy I gave him a wink and wiggeled my hips for him a few times...... we established a connection, we bonded...after I wrapped up his order We had a cup of coffee together I had Evelyn pack him a little box of cake...i offered to help him flag down a taxi....but he declined ...he didnt want me to go out in my exposed state....I thanked him...but I told him that the people around here know me for what I am....( meaning ,an exhibitionist,,,,which was left unsaid)I gave him a little wink and a hug....don't worry I'm happy now I told him...After we closed the store I put on a pair of slacks and went to Murray the grocer I bought some vegetables and Salmon steaks to bring home to mama.....I always love talking to Murray he is so funny......I"ve gone to him in my sweater and panties outfiton occasion to get him interested.... We look out for each other,,,if it dosnt work out between us ...perhaps I can find him a date or he can find me one:)