Helinta

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No One Does It Like My Little Brother

Growing up, my little brother and I had a very changing relationship. We CHERISHED each other as kids, played together all the time, shared everything (I'm only a little over a year older than him). But then adolescence came and we started changing. We didn't grow apart and we still loved each other a lot, but our tastes and attitudes clashed with each other. I was your typical popular girl that had dated a bit by the time I was 17. He was more reserved, but sharp minded, liked to be a pain in the ass with his close circle. He teased me a lot about anything he could tease me about. Context: we lived with in a tiny house with a single mom that worked double shifts to provide for us, so she wasn't around the house much by then. My brother and I shared a bedroom, separate beds of course.
One night, I came home early from a party after my then boyfriend unceremoniously dumped me. I was heartbroken, so I didn't precisely need my brother to tease me about it, which is exactly what he did. He woke up as soon as I came in, started saying shit about me being too high maintenance but also dressing slutty to get the attention of other guys. I was still a bit drunk, so I angrily pushed him. He landed on the bed and I sat on him and told him he didn't know the first thing about girls and he wouldn't even know what to do with one like me. As soon as I grabbed his wrists to pin him down, I could feel him getting hard under me, and I teased him. He tried to free himself, so I impulssively kissed him. He froze and got a full hard on. I didn't think about it: I pulled his pants down, he tried to free himself again, then I slid my panties aside and slipped him inside me. He was shocked, I felt powerful and too turned on to stop. He barely managed to say it was wrong when I grabbed his wrists with one hand and gagged him with the other (I was taller and heavier than him back then, he was way too skinny for a cock that big back then). I told him something like "shut the fuck up, you want this", and he stopped resisting as soon as I started moving. I grinded fast and hard on his cock, and he came inside of me within the minute, me drowning his moans with his hands. I loved the sensation of him feeling me up, but then came the regret. I knew what I had done. Ashamed, I told him to go back to bed and close the door. He complied, no questions. I went to sleep in the living room.
The next day was a bit difficult for me because I was aware of what I had done to him, and also heartbroken. But I apologized to him as soon as our mom left for work. He told me it was ok, that he actually had liked it, that it had been his first time and he was glad that is was with me. We hugged and we were awkward for a few days, but it was bound to happen again. We had tasted the forbidden fruit, we were two horny and single teenagers that spent way too much time on their own. One afternoon, he caught me after school crying again about my breakup. A hug gave way to a kiss, gave way to sex. That time no one subdued the other, we both enjoyed it, and did it more than once.
We haven't stopped being lovers since then, and we're the true, secret reason why we both have remained unmarried (despite ocassionally dating for fun and appearances). He was a lousy lover back then, but I show him the ropes about pleasing a woman, and now we have a very deep connection: emotional, sexual, a fulfilled (albeit secret) couple. He went through quite the glow-up, too. Now he's taller than me, more muscular, can actually carry me to the bedroom and pin me down to the bed to have his way with me. I've had many lovers throughout the years now, but none like my little brother.

Losing Control On My Date

My boyfriend and myself have been in a long term relationship. For nearly three years ive been dating brad.
Goofy funy nerdy in good shape amazing personality and smart. Cute handsome man i have fallen for him head over heels.
Normally you share your fantasies or fetishes with your partner. Brad and i started dating at twenty.
I had just turned twenty three two weeks earlier. A friend of Brad from his work went out with us.
Cool guy chill athletic fun and funny. I enjoyed the night out at a local bar. We headed home Mark Brad friend from work came with us to the apartment.
We played cards against humanity it was hilarious. We had a few more drinks.
Before i know it they have me on the futon. Both taking turns eating my pussy my curvy slightly chubby body exposed and nude.
Both using my hangers as fun bags. Then im sucking a dick while being fucked by Brad.
Brad is good size six and a half inches but he is also thick.
I swallowed Mark cum and felt Brad cum inside of me.
We swapped and im cleaning off Brads cock in my mouth.
I feel Mark between my legs and he had a longer not as thick as Brad but longer dick he fucked me as Brad encouraged him.
They tag teamed me for little under a hour and a half.
I was embarrassed shocked i felt incredible but shameful at the same time mostly because i really liked it.
I felt cheap and like a slut.
Mark left Brad jouned me in our room and he cleaned my pussy eating me out.
We talked it was a fantasy of his to share me with another man.
We sat up a few play dates and had a few random unexpected plays.
I like other women im bisexual so i have invited a few girls into play. But mostly its other men i play with.
Half the time its me and Brad together and it was always us together up front. Me getting switch hit or tag teamed.
After awhile a year of us playing Brad encouraged me to pick men up and let him watch.
I was shy and nervous about it but kinda liked the idea.
It was fun after awhile. I got into fucking other men while Brad watched. Brad favorite was watching me dressed up pick up another man.
It was the ice cream the cherry on top was watching me suck the guy and watching me get fucked like a cheap slut.
Six months later Brad encouraged me to pick up other men and do solo dates.
A few months of this and im bringing him home creampies.
I found a couple while i was out by myself well was supposed to meet two coworkers that had to cancel i was already at the bar we picked.
I had a drink played a game of pool with a light skin beauty ebony woman.
We played a few games talking she stunning beautiful about my build. Sexy body and beautiful face. Brenda is fun to talk to.
Some how the topic of our husbands come up. As well i spill the beans on me and my now husband sex life and our extras. She admits her and her husband share other women. She tells me normally she would never of been okay sharing her man. Even though she finds other women extremely attractive.
But she needs a break from time to time from her mans dick.
She decribes it and im sure i looked spellbound.
Im trying to picture a dick as thick as she described or as long as she says.
Its a little odd when her husband joins us.
Martin he is four years older then me tall six one ish athletic handsome in a different type way. Ive never been attracted to a black man before and was still very unsure and nervous.
Not that i want to fuck him i want to fuck his wife with my husband but thats not happening.
Now i want to just get a peek at his dick see if what she said is true.
I end up out in the parking lot with them and agree to follow them to there house a few blocks away.
Im not dressed for a play date.
Ive got on a black white and blue summer dress that stops at my knee a pair of flip flop wedges and a bra.
We get there and i head in with them im nervous.
Brenda is petite mayby one thirty.
Im a size six five foot five red hair average looking but cute. Self confidence compared to Brenda has me nervous.
Im a little chubby huge hangers and a thick butt Brenda called me a pawg and i blushed.
We have a drink sit and talk .
Martin is charming funny and handsome his wife has my pussy in need.
We sit and martin rolls up some weed.
I smoke with them.
After Brenda opened my legs and i could not believe it.
She ate my pussy like she was trying to steal my soul.
It was incredible she made me cum so much i was shocked.
Getting me completely naled
Martin just watched the whole time.
Then i noticed him standing nude next to us.
I could not believe it he was huge.
First wow just wow thicker then my husband. It was like a fat babies arm just dangling. Behind that a huge sack.
Im nervous but want to watch him fuck his wife like ive watched Brad fuck afew of my friends.
I watch him get hard.
Thick long veiny huge bulbous head shaped like a bell.
I dont know why but i want him to fuck me. Its not what i wanted at all originally.
It dose not take long and i get what i want.
Brenda sits down in a chair and rolls her self a blunt.
Be careful Martin she is not on birth control her and her husband want a baby.
Bet is all he says looking down at me with a coy grin.
Lucky me im not at my most fertile.
He manipulates and moves my body like a rag doll.
Soon i feel him forcing my pussy stretching me open.
I notice Brenda filming us.
Getting up close on Martin horse cock sliding inside of me.
Firstly after penetration i go fuzzy. All i know is im in pure ecstasy with a huge man on top of me with a monster cock fucking me.
I blank out for a minute forgetting about everything. He fucked me into a state of zen bliss. I went blank.
By time i notice the world around me its my own moaning that snaps me back into the world.
Im cumming to hard to care what happens.
Thats how i end up begging him to cum in me.
That happened
Then its round two of martin fucking me.
Again creampie.
Then his wife eats my pussy.
We have a legit three some and i love Brenda pussy so tasty and juicy. I ate her pussy the entire time he fucked me doggy.
This time i made him cum in Brenda so i could eat it out.
It was delicious.
I got dressed we smoked one.
I had her email me our sex video and shared it with Brad.
Me and Brad fucked he reclaimed me lol almost better then when martin took my pussy.
Lucky im not pregnant yet dodged that bullet but here i am a few weeks after twenty five ant not sure if i should keep having extra sex with other men.

Watched Another Man Put His Dick Inside My Wife & Too Drunk To Stop It

We had some new friends over for news years eve. We were all drinking only I had WAY too much. All 4 of us are sitting at the kitchen counter and I have my head on the table too tired to lift it, when the conversation gets really personal.

The couple starts telling my wife that they wanted to be friends with us because they are in an open marriage. The husband says he saw my wifes ass at the gym and he went straight home to fuck his wife thinking about my wife bent over the workout bench with her tight yoga pants around her ankles.

My wife is very flattered by this and starts joking about how they would never do something like that. That she's only ever been with her husband. Me. The guy they think is too drunk to lift his head. Honestly, I liked where the conversation was going and I pretended to be out of it more than I was to see how my wife would react.

They keep flirting with my wife and are both telling her how amazing her body is and that they would take good care of her etc. Then the other wife says, something like you just have to experience being with another man. I couldn't imagine not ever having experienced just one. Especially considering how big my husband is.

To my surprise, my wife asks, "how big is it?". The other wife says, pretty big, why is your husband not so big and holds up her pointer and thumb indicating the dreaded small penis sign. My wife laughs and says something like, no no it's not that small but I don't really have anything to compare it too.

The other wife says, well we can fix that and pulls her husband out of his chair. The husband is sitting on the other side of me but I hear a belt being undone and then, "wow" from my wife and they start laying on the peer pressure.

The wife is telling her to take it for a ride and it can't hurt anything. My wife is laughing but interestingly enough isn't saying no. Then the guy ask her to touch it and with the bodies in the way I can't see without giving myself away, but I'm guessing she's either stroking another mans dick at this point or at least wraps her hands around it because she says "it's so hard".

This was a blow. Not going to lie. I've gained about 40 pounds and have honestly had a hard time getting and staying hard. Inside my heart is racing, my feelings are hurt but something kept me there. My wife was being naughty for once in her life and I had the rare opportunity to listen in and see some of it through the slits in my eyes.

They keep pushing my wife for sex but she keeps turning them down. Finally the wife says, well at least try it out. My wife says what do you mean. She explains this like it's nothing. She says it's like taking a sample from the guy at the grocery store. My guys will put it in for a second and see if you like it. Then you will know if it's something you want to do and can talk to your husband about it later. No harm no foul. It's not sex, she said finally convincing my wife.

My wife is a little drunk, so the other wife leads her over to the kitchen counter. My wife plants her elbows on the counter and the other wife pulls down her pants. She's rubbing my wife up and down her back and all the way down her legs on top of her panties. Looking at her like some sort of sexy trophy.

With the husband standing to the side, I get a somewhat good look at his dick in his hand as he strokes it watching the two of them. It's pretty damn big and puts me to shame for sure. The other wife starts to slowly pull down my wifes panties and honest to goodnest tears come to my eyes as my wifes sexy ass is revealed to strangers for the first time in her life.

They both continue to encourage her by telling her how sexy she is. My wife is loving it. I can tell. Then she asks my wife one more time if it's okay and my wife just nods in agreement. Next thing I can't see anything but the mans naked ass on a second later my wife lets out a groan of pleasure.

The wife is still rubbing her back and shoulders and looks like she's about to burst just watching this happen. She's asking my wife if that feels good and my wife is just nodding with her eyes closed. Then she asks, do you want all of it. My wifes head is just to the side of the man and I see her biting her lip and nodding yes.

His butt cheeks clinch as my wife lets out a moan and her head hits the kitchen counter. I can see her pushing her ass back further trying to get more and more of his dick inside her. The wife starts kissing her husband and then he starts to slid it out of my wife and start to fuck her.

With one hand my wife starts to swat him away and he instantly pulls out. The woman is asking if she wants more and my wife is shaking her head no. I see her turn around, pants still around her ankles and panties at her knees. The woman says, "Look at her cute little barbie pussy" and points for her husband to see".

My wife smiles and puts her hands at her pussy kinds of spreading it a part for them. After that the night was over...

What An Asshole!

For 4 or 5 years during our marriage my husband has been practically pleading with me to have a 3some with another man and him. My answer was always the same…NO! I’ve known too many couples who eventually ruined their lives by swinging or having an open marriage, I was not about to do it. It didn’t stop him from trying and coaxing and pressuring me to do it. Over time, I guess I simply got tired of him constantly bringing it up, especially during sex. I thought about it many negatives vs the only positive I could think of, making him happy and getting him to shut up, and after having him pretending that someone was fucking me from behind while I gave him head, I decided I’d had enough.

I told him I’d consider it if I got to pick the other guy. He agreed and asked me who I wanted it to be but I said I needed to think about it. But once I decided, that’s who it had to be or it would be no one. If they refused, it would be no one. He agreed but insisted that it couldn’t be someone totally unattainable like a movie star or someone famous. It had to either be someone we knew, or a stranger in a club or something like that. I agreed and he let it drop for a couple of days, but then wanted to know if I’d decided. I had thought about nothing else, trying to choose between someone I actually found attractive, and someone so shocking to him that he’d flat refuse and drop it. I decided on the latter.

After a week of thinking it through, I made my decision. That night, during sex, I told him I had picked someone. He asked me who and after teasing him a bit, I told him “Your brother, Carl.” He looked at me with a shocked look on his face because he knew I didn’t really like Carl. But, to my surprise, he eagerly agreed saying Carl had talked about wanting to fuck me since we got married. I now regretted my choice because Carl is 12 years older than me, he’s not fat, but isn’t in the shape I prefer, and he’s just not exactly good looking. But I had set the rules and now I had no choice other than to hope either Carl or my husband would back out.

The night came a couple of weeks later and Carl came over and we all had some drinks, I had several because that was the only way I knew I could get through it. Eventually, we moved into the bedroom and I undressed and climbed in the bed, my husband and Carl lay down on either side of me. My husband kept looking at Carl and asked him what he thought of my body, he was rubbing my breasts and went on and on about how sexy I was. He leaned over to kiss me but I turned and asked “Are you SURE you want to do this?” My husband didn’t hesitate before saying “absolutely!”

Carl then kissed me and slid his hands to my pussy and began playing with it. While I didn’t like kissing him, I have to admit it felt good. My husband was sucking on my breasts and then turned my face so he could kiss me. When he did, Carl slid down and began to go down on me. I was surprised by how turned on I was getting and it didn’t take long for me to cum. When I did, he crawled up and wanted me to give him head, so I did while my hubby went down on me giving me another orgasm. A few minutes later, Carl climbed between my legs and pushed his cock against my pussy. It was a bit larger than my husbands, but not a lot, and felt wonderful as he entered me. For the next hour or so, they both fucked me twice and I found it was the most incredible sex I’d ever had!

After it was over, Carl left and we went to sleep. The next morning my husband questioned me about it and asked if I wanted to do it again? I guess I said yes too quickly because he instantly got upset and accused me of preferring Carl over him. No matter what I said, he wouldn’t believe me and called me a slut and whore! I went to my mothers for the day thinking he’d calm down but when I got home he was still upset. I reminded him of the badgering he did to convince me to do that and explained I chose Carl because I thought he’d say no to allowing his brother to fuck his wife! It didn’t matter and over the next several days we did nothing but fight. I eventually moved back home and we divorced.

Like I said WHAT AN ASSHOLE!

PK, Half Lesbian, Sister Pregnant At 15, Prayers Didn't Protect Us

While my parents were missionaries in a Central American country my sister and I lived in the city and attended a private English language school. I was fifteen, my sister thirteen at the time.

We became friends with these other girls and they invited us to their lake house on weekends. It was fun, a four girl thing. Played cards till late at night, learned to water ski, and with my parents not present we wore bikinis that more or less showed off our curves. I suppose that on a score of one to ten, my sister and I are sevens when it comes to boobs.

Some boys from another family and their friends came over for dinner one night. 17 for the older girls, the younger two 15. The mother prepared a large pot of spaghetti and she set us girls to attend to the boys. We were in shorts and summer tank tops our mother would never approve. We were down by the edge of the lake, it was a warm night and one of the boys was on top of my sister with his hand under her top. She opened her legs and he fell in between them and started to hump her hard.

We sat and watched, no one talked. He reached under him to unbutton his pants and push them down, his hard penis in plain sight. My sister pushed her pants down and managed to get one leg off and wrapped her legs around him while he fucked. We watched, no one said a word. We watched until he was done and rolled off of her.

Someone said that it was a good night to lose your virginity. The boys picked and started to kiss us and grab our tits. The kissing got intense and their hands were in our pants. We stood and we each took off our pants and laid back on the grass to lose our virginity. The boys weren't slow about it, we all got fucked. We all sucked their penis later and we lay out naked on the grass.

Three of the four girls that night got pregnant, my sister and the other two sisters. High school girls, the two younger sisters were in the eighth grade. My parents went into a religious frenzy about it, the other girls were grounded for life. It wasn't right to 'fix' the problem, the girls were all given a choice, go to a school where girls like them put their child up for adoption, or face the music and have their child and be the mother. All three girls elected to become mothers.

In time everyone got married, the girl's husbands all adopted their children. I got married to a man who traveled for his profession. I spent many years sleeping alone, without a man. After several years I became close with another woman who's husband was a pilot and we became night time lovers and truly enjoyed it. Husbands when they were home were more of a bother.

You know that you would rather be with a girl when you kiss her, you never kiss your man like that.

Adult Time

My husband and i have always gotten along and had a good relationship. We recently went out to an adult event at our kids school. Our kids attend a private school so our parties can have booze. Most of the time it’s calm but occasionally some can get out of hand. We planned on going with a group of other parents. I’m by no means a super model but take care of myself. I ran a lot and hit our home gym. I’m not a big women 5 foot 2 140 lbs curvy figure. My tits are real and they stick out and my nipples are rather large. I cover up as much as possible because when hard they are clearly visible even while wearing a bra. We hit the party had a ride there girls are talking guys are drinking a lot. After dinner more drinks are poured. I have a few shots as does my husband. There is an after party at one of the parents houses. More drinks guys are past out my husband was outside as he was throwing up and apparently curled up on a lounge asleep. Our driver who was supposed to be the sober one is doing shots as well. Nobody is leaving isn’t a big deal as we had a sitter and she was spending the night. I sent her a text and went and checked it n my husband. My friends husband was out there as well checking on his wife who had also thrown up. We talked dad had a few more drinks. I was buzzed really buzzed and it was cold and my thin dress was not doing a great job of keeping my nipples covered. I don’t know what happened but I realized my tits where out and my friends husband was sucking on my tits. I told him what he had to stop but he begged me to let him suck on them for a bit longer. With my tit in his mouth he started to rub my crotch and his hand went under my dress. Again i mentioned that this wasn’t a good idea but he fingers away and was enjoying it. I shot a stream of juice. I’m a squirter and he got excited. Before I knew it I was on the grass getting hammered on my back legs spread in the air. It was turf and I got a rug burn that I had to hide for a week. I was fucked my my friends husband he pulled out and had me swallow the majority of his cum. I cleaned him up and wanted me to wait as he brought out one of the other dads. I jumped up adjusted my dress and then spent the rest of the evening hiding and fighting off sexual advances. At one point they where close to convincing me to do them both again. I did suck the other guys dick but that was it. The next morning was weird for sure. I had fucked one guy blew the other wife’s and husbands where hung over. Later that Sunday one of the guys had text me of i wanted to meet up I told him no. He has asked over and over sent me a pic of myself with cum on my face. I told him no and no. Although it was fun I couldn’t do that again.

We all have different history of how we started having sex. I started dating at 16. My first few dates no effort was made to get past first base with me. I got a steady boyfriend my senior year. He was a sweet guy. He started fondling me some which I loved. If I touched him he would climax in his pants. He fingered me a lot and I quess I can say he was my first. Three times we had the condom and he would climax before he got in me. Other issues we parted relationship. The next summer an older married guy charmed me so I got experienced at real sex. He started not pulling out sometimes. I realized I needed to end this relationship so I did. I then met my husband in college. We really fell for each other. The things we do are comparable to porn movies. I told him about my first boyfriend but not the married lover. We have two young children and thinking about a third. If we decide on a third I know my husband will do his part.

Missed Opportunity

A stupid story of when I was growing up. My grandparents had a farm in rural Pennsylvania and part of our thing was for grandkids to go spend a week with them during the summer. I was eleven that summer and I went for a hike with one of the men who had been hired as help on the farm. He was a nice man, and my grandmother gave him instructions about taking care of me.

We went to the back of the farm, not really far but for me it was. I got this urge to pee and he stood guard while I lowered my pants and squatted. While I was peeing he turned and watched me, staring at me right between the legs. He took out his penis and told me to keep my legs apart and he peed right into the puddle I had made. He let the last drops fall and he asked me if I had ever touched a penis. Still squatting with my legs open he stood right in front of me with his penis right in my face.

After a minute he told me I could stand, he touched me and told me that soon I was going to be ready, maybe by next summer. On the way back he talked to me about how all the female animals wanted a penis, a lot of animals wanted a penis when they were in heat, but female humans wanted a penis all the time.

That night after dinner I went outside because the house was hot and he was standing under the tree in the yard. I went over to him and he asked me how I was doing. He asked me how many brothers and sisters I had, which was proof that my mother really liked it, and my grandmother must have really liked it because she had eight kids. He was sure that I was going to like it. We went around back behind the shed and he held me with one arm and touched me with his other hand. He had me put my hand on his hard penis. He told me to go back inside and next year he would show me for real, for now I just had to think about it because he was going to be waiting.

The next year he wasn't working at the farm, but during that summer I thought a lot about him. I masturbated that summer, and when I was sixteen I made this boy on our street fuck me. I remember now how scared he was, he didn't want to do it, but I did. That's how he and I both lost our virginities. Sometimes when I am out and I see a man that reminds me of the man at the farm I get urges, sometimes pretty strong. I wish he had gone ahead with me, I was ready.

I Was 11 Yrs Old And The Neighborhood Slut...

When I was 11 I thought my 14 yr old brother (Steve) and his friends were the coolest kids on earth. Behind our house they had a shack of a clubhouse in the woods beside a pond. I wanted to hang around with them so bad I would hide in the woods and spy on them. One day they caught me and my brother was furious. He yelled at me and told me to go home. His friend "Tom" was kinda the leader of the group. He stepped in and said he had a better idea. We all went into the shack. Tom pulled out an I-Pad and showed it to me. I was embarrassed, on the screen was a video of a naked girl on her knees with a guys weiner (my word for it back then) in her mouth. Tom made me watch it for a minute then he said that if I would do that to the guys I could join the club. I wanted so bad to be part of the group I said "OK". Now, at 11 yrs old I was not quite playboy material. I was short, skinny and had no curves. But I was pretty. Tom immediately ordered the other boys out of the shack and closed the door. He propped the I-Pad up on the table and pulled his swim trunks down. He told me to just do what the girl on the screen is doing. I got on my knees and Tom put his weiner in my mouth. I tried my best to copy the girl. I must have done it pretty good because it only took a minute and Tom started to make noise and his weiner started squirting stuff in my mouth. I pulled back only to get stuff on my face. Tom told me thats just what guys do and I should swallow it. After Tom walked out another boy came in, then another until 4 boys had a turn. The only boy left was my brother (Steve). I heard the other guys teasing him, calling him a chicken. Then he walked in the door. We were both super nervous until he actually felt the inside of my mouth and he LOVED it! I felt so proud and happy he accepted me and wanted me around. For the next couple of weeks I would go to the clubhouse with Steve. I would take care of all the boys, then we would play and swim just like normal kids.

Then one day things kinda changed. One of the boys showed up to the clubhouse. He had his older brother and another older guy with him. They were like 17 or 18. He had told them about the little girl who gave blowjobs and they did not believe it. After all the boys confirmed it they said they wanted a turn. They took me into the shack and closed the door. I was scared, I had never been with 2 at once. I figured it would go like the other boys so I got on my knees and waited for one of them to step forward so I could suck him. Both of the boys took their pants off. I was still nervous especially after seeing their weiners, they were much bigger than the younger boys. Instead one of them stepped up and pulled me up off the floor and started kissing me. The other boy got behind me and pulled my bikini bottoms down. They picked me up and put me face down on the table with my legs dangling over the side. I couldn't even touch the floor. One of them stuck a finger inside me, then fingers. I squirmed a little and he stopped. Then I felt something much bigger being pushed into me. It really hurt and I started squirming big time. He put his hands on my back and held me down. He started pumping his weiner in and out of me hard. The pain went away and I remember being really wet. He said I was "really tight" and that he had "popped my cherry". I didn't know what he meant at the time. After a few minutes he grunted and squirted his stuff in me. The other boy immediately took his place and did the same. After they were done they began dressing. I climbed off the table and saw all the younger boys watching what happened through the window. I started to put on my bikini. I started freaking out when I saw the blood between my legs. They took a towel, wiped me off and told me it would be ok. I stayed away from the club for a couple of weeks, but eventually I got lonely. When I went back all the younger boys wanted to try fucking me. Even my brother. When the older boys found out I was back they started coming by often and even brought others. Some days I didn't get to play or swim at all. I spent all day in the shack getting fucked and giving blowjobs.

I turned 12 over the winter and started filling out. The next summer I had some curves and looked much more like a teenage girl. I lost interest in the younger boys and stopped going to the clubhouse. Of course I still let my brother fuck me. Heck at 15 he was so horny I could barely bend over in the house without getting fucked. I think my parents always suspected but I don't know for sure. The older boys in the neighborhood knew I put out and they took advantage of it. I know that during that that following summer even my dads friends and neighbors started to notice me. I would catch them staring at me as or my now very firm B cup tits. I loved teasing them and even seduced a couple of them. But thats another story...

I got in trouble when I was in the tenth grade because a friend of mine at school brought a dildo from home to show me. She gave it to me and I had to hide it so I put it in my backpack and my mother who never trusted me went through my backpack everyday after school and she found the dildo. I had never seen one before and yes I had heard of one but to tell the truth I had never thought of one, I had never masturbated. My mother sat there with the dildo in her hand staring at me. After a long silence she said that she would talk to me.

She went and fixed some tea and brought tea for both of us and she asked me if I was sexually active. I said no. She asked if I needed to be told the whole story of if I knew about the birds and the bees. Did I know how you get pregnant. The mechanics of it, boy on top with his penis in you, did I know that? Yes I said I knew that. No I had never actually seen a penis nor had I ever touched a penis and no I had never shown my breasts or my vagina to any boy. Yes I knew that boys were always going for it and I knew girls that had shown their breasts to boys and had their vaginas touched. Yes I knew that boys will get carried away and they won't stop. Yes I did know about condoms but no I had never seen a condom. No that was not my dildo.

Yes, I guess one day I wanted a boy to fuck me. Well when that day came to make sure that the boy got me hot enough because otherwise it was going to be uncomfortable. That is why you have a dildo, to practice for when a boy is going to fuck you. Have I felt that I was aroused, did my vagina get wet? Yes, but no I didn't touch myself and no I didn't masturbate and yes I knew about masturbation that is why my friend brought me the dildo. No I didn't want to use the dildo. Yes, I supposed that maybe I should have my own dildo and not use one that my friend gave me. No, I really didn't want to sit beside my mother and look at dildos on the internet and choose one and have it sent to my house. Why did I have to get one that looked real, why couldn't I get one that was just like the one my friend showed me?

The package came three days later. My mother opened it, it didn't need batteries and it was anatomically correct, she had condoms and showed me how the condoms had to be put on, she had also ordered a KY lubricant for me and she spent half an hour with me, she told me that I probably didn't need the lubricant but to use it because it would make me more sensitive, that I should practice and not be ashamed because one day was going to come and I should be prepared. I was given the penis to hold and I had to put a condom on it and she then gave me the penis, the KY and the condoms. That night I stuck the penis in me.

It was a while before I had a real penis, and yes the penis I had at home was anatomically correct and yes I enjoy a real penis. I enjoy my school days penis more. I am pretty good at getting a condom on but truthfully I would rather not mess with that and I am on birth control, but I insist on a condom because or my mother's brain washing about STDs.

My mother and I do not talk about sex and she doesn't ask about sex. I am not boy crazy and I tend to date quietly. From time to time I have a man over. But whether I have a man over or not, I enjoy my school days penis. My school days penis is in my dresser drawer and so is my KY and my school days penis doesn't need a condom and I don't have to deal with rejection. I am addicted to my school days penis, it is an addiction it helps me sleep at night.