Dev8ed

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Gender: Straight Male
Age: 55
Relationship Status : Single
Profile Visits : 335
Number of Comments : 23
Number of Confessions : 1
About Dev8ed:

Recently divorced, I use this site and others like Tumblr to explore everything that excites me and lets me explore without judgement.

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Another Trip, Another Hotel, Another Night With Another Man

I'm away from home in a hotel room by a freeway. The meetings all day yesterday wore me out and I went down to the bar and met a guy and we ended up in his room doing the nasty stuff that men on the road do. He's married too, but like me he's discovered this thing that has become a habit. Sex with men. I don't even go out looking for women, I don't want pussy, I want so suck a man's cock.

Fortunately he was interested in satisfying me. He fucked me. The truth is that when you're straight sex with men is best when you switch roles and become the passive partner. Sure you want to please him, you want to kiss and suck his cock. Actually just holding his hard cock in your hand is huge turn on. Being naked together, getting a look at the crack of his ass. I will ream a man if we take a shower first. It's the ultimate demonstration of surrender to him.

This man was more my age, I'm 62, and he was fit enough and he could really kiss, it was like teenagers making out, except now I could make out holding a hard cock. I love kissing with a man, or rather being kissed by a man. HIs hot lips, his whiskers when he kisses my neck. I instinctively respond by offering him my ass. I always get like that. Sure back when I fucked with women I thought that being on top fucking was the best feeling in the world. Well it isn't, it's having a cock in your ass and big man on top of your back. I'm pretty sure that being dominated sexually is the way we all are.

It's morning again, and I have a 6after lunch. I really don't want to go, it's going to be boring, my company will not agree to their demand. It's not like they have much choice, this one is just one of those times that the big guy wins. But it's part of the game, letting them try. I'll listen and make objections and in the end just tell them that it is really time to cut to the chase, if they want the job then they have our terms. Let's sign and move on. I have a flight at 6 tonight.

Tried It Once With A Good Friend

I'm a straight married man and not really interested in men but I've talked dirty online with men.

So a good friend of mine and I were once away for the weekend with our wives. The wives went out shopping while my friend and I went paint balling.

Previously when drunk we had a conversation about if we'd ever do anything with another man and we both agreed we wouldn't but we were both curious to how it felt.

We got back to the apartment and our wives were gonna be out for a while so we took it in turns to shower. He showered first and I went in afterwards.

I walked across the hall with my towel on me and as I walked past him room I noticed the door was slightly open. Something caught my eye and I glanced in. He was naked on the bed masturbating to something on his phone.

I was fixated for some reason and watched him rub his dick slowly. I got a bit of a semi and my towel must have been poking out a bit. I wanted to rub my dick too.

For some reason he looked up and chucked his towel ver him quickly. I looked away quickly. He instantly apologised and was obviously really embarrassed. I said "it's cool man, we all do it. I looked back and he nervously smiled and said "yeah we do, and it's not like you haven't seen a cock before". I laughed and said "yeah, the guys in the gym have no shame when it comes to hanging out".

We nervously looked and I think he noticed my semi. " Should I show you mine to make it even" I nervously asked. I don't know why I said it to be honest but I did. He laughed back and said "it'd make us fair I guess". I dropped my towel. I don't know why. "See we're even now" I said.

We looked at each other for a few seconds and he removed the bit of towel covering his. At this point my semi rose on to a throbbing hard on. I couldn't hide my arousal. He tapped the bed and said " I guess we were both curious so why not get it out the way so we know".

We sat there for a second looking at eachother. Talking about our curiosities. What it's like to suck a dick, how he likes his wife to use a small vibrator on him when they have sex. He then said " let's try the gay thing this once. Seduce me and we'll never speak of it again.


I know he likes to be submissive so I thought if I'm going to do this I'll do it so we both enjoy it.

*Do as you're told and I'll do what I want, if you don't I'll punish you" he smiled and said " yes sir".

I pushed him back on the bed rubbed my fingers up his hard cock and kissed his chest gently. I grabbed his dick and started jacking him off. He was breathing heavily and I was throbbing. I put his had on my dick and said " just play with me gently".

He ran his hand over my dick and balls while I jerked him off quickly. I was loving it. He want to kiss me on the mouth but I squeezed his balls and said "no! I didn't tell you to do that did I" he said sorry and I said "it's ok I will kiss your balls better for you .I moved down the bet and sucked his balls. I was so turned on and I could tell he was too. So I thought why not suck him off.

So I ran my tongue up his dick and took his whole dick in his mouth. It felt really nice and he was squirming with enjoyment. I took his cock out of my mouth and said " fuck my throat" so he grabbed the back of my had and rammed my mouth on to his dick. He was going soo rough it choked me a bit but I loved it. He took his hand off my head and said " I'm going to cum" expecting me to stop but I didn't. I went as deep as I could and wen he explode his dick was all the way in my mouth. Feeling his cum hit the back of my throat nearly made me cum there and then. I swallowed it all and there was a lot.

I pulled away and looked at him. He said you haven't finished yet. I told him I don't really finish from a blow job so he said well let me try something.

He made me lie on the bed, opened my legs and started licking my ass hole. It felt really good. He kept doing it and jerked me off. I squirmed , closed my eyes and enjoyed the moment. I told him I was going to cum and he put his mouth round the tip of my dick and jerked my load in to his mouth. We looked at each other and I said. Well I wasn't expecting to b doing that. He laughed and said well least we know what it's like now and stood up. I walked out and we carried on like nothing happened.

Since the we've not done anything sexual since but are still good friends. We have quite open conversation about our sex lives but that's as far as it goes really.

Bali Trip

Planning a trip to BALI with my wife.
• wanna go spa or massage for gays.
• wanna have some dicks for fun infront of her, would love to hint to her but afraid
•packed all my thongs and panty for the trip

Caught

Last night my wife got home from a trip to visit family. After going to bed and not having her home, things got frisky. Well, in the midst of doing what parents do, our oldest son, opened the door. I never jumped off so fast. He asked with the biggest grin; what are you guys doing? My wife said Dad is itching my back. I was like WTF?
Has this happened to anyone?

Finally Tried

This happened a few years back. The wife was working nights and the sex was non exsistent. I had been cruising Craigslist look at the m4m posts. Never had any experience with a man but after a few hard drinks it was just tempting enough. I gathered up my courage and responded to someone that had posted a pic of their cock. At this point I didn’t believe anything would come of this and took another shot. A few moments later I received an email from the man. He was just one town over in a hotel on a business trip. My heart started to pick up its pace. He asked location and if I would be interested. I responded yes and could be there in about 20 minutes. I jumped in the shower to clean up the whole time asking myself are you really going to do this? Then I thought of the anger she had caused and the months without sex and made up my mind. I was going to atleast get a blowjob tonight. I hurriedly got dressed and waited on a response. Just a few moments later he responded with a room number and hotel. I nervously drove that direction. Not sure if I was more nervous because I had a few or because I had no clue wat to expect. Upon arriving I started my walk into the hotel. By this time my heart was racing and I was beginning to shake from nervousness. I entered the elevator and took deep breaths and started to calm down. As I exited the elevator the room was directly across the hall. I lightly knocked and stood there trying not to shake. A few seconds later a tall heavy set man answered the door and invited me in. The room was dark minus a light in the bathroom. Talk was small and I had no clue as to wat to do. Luckily he did as he sat on the bed and pulled his shorts down. His cock wasn’t that long but was really thick and had huge balls. He started stroking his cock and I just stood there mesmerized. Here I was with a real live cock in front of me wat was I gonna do? I took off my pants and sat on the edge of the bed watching him. I had came for a blowjob but maybe it was me or the liquor but I wanted to touch his cock. I sheepishly ask if I could touch it and the response was definitely. I reached over and grabbed his cock and started stroking it for him. I was in heaven cause I didn’t think it would be a big deal as I’ve played with mine constantly. But I become entranced with the feeling of it and his balls. Something came over me and I leaned down and took his cock in my mouth. My head was spinning but I knew at that moment I was hooked. I began to give him the best blowjob I could as I felt like a slut. I paused periodically to lick and suck on his balls then right back to
sucking. He was moaning and rubbing my head telling me how good I was doing. He then stopped me and leaned me back on the bed and started to suck me. It was amazing and felt great but all I could think about was his cock. He told me to cum in his mouth and a few minutes later I unloaded into his mouth. To one of the best blowjobs I’ve ever had. I laid there for a minute contemplating what had just happened when I pushed him back and took his cock in my mouth. I was sucking it like my life depended on it when he tightened up and let loose four huge loads in my mouth. It took me by suprise as I wasn’t expecting that much and only swallowed a little. We got dressed and I drove home beside myself with what had just happened. Not sure if it’s possible to be just attracted to cock cause men don’t do it for me but would love to suck another one.

My First Feel Of A Hard Cock

I don't remember how I got there but when I was about 6 my brothers friend who lived in the same apartment building had me come into his apt. He would of been about 14 we ended up in his bedroom - I remembered lying on his bed under the sheets, he had me take off my pants and he was behind me in the bed. He pulled off my undies and started to rub his hard cock on my ass. He asked me if it felt good - I don't know what I said back, but he kept spooning me. He took off the sheets and showed me his cock, I was amazed and asked him how did it get so big, as I never seen an erect cock, or even knew about it. He had me hold it and told me mine would be like his once I got older - I couldn't understand how it would fit in his pants.

That was my first introduction to sex and for what was yet to come.

Addictive To Sucking Cock

Cock is more addictive than coke - I had a taste of cock when I was in Jr. High - now many years later that memory was always with me. I started looking and cumming while watching gay porn and finally gave in and hooked up with a guy with only one thing on my mind, to suck his cock. On the day I was nervous he made me comfortable, he then started to suck me and shortly move over me in a 69 position - I took his cock into my mouth and started to feel that II was going to cum. I pulled him off, and said to him 'let me enjoy you' I moved between his legs and worked on his fat cut cock. I was in another place - I had a cock in my mouth... and I loved it - before long he said that he was going to cum, it was like a bell went off! I just kept going, wanting to feel his cum shoot into my mouth, my hand was holding his balls and I could feel him tense up and release his load into my mouth, I just swallowed as it pumped into my mouth and kept sucking him till he went soft. After that he said I was a hungry cocksucker. On my way home I was on a high, so relived and happy - I kept saying to myself 'I'm a cocksucker, I love sucking cock' I did it! Now I just want more...

So Many Men Have Changed As We Get Older

I have found so many other men who are married, their wives have stopped having sex years ago and we're still wanting something. When this happened to me, I like many turned to watching porn and getting off that way. As time passed my attention started to pay more attention looking at not so much the women who were sucking cock, but at the cock. I started fantasizing about what it would be like servicing a man, and found myself getting off looking at cocks, men sucking cock, etc.

So, now that is where I am totally - I look very little at women, and I can say I don't even have any desire to have sex with another women, the appeal has been taken over by my cock fantasy. I started to explored and found a few bi sites that were full of others in the same predicament as me, and they were actively seeking other men to meet up for sex. Some were gay, but most were married in a no-sex situation, I couldn't believe how many men that were local are on these sites - it was like a hidden city just outside my door. They are all very open, showing themselves, chatting, saying what they like, etc. a complete change from what men usually are - you know we don't even talk to each other about jerking off - let alone asking for a bj.. They are not looking for love, just sex.

These sites really stirred up my new desire to have oral sex with another man, it took me a long while to fight my nerves and meet up with someone. I meet up with 3-4 guys had a coffee with them - and that was are far as it went. My desires kept growing and I finally was able to put my nerves off.

I meet up with my first guy, he made me feel very comfortable and before I knew it we were rubbing each other then we just moved into a 69 position and I took his cock in my mouth. My fears were over, after awhile I positioned myself between his legs and concentrated on blowing him - when he said I'm going to cum... I was so focused on sucking him - I just let him cum in my mouth. After it was all over on my way home I felt so relived and elated that I just sucked a cock and it was Great!

Are you in the same predicament? or have the same feelings? Like to hear your comments please.

First Taste

Like many guys who just enjoyed hanging out and talking about the sweet girls around, trying to think of a way to get them to have any kind of sex - just feeling them up would be an accomplishment!! We were always thinking of ways to break the ice and make it to first base, which were never got to. During one summer, I don't know how it all started, but we started jerking off together whenever we can.

Somewhere along the way we started finding our way up to my house, as my parents were out to work for the day. We would jerk off, rub our cocks together, and As it would have it we took the next step. My friend ask me to suck his dick, and I did..., and started giving each other blow jobs - never thinking that it was wrong, or we were gay. My friend and I both had cut cocks, just his was much bigger than my 6 incher, long and thick with a beautiful head. That summer we enjoyed each other once or twice a day, we just couldn't get enough of a good thing!.

Most of the time I would be giving more than receiving, which I didn't mind. I enjoyed feeling his big cock grow in my mouth, going from soft to hard was an amazing sensation. Once hard the feeling of something being hard, yet soft and spongy was why I kept coming back for more. Once we were at his house, he was still in his pj's, his mom was in the next room with the door open 10 feet away and I was blowing him... that was the most exciting bj I gave.

I'm sure many of you reading this have the same fond memories, I always think of how good it felt having a cock in my mouth, and wish it was as simple to has a buddy that I can give a blow job to. We have been in contact with each other and hopefully I can taste his cock once again.

Now after many years I of life - marriage etc... I gave into my desires and hooked up with another guy - I was sucking a cock again, it was as good if not better than I remembered. Now I'm turning into a cocksucker, looking for more...

Addictive To Sucking Cock, And Now...

I started living out my desire to suck a mans cock last December. this desire has been with me since I was about 14 when me and my friend used to go down on each other. After he moved away I was pretty normal, except I got off a lot thinking of the time I sucked his cock and how I want it again.

So, last Dec I had may first cock in many years - once I took his cock in my mouth I just melted... I just couldn't believe that I finally was doing something I longed for so much, and I knew that I made the right decision.

Since that fist time, I started playing with another guy, the last time we got together he went down on me, then started to rim me - witch felt nice. He then move around and got some lube and started to finger my ass as he was blowing me, it was starting to feel really sweet. Before I knew it he had legs up, then he got a dildo and started to do me with that - my hole hasn't been violated, so this was a whole new sensation as he was now fucking me with the dildo as he was still sucking me and I was playing with my nipples - I was now saying Fuck me, I wanted his cock inside me... He tried but he wasn't hard enough, so he continued with the dildo, slapping me and finished me off in his mouth.

Thinking about getting fucked was never on my mind until now, I only wanted oral play but now I'm thinking about having him take my ass - my whole outlook on sex is changing and I'm wanting it to...