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Raped By My Teammate On Purpose

After my Junior season of Varsity football, we had a party at one of the Seniors' houses. His parents were pretty notorious for providing alcohol if there was an occasion. Celebrating the end of our good season was a good enough occasion for them. The guy whose house we were at (call him C) was pretty well-known to be closeted gay and he was a huge offensive lineman, that now is a starter for a division 2 college football team. I was a running back, so we spent a fair bit of time together during the season. I also got around a lot with women, but felt that watching a lot of porn had interested me in seeing what sex with men would be like. I was far too nervous to do anything without a ton of encouragement, though.

There was always a rumor that C would get guys extra drunk at his parties, so he could have his way with them after the crowd cleared out and those who stayed were asleep. I was extra horny the night of this party. My girlfriend was at the party for the first half, and we had sex twice in one of the bedrooms of C's house. This didn't calm my desire down at all. After my girlfriend left for the night to go home, I started drinking more heavily and started talking with C. He was very drunk and was clearly getting handsy with guys around him. I got drunk enough that I could tell people that I blacked out and couldn't remember anything about the end of the night.

Eventually, around 4 in the morning, everyone started passing out. I "somehow" ended up in C's room having another drink and talking more. About halfway through this drink, I pretended to pass out on his gaming futon in his room. After about 15 minutes of asking me if I was still awake, he was confident that I was sufficiently passed out. He started putting his hands on my hips and ass and saying how much he wanted me under his breath. I heard him mumble "lube" and went to a drawer in his desk to get some lube. I could hear the squishing of him jerking off with lube for a few minutes before he slowly pulled my sweatpants down to my thighs, as I "slept" on my stomach. I felt one of his fingers apply some lube to my asshole, and he applied a bit of pressure to make sure his finger slipped inside me. I couldn't help but tense up instinctually, but we were so drunk he apparently didn't notice. Pretty quickly afterwards, I could feel the tip of his cock press up against my asshole and I felt a lot of pressure. The head of his cock, which felt very wide, eventually made it all the way in, and after the his whole shaft quickly went inside me. After less than five minutes of very lightly pumping (I'm assuming so he wouldn't wake me up), I felt him tense and cum while he was all the way inside me. He pulled out about 10 seconds after finishing and went to the bathroom to get toilet paper. He wiped his cum that leaked out of my ass and onto my balls.

I couldn't fall asleep afterwards for at least an hour. I eventually heard him jerk off in his bed and fall asleep after orgasming again. I fell asleep after that too.

The next day he pretended like nothing happened and I left after we talked about our hangover for a bit. I jerked off 4 times that day thinking about what happened. I still can't get it out of my head, no matter how much pussy I get. I want to feel a cock inside me again.

How To Choose When You Love Them Both

Have you ever stood on a street corner not knowing where to turn? That's me. One way is the straight and narrow, straight is the operative word. The other is the gay side. I have tried both, to see which one suits me better. I like the gay side for fun, and party, dance and all that. But for Sunday morning before church I like the straight side. With a man in his arms when the sun comes up.

The man who invites me over is a bit older than me and has two kids 15 and 17 from his wife. She walked off the roof one day and that shut him down for a long time, till he met me. I've been playing house with him, doing what I can to make him feel there is a woman in the house. I get along fine with his kids, but they feel weird that I am like a stepmother to them. He turned a new life after his wife took her walk, for the kids. Church and PTA and all that. He has asked me to be there for them, home cooking, spoiling them after school. It's weird, I'm not that much older than them. When the kids introduce me to their friends, it's like "my stepmom, weird".

If I get married, and I say if, is because I know that once I get married he will want to put my feet in cement with a couple of kids. He talks about it and so do his kids. They gang up on me, come on, give us one, don't be selfish. It gets to me, makes me feel guilty. I don't tell them and never talk about my gay side. If they found out I'm sure that would be the end of stepmom.

I need my gay side, dance with a pretty girl, sit with her and hold her hand and go nose to nose. I truly love making love with a girl, it's my favorite form of lovemaking. When you made love, and you are quiet and the fan is overhead, and you are laying there all naked holding hands, you can imagine it, it is magic knowing that pretty girl is by your side. I can't ask her to make the choice, it has to be mine. Do I go for the gold ring, or the dancing mare who makes my heart race. You see, I love her, always have. I love her so much I could die.

But now I have a man in my life, one that wants me there with him. He has two sons that want me to be their mother full time. And make a little sister or two for them. I love them too. I never had a chance to be a mother before. It makes me feel full, makes me feel like a woman should.

That is why I am at the corner of Straight and Narrow and Gay.

Ana Olivares Luna

My Daughter's Pregnant

After finding a positive pregnancy test in the trash I went through her computer.

It's ten times worse than I'd expected. It's not her boyfriend's. She's been sleeping with a my best friend, a man twice her age and (since we've been friends from middle school onward, I can say it) a known womanizer.

What should I do? How should I proceed?

There's only one responsible choice for her. As for my friend, I want to cut off his balls so he can't do this to anyone else.

I'm guessing my daughter bonded with him because he's always at our house. I did not know she had daddy issues.

We Did Bad.

I come from a very twisted upbringing. Prior to the days of internet, my twin sister and I shared our first porn together. It was of our parents with our aunt and uncle in a group setting. It was very graphic showing everything that you can imagine. Including cum shots, creampies, blow job's, and lots of them banging each other.
We still shared a room together, but with separate beds, but we were both developing. My sister had seen me hard countless times and more recently we had began mutually masturbating. She had also watched me cum. She was also very sexual, and would let me watch her play with herself while I wanked myself.
We had only just woken up to our parents leaving to go Xmas shopping for us, then began snooping through stuff we shouldn't have. Now, we were both in shock of this collection of family porn. We were also very excited by seeing our mothers pussy full of our uncles cock then cum, and the same with our aunt and our fathers cum. They practically did everything with each other and we saw it all. I was rock hard. There was no hiding it in my pj's.
My sister saw then pointed telling me I was hard from looking at them. I admitted that I was, and asked if she was turned on at all. She said she couldn't believe what they have done with each other and to have kept the evidence. They all act like siblings but they secretly banging.
I believe that moment changed everything for us two. We hadn't been touching each other up until that point. She would finger herself, while I jerked off. I'm sure it's a fairly common thing for kids to do.
We call it playing mommy's and daddy's once we began to do stuff with each other.
It started that day. We knew we had hours alone to play with ourselves, or each other.
We chose the latter.
I pulled my pants down and began stroking myself, then asked if she wanted to play with each other instead of just ourselves. My sister was pointing to a photo of my father balls deep in our aunts pussy and asked, like this? I said yes.
She asked what we should do, and I said we should take our clothes off first. She layed back on the bed and said, you get on top. So I did, and steered my cock towards her open pussy as I was doing so. My sister didn't have an intact hymen as she'd been fingering herself for a while. So I had only rubbed it up against her a few times and I noticed that the tip of my cock was going inside her. We were both moving a little, and panting. I noticed her juices were lubricating my shaft and I was going deeper. I asked how it felt, and she responded with good, so I kept going. Our little movements became larger as I was getting deeper, and we we basically fucking by then. I know the sounds my sister makes just before orgasm, and she wasn't making them from her fingers, it was my cock. This thought pushed me over the edge, and I started cumming inside her. As this was my first orgasm that wasn't from my hand, it was very intense for me. I came quite hard and deeply inside her. She waited until I had emptied my balls into he vagina and had stopped moving and said I should have taken it out before I came, so she can't get pregnant. I said that brother's can't get their sisters pregnant because they're to close genetically, and nature doesn't allow it. Just then I could feel my cock getting soft, and my cum started to leak out of her, straight onto our parents bed! I went with the urge to pull out, then heaps of cum poured out of her. I yelled at her to stop, and she said she was trying to stop it from cumming out, but couldn't. Now we had evidence to hide. We had to wash the bed spread and make up a story of how something was accidentally spilled on the bed for our parents.
I just couldn't believe what we had done, and knew we would be repeating it many times. I always came inside her, but she thankfully never fell pregnant. Soon she was taking the pill, so it became safe. We we fucking frequently from around 13 to 17 and agreed to stop before our eighteenth birthday. My best mate had caught us fucking one day, and we had a 3 way with him to keep him quiet. We both came inside her.
They ended up married with 3 kids. We no longer talk which I really regret.
I will admit that we seemed like the perfect match sexually. It felt like being twins made our genitalia fit like we we made for each other and we were addicted to making each other cum.
I still miss the sex as much as I miss her.
We tried to reconcile in our early 30s and ended up fucking several times over many hours behind our partners backs. All contact stopped after that. I think she confessed to him afterwards.
I wonder how many other siblings have taken this path?

Need To Please

Iv"e been obsessed with everything to do with cock since I was quite young. This started shortly after I watched my oldest brother sucking off his best buddy during a camping trip. I climbed into my sleeping bag and maybe an hour later, they came into the tent and talked quietly for awhile. Guess they thought I was fast asleep cause the next thing I heard was sucking, slurping and moaning. Opened my eyes slightly and watched them suck each other off in a 69. Watching and hearing them suck and gobble each other's big dicks got me so fucking horny that I laid there jerking mine and when they both came, so did I. Couldn't get the thought of seeing them licking each other's shafts, knobs and huge balls outta my mind. Seeing them throbbing then shaking then emptying their balls was mind blowing. Ever since then, all I want and need is cock. Licking sweet precum off a big, shiny, smooth knob then slowly gobbling as much of it down my throat til I gag is an incredible sensation. Swallowing that thick, gooey load of man cream is the utmost thrill. Yums.

From The Day He Fucked Me I Was His For The Rest Of My Life

As a very early teen, 13, my older cousin got on my back and humped my ass until he came all over my back. He got addicted to me and did it several more times before pulling my pants down and going inside me to cum. Fear of my father knowing that I had been fucked and my mother's attitudes against teen pregnancies forced me into a dark alley abortion.

I opted to suck his dick, to let him have me in the ass, he refused absolutely to ever wear a condom. He fucked me a lot and somehow I avoided getting pregnant again. I was sixteen when I was able to get birth control. My parents were totally blind and unaware that my cousin who was taking care of me had been fucking me since I was 13.

When he finished high school and went to college I went into depression. Inconsolable loneliness and nothing worked until he was home and he came in me again. I was his in every sense of the word, as soon as I finished high school and turned 18 we were getting married. In college some girl got pregnant and blamed him. He had fucked her but was pretty sure she was open to anyone fucking her if they had a dick. It was because of DNA that he got off, but it was expensive to prove it. He swore of any other girl after that, that's what I was for and I was waiting for him to come home.

I was still 17 when he was fucking me in the living room of my house when my parents weren't home. I had not been taking my birth control because it was making me sick of the stomach. What we didn't know is that my father had installed security cameras and it was all on tape and he brought the hammer down. You marry that girl, today. And with the judge in my father's pocket we were married that weekend at the house. Now, at last he could fuck me at will and no one could say anything about it.

I wanted to be pregnant. I had to, it was way beyond my control to stop it. I should have told him but he would have backed out. Now I had my baby and all was well with the world. My mother's fear of a teen pregnancy had materialized. And my father's fear of his daughter being fucked had come to happen. Needless to say my parents weren't happy for me. So as soon as I could get pregnant again, I did.

My kids are now nine and ten, and I actually managed to get a college degree. I'm a certified grade school teacher. My cousin has a good job and with help from our parents we have a house of our own. Anything to get me out of their house. My father talks to my cousin now and he brags about how I wasn't going to be happy unless a man had me under his control. He, my father, claims that he aways knew I was a girl who needed a strong hand.

I don't care, I go along with his narrative and I am the chief bottle washer and I don't like a maid in my house, not even if it once every two weeks. I do not want some other woman in my house. I like that my cousin is the boss of us and he keeps me under his thumb. I always did, from the very first time he humped my ass when I was 13. After he fucked me I knew it then, but I didn't know what it was. Once fucked you belong that man for the rest of your life.

I am 27 which is soo young for having a ten and nine year old in school. I get along great with some of the older teachers, with kids in the same age group as mine. The difference between them and me is that it took them another ten to fifteen years to have a man put them under his thumb. In many ways I'm the more mature one, or the one that accepts fully that my cousin is the boss of us.

Two Boys From Georgia Learning How To Have Sex With Each Other

In the beginning, I was with my friend in his room. He got up to pee and left the bathroom door open. He turned his head to maintain eye contact with me. When he was done he asked me to come over and shake his dick for him. Holding his dick was something that I didn't expect. When he asked me to lick off the last drop from his dick.

Once I had gone that far, he asked me another time to sit on the tub rim while he peed and to lean over so he could pee in my mouth. He peed hard and it not only went into my mouth, it went all over my face and my chest and shirt. I gagged before swallowing. Then I sucked his dick.

He asked me to lower my pants and lay on the bed and he laid on top of me and masturbated up and down my butt crack. He then held himself up with one hand and with the other he pointed his dick against my anus and with some work he got it in. It hurt in a way, in another way it was pleasure, one thing I didn't want him to stop. He didn't stop until he had cum and after pulling his dick out he licked my anus clean.

One thing progressed to another and soon we were making out, kissing and fucking when we got together. Being the bottom he fucked me every time. And every time I loved it. I sucked his dick often and he sucked mine from time to time.

That is the way it was in the beginning before we turned fifteen.

Sex Ed Class And Real Life Sex Ed Afterwards

We had a sex ed class in the 8th grade. I attended a small religious based all girls school. In those days the closest we had come to sex ed was when we got our periods. The old you are woman now, so keep your legs crossed. The teacher charged with giving us the lesson relied on a movie. Becoming a Woman, a Lesson plan for young women.

But the movie didn't work in the projector. The principle called my father, because we owned a movie theatre, and he sent my cousin who was a projectionist to fix it. And he had to nurse the movie in the old projector, while we the girls sat there with lessons on how to put a condom on, how to wash and prepare our genitals for our husbands, to remember that a husband well treated, was more willing to treat us in bed later. We had pictures, cartoon drawings, or erect penises and open vulvas, and arrows indicating the hole that the penis went into. In those days the clitoris was ignored in sex ed.

After that lesson my cousin was visiting our house and I asked him if he was embarrassed. He wasn't, he showed me his penis. I held his penis, very erect and majestic. I learned how to hold my hair back as I put his penis in my mouth, so he was well treated. I lay back with my legs open, long before I ever did that with a doctor. He poked my genitals showing me where my vagina was, as if I didn't know. But he pushed his finger in up to his knuckle. He moved his finger around until I was nice and juicy before he stuck his penis in. There was no stopping, or coitus interruptus, there was only my cousin fucking me like I deserved it. When he did pull it out and lift himself off me, I was no longer a virgin, far from it.

I got my tits squeezed, my tits sucked, my ass spanked, my butthole poked with his finger. I found out that I could be fucked like a dog, on my hands and knees and he could get it all in that way. I saw my aroused genitals with a hand mirror, and felt his tongue licking me. Of the things he did with me, the one that I pulled away from was when he spanked me. But I loved it, every swat of it. I love being spanked, it's the first step to arousal.

He fucked me, because that's the word for it. He fucked me. And I loved it. I was the first girl in my school to drop out because I was pregnant, but not the last. That old movie on a reel, given to my father and kept in a closet, is still there. From the moment I saw a cartoon drawing of an erection I wanted it.

To Grope Or Be Groped

In Japan they have the tradition of 'Chikan' – men rubbing up against a woman and groping, typically in the crowded conditions on the public transit systems. In bicycle parking lots, a m****ter will wait until a woman is bent over, unlocking her bicycle lock, and then grope from behind. Most Japanese women are receptive to 'Chikan' – if they are not, a simple wave or brushing off of the groper’s hands is enough to say, ‘Grope someone else, please’.
In the pleasure districts there are nightclubs dedicated to 'Chikan', where crowded dancefloors allow for serious groping, dry-humping even. In Tokyo’s famous Ginza district there is a nightclub ‘Rushowa’ (Rush Hour) that features a full-size commuter train car, complete with seats bars and hanging handhold straps and the train car vibrates and shakes like a real subway train. The lights go on and off and it is understood when you take this train that anything goes – blowjobs and full-on sex.
In the commuter mass transit system itself, certain train cars are designated ‘Chikan’ – normally the last car in the train, and there are women deliberately choose to take the ‘Chikan’ car, knowing full well what they are getting themselves into: a bold, full-on groping that is as close as one can get to having sex with their clothes on.

Should I Let Him Know, I Know.

This isn't my confession really, it should be my husband's.

A few weeks ago a gay male colleague of mine showed me two videos he'd downloaded off a gay porn site.
Both videos showed a group of older men taking turns fucking a younger man.

One video was shot outside in some woods and three men were swapping between having their cocks sucked, fucking the younger guy, or taking over the filming.
The sex was very rough and the younger man was fucked extremely hard. But he seemed to want it that way.

The other video was taken in the lounge of one of the mens home.
There was five men this time sucking and fucking with the younger man, but also they were sexually interacting with each other as well.
It was a longer video around twelve minutes long, and it's very clear the younger man is definitely enjoying being fucked in lots of different positions.

The videos are dated around the same time three years ago. About four months before I met the younger man being fucked.
The same man I dated, got engaged to and married last summer.

Not once has my husband hinted about, or told me about his liking of gay sex and being fucked. However he does like me fingering his arsehole when he's fucking me missionary. He says he has a much stronger orgasm when he cums in me, which in turn makes me climax much more intensely.

My gay colleague knows my husband and instantly recognised him in the videos and that's why he showed them to me.

I'm not angry or hurt my husband enjoyed gay sex or being fucked before we even met, but I am a little confused why he didn't tell me anything.
Not because I'm annoyed about his secret, but because watching the videos these past few weeks over and over again, I've gotten incredibly turned on each time watching him take cock in his mouth and arsehole, and I've masturbated each time having amazing orgasms.

I'd love for my husband to know I've seen and thoroughly enjoyed the videos. I'd even possibly take part in a mmf threesome if he'd want to.
But I'm not sure how to raise the subject without making him feel bad or maybe even destroying our marriage. After all he hasn't said anything and with me he's such a manly man.