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I got started out pretty young in life with my step cousin. We were 8 or 9 when we first started playing around back in his bedroom late one night and once we got started we progressed quickly. We had to be quiet and that was very difficult but soon after we were stroking each other he was sucking on mine and then I sucked his and we figured out how to suck each other at the same time which we know now is a 69. We sucked each others nuts licked each others ass sucked each other for most of the night. Neither of us could cum but there was a wonderful sensation that each of us felt that sure felt good.
The very next day we were out behind the barn in the bushes out of sight with our jeans down taking turns getting on our knees sucking each other and having a lot of fun with it. We went out to the equipment shed sucked each other some more then decided we should go up in the hay loft together. Once we got up there we both agreed that we could take all our clothes off up there and not get caught so we got back in one corner took off our clothes and started sucking each other and he was on his knees sucking my dick with his hands on my ass and stuck his finger in my ass and it felt so good after a minute or so I was face down in the hay with him on top of me trying to stick his dick in me and I was so excited and just the feeling I got laying face down underneath him letting him try to stick his dick in me was so damn exciting that I reached back and spread my ass cheeks open wide and pushed my ass up slightly and he got his dick started into my hot little asshole and pushed it all the way in and he started humping my ass like crazy and we both liked it very much.
Just that first day I couldn`t tell you how many times he stuck his dick in my ass but it was a lot. What we did together was so casual and open that we were always relaxed and both of us enjoyed it so much that we tried every thing we could dream up and it all felt great. Seems like it wasn`t even two months before we let a friend of ours watch us suck each other and he tried it and we all sucked each other and then when he didn't believe that I let my cousin stick his dick in my ass he dared us to do it in front of him and we did and as soon as he saw my cousins dick go in my ass he wanted to stick is in me and we spent the afternoon in the bushes down on the creek with both of them taking turns on my ass.
A few months later we had two other boys that joined our private little group and we all sucked each other all the time and they even liked letting the others fuck them but never as much as I did so most of the time when we were all together they all fucked me and it was the most exciting thing for me to let them all fuck me as much as they wanted to while the others watched. All 4 of them would take turns on my ass and they would all be around me naked playing with their hard dicks watching me get fucked in the ass waiting their turn and them sticking their dicks in me one after the other for as long as they could last. Once we all got old enough to cum it really got exciting and it felt great when they came inside me 2 or 3 times each when we were together.
We always took our towels and blow up floats to play with in the creek and I would always lay face down on a blow up float and let them get on top of me and fuck me cum inside me and use me all they wanted and they liked doing a 69 with me while I was getting fucked and they even fucked my ass and mouth at the same time. We just had a lot of fun together and there was nothing we would not try. For 12 or 13 years we had sex together and there were alloy of guys that I let fuck me back then some just a one time thing but a lot of them fucked me pretty often and in high school I got introduced to my first very big dicks and after football practice in the showers I liked looking at all the other guys dicks and several of them liked fucking me but no one ever found out about it.
I only had a few adult experiences and they were all very good. I am a very masculine straight acting happily married white male that no one would ever suspect that I enjoy having sex with select men. It has been years since that has happened but it has all been very good and my senior year of high school a close friend of mine and myself got very drunk at his house one weekend while his Parents were out of town for several days and we played football together and he had the biggest dick of any one on the team and we were so drunk that we shared the fact that we had both had sex with guys before and when I told him I had jacked off countless times thinking about his huge dick in my ass he couldn`t wait to fuck me and we ended up in the shower with him sucking me off and swallowing my cum. I sucked on his dick a little but it was too big and thick. He was 10.5" long and very thick big mushroom head and huge nuts that hung down a very long ways.
It took a lot of Vaseline to even get him started up my ass and it was pretty painful and he made me cum with not even half of it in my ass and that made him cum inside me and in the heat of the moment he shoved most of it up my ass and it took awhile to get the rest of it inside me and the last couple of inches had to be in my stomach. It was a good thing that they lived way out in the country because I made a lot of noise while he was fucking me. he came inside me two times and I came on myself two times without even touching my dick. We stayed together for 4 days and fucked all the time and I got used to his huge dick and it was so damn good once I got used to it I wanted him in my ass all the time and if you never had a thick 10.5" monster dick balls deep in your ass when it explodes and fills your insides then you should try it. Damn it is very exciting and feels so damn good. For 4 years he fucked me almost every day and sometimes several times a day.
He and I went fishing and hunting a lot or just camped out on weekends and we fucked all the time and sometimes we would get a case of beer and a hotel room for the weekend and just have sex. Several times other guys would drop by just to fuck me in the ass and I always liked the group thing.
I still have fantasies and enjoy watching bi and gay porn but never really go out looking for men that will fuck me but I do think about it often. Wouldn`t mind having a very discrete friend with a big dick that would drop by and fuck me on occasions. I really would like to find a guy that owns some land so we could fuck outdoors or in his barn.

I had always wondered what it would be like to do it with another man but didn't think I ever would because I would never know how to approach another guy to ask if he wanted to. One night I was out with friends at bar and I was feeling a nice buzz. It was about midnight when we all left the bar to go home but I was still up for drinking more even though everyone else wasn't. They all lived the opposite way as me so I began to start my trip home alone. I had to pass a few bars on my way home and thought I wanted a few more drinks. There was a nearby bar that was rumored to be a gay bar so I decided I would go in and have a drink. I walked in and grabbed a seat at the bar and almost immediately had a guy come over and talk to me. It was mostly guys in there and with seeing a few guys open mouth kissing I knew this definitely was a gay bar. He asked if I had ever been in here before and I told him I hadn't. He asked if I knew what kind of bar it was and then asked if I was gay. I told him I was straight but curious which peaked his interest in me. He sat closer to me and put his hand on my thigh. Soon his hand was rubbing my inner thigh including going over my cock. As he did this he asked if it was OK to continue. It felt good so I told him he didn't need to stop so he continued. We moved to a more private area towards the back of the bar that had a few couches. There were 2 other guys sitting on one couch with one of them having his fly open and the other having his cock in his hand. We grabbed our own couch which was nearby and sort of in view of the other guys. We could sort of see each other which made it arousing for me to see the one guy stroke the other. My guy went back to rubbing my thighs again but soon took it upon himself to unbutton and unzip my jeans and pull my cock out. The other guys were watching us now. My guy began to unbutton my shirt exposing my chest now. He was running his hands over my chest and soon decided to remove my shirt altogether. This were getting heated as we began to open mouth kiss. This was my first ever kiss with a guy. He then told me to kick my shoes off which I did and he then pulled my jeans and underwear right off me. Next thing I remember was him between my legs giving me a blowjob. Once he made me cum he quickly left. I realized at this point that, except for wearing socks, I was naked in a bar and just had a couple of guys watch as I had my first gay experience. I quickly got dressed and went back out to have a drink. The guy who just gave me a blow job was nowhere to be found but it didn't take long for another guy to hit on me. He bought me quite a few drinks and I accepted. I was rather drunk now and felt I had to go pee. He helped me to the bathroom as I was having difficulty walking and came in the stall with me. I went pee and he asked if I wanted a blowjob. I told him some guy just gave me one. He told me to pull my pants all the way down and bend over. I began to feel him in me which hurt a little when he started but soon didn't feel too bad. The next thing I remember is waking up in the stall with my pants still down and some guy asking if I was OK. I pulled my pants back up and left the bar. Next day I looked back at what happened and didn't mind how sex with other guys made me feel but got very worried that I literally was nude in a bar and was witnessed doing sexually things.

I am married to a great woman, but I have always had gay bottom urges. Recently I was home for the day and I managed to convince a good looking 38 yo man to come over. We went to my bed and I sucked his cock for a while. Then he pushed me face down and climbed on me. His body felt so good on my back and I could feel his erection pressing into my ass crack. I felt some cool lube and then he started rubbing his cock in my crack. Eventually, he changed the angle and began to press into my ass. It hurt a little at first when the head popped in but not too bad. He then slid himself all the way in. It hurt a little too, but the feeling of being filled up was amazing. He started thrusting faster and told me he was gonna make me his slut and cum inside me. It was so hot. I felt him thrust deep and hold it and he came in me. I loved it.

I feel really guilty about cheating on my wife but it feels so good to get fucked by this man. I went over to his house later that week and he bent me over the couch and fucked me again. He also took me in the shower. Each time he filled me with cum. I can feel his cock pulse when he cums in me and I love it. After he fucked me bent over the couch, his cum ran out of me and that was hot too.

I was a 24 year old college student at Illinois University and had started doing jiu jitsu and had really gotten interested and my lead instructor offered me a chance to train in Brazil for the summer and I jumped at the chance. He hooked me up with a man named Rodrigo and his wife who allowed me to stay with them. I really enjoyed my time there and learned a lot more jiu jitsu than I thought possible. While I was there I met another guy my age named Antonio. We spent a lot of time together training and surfing. I begin to have a man crush on Antonio as he seemed to have such an easy way of being very good at everything, surfing, jiu jitsu, picking up girls. Plus he was so handsome, there was no denying it. He had beautifully tanned , dark olive skin, curly black hair, deep green eyes and a big flashy smile and a very lean, nearly hairless body. Everyone just sort of gravitated towards him. I became his sidekick and we did a lot of running around together. I noticed that the more time we were together the more I began to fantasize about him. I'd never felt affection for a man before and didn't believe I was gay but I knew that he was turning me on more and more. Things became much different when won night we went out and met several girls. We brought them back to Antonio's small apartment and began drinking and smoking weed with them. They were very hot typical Brazilian beauties and we were sure we were going to get laid but about an hour later the girls suddenly announced that they had to go and left over our strong objections. So Antonio just drank some more and smoked another joint. We were laying on bean bags on his floor when he suddenly said to me " Could I ask you something??" I said for him to go ahead and he reached down his board trunks and pulled out his very long, uncircumcised cock.

He then said "Do you want to taste my cock" Without giving it much thought I said "I've thought about it, do you want me to?? He then got up, walked over and put his semi-erect cock in my face. I took it in my mouth and started rolling my tongue around it and taking it as deep as I could in my throat. He moaned and moaned and his dick got huge and hard, I t turned me on totally and I remember thinking I didn't care if it made me gay I thought I might be in love. I wanted to make him scream and strated gagging myself on his big dick while he moaned and begged for me not to stop. I felt him rubbing something wet on my butthole inside of my shorts and that anal stimulation made me almost cum while I was sucking him and I began to get very excited about him shooting his cum in my mouth. He had other ideas though because he pulled his cock out of my mouth and though I complained he pulled down my shorts and got behind me. He said " I want it, I want you to be mine" He then put his face between my buttcheeks and started tonguing my asshole. It felt so unbelievable that I just moaned and raised my ass to try and push his tongue deeper in my hole.

Just as I started to jack myself off and think I was going to have my best orgasm ever he pulled his face away and reached around me from behind a kissed me. The combination of knowing his precum was on my tongue while smelling myself on his nose was an incredible turn on and I moaned " What ever you want" He took this to be exactly what IO thought and placed the head of his cock on my asshole and began to push. I leaned forward with my head down and my ass up. I wanted it bad but knew it was going to hurt. He pushed and pushed gently. I was so turned on that I got a bit to excited and pushed my ass hard back into him which cause his huge fat cock to plunge deep into my ass. I screamed and felt a searing pain rip through my body and collapsed. Antonio stayed on me though and kept his cock deep isnside of me. In a short time my ass started to adjust and he began to fuck me. It still hurt at first but he was biting my should a growling lowly in Portuguese in my ear and I was so turned on I just wanted him to fuck me until he exploded and he began to jack hammer his hips into me and I felt his huge dick plunging inside of me over and over. At some point my prostrate must have started getting massaged because it felt so good the my cock got hard and I started jacking off while he was fucking me. Very quickly I felt an orgasm coming on and when it did it was unlike anything I had ever felt. The combination of my ass being stretched so far by his cock and the sexiness of what was happening combined to make me scream like a teenage cheerleader when I started to cum. This was all it took for Antonio too because I felt him buck, plunge deep inside of me and scream. I then felt several heavy, warm squirts of thick fluid deep in my ass and I realized I had just let another man cum in my ass. I was so post fuck turned on and dizzy I took some of my own cum off my leg and put it in his mouth and kissed him deeply. We finally collapsed and napped for an hour or so. When we awoke I took his cock in my mouth again and he turned around and got in a 69 position with me. We both came after a while.

We played the rest of the summer out that way. He must have fucked me 20 more times. After about the 3rd time he told me he loved me and wanted to be with me forever. He did not let me fuck him until the night I left to go back to the U.S It was very good, his ass was super tight and sexy and I got very turned on dropping my cum deep in his ass and taking his Machismo manhood from him.

He begged me to stay and then promised me he would move to Chicago to be with me. I think had he done it we might be together today. He never did though and I was never with another man. I've only been with girls since. (Many) But I think if I saw him again to this day I'd be naked as quick as he could get that cock out haha

When I was young, my neighbor had a collection of comic books so I would go over to read. One day he went to the bathroom to piss and I just could not pass up that cock, I pulled him back to the room and sat him on the bed and opened his pants and sucked his cock. It was my first time sucking cock, and his first time too. When I finally stopped, which was about 15 minutes later I told him not to tell anyone.

After that I sucked his cock on a regular basis, he went from letting me to telling me. I can't tell you how much I enjoyed it. But when you are young time is not on your side, and as we went higher up in school, he let me less and less and then one day he told me that he wasn't going to let me suck his cock anymore.

It wasn't until the 11th grade that I got to suck a cock again. But this time it was a grown man, and he had expectations and demands, among them that he made me get undressed for him and he would suck me and finger me. I didn't complain, the more he did the more I liked it. He was a big Mexican man, and one day he decided that he was going to fuck this white boy. He prepped me and he fucked me. I don't remember any bad memories of it, it just felt so good I couldn't get enough of it. Sucking him was worth a quarter, but getting fucked was worth a dollar.

But time passed and I went off to school and graduated and started a career and met a girl and got married and one day I woke up and I was turning 50. I was in San Antonio on a business call, and down by the river walk I saw lots of Mexican men, they reminded me of those days of my youth. The more I saw the more I wanted. I went on CL and put an add, 'wanted one older Mexican with a hard dick to fuck a white man'. I had a hotel so I could host.

I got several replies and I filtered them and this one guy came across with enough macho that I told him to meet me at this bar on the river walk, he would find me by the color of my jacket. We talked, had a beer, and went back to my room and I sucked him and then he fucked me. I'm hooked, when I go out of town, which is mostly in the southwest, I prepare my hook ups and I have fun. No one can really explain what it feels like to get to suck off a Mexican dick. And then, to have a Mexican dick fuck you. There is something about these Mexicans, they know how to fuck a white man.

should I confess to him??

I've been seeing this guy for more than a year now. We're both super discreet, he's a 36 year old man with a wife and two kids. He's in the medical field and I am a 25 year old financial advisor. We both don't want to come out of the closet and we wanted to keep this "good-looking-straight men image" forever. Every time we see each other, it's very secret and private. We started out as fuck buddies and we've been exclusive fuck buddies for more than a year. The sex that we have is very amazing. But for the past couple of months, I'm having this feelings for him and I don't know if he feels the same way too or probably I'm just hoping but I think I'm actually falling for him. The last couple of months, we don't say "sex" or "fuck" when we set time to see each other, I've been using "make love" and he's kinda cool with it. this time I wanted to have sex with him not because I'm horny but because i want to give him much physical pleasure and emotional satisfaction. I just wanted to make love with him and I've been thinking about calling him my first boyfriend.

We practice safe sex all the time. Last time, he knew I just had my regular check up from my company and he knows I am safe. and i never doubt his health either because he's in the medical field. The last time we had sex, he asked me if he could remove the condom, confident that we're both safe, i said yes. in all honesty, it was the best sex I've ever had. I know it's not safe not to use condom but not using it was way more sensual. The feeling of his cock in my ass with no cover on it was just amazing. that flesh to flesh sensation was just too great. it was sooo amazing that I came so hard while he's still fucking me and I had my cum all over my chest. When he came, he thrust so hard and I never heard him moan like that. It was as so intense. I knew he had cum deep inside me. After he came, he looked me in my eyes with intensity and passion before kissing me again. We just hugged in exhaustion and laughing how hard we both came. We continued to cuddle and kiss and it took a while before we went to the shower together.

I definitely wanted to confess to him about how I feel about him. I am ready now to have a secret affair with a man. I don't wanna be caught and I don't to ruin his family, I still want him to be the husband and the father that he should be. I just wanted some label in our relationship and not just some fuck buddy.

I have a different reason why I wanted to have sex with him right now. And that's because it is such a personal and intimate experience to have anal sex with a man you love !!! To 'take in a man' and to be 'filled with his passion' is such a mixture of emotional highs combined with sensations of pleasure and pain that it is almost impossible to put the feelings into words. Knowing that the guy you love is all the way inside you, and that you are giving him much, much physical pleasure and emotional satisfaction is such a grand experience.

I had a friend who I use to play with all the time and I miss our friendship.

One time we were at his Aunt's house and she left us home alone for a little bit, we were laying in his Aunt's bed and he took down his pants and started stroking himself. I knew the game we had and what this meant. I took my pants down and started stroking myself so were sitting here stroking and he reaches over to grab mine and I grab his and we are jerking each other off. So he leans over and sucks me for a second so I lean over and start sucking him 2 seconds later he cummed on his stomach.

another time we were in my bedroom and we were stark naked both of us and im on the floor in doggy postion he is fucking me up my ass and all of a sudden my mom walks in the room and we were so embarrassed.

the final time we had gay sex and this is my most lusted memory,

He called me up on a Friday night not as a friend to hang out but as a lover.
I came over he brought me over to his room he closed the door and he said you know what I want.

he ripped off his clothes I ripped off mine and we started touching each others bodies. he sat in his computer chair and I had him in my mouth the warmth felt great his cock wasn't that big but its okay. but I remember as I am sucking up and down on him I am jacking off and im so turned on I cummed on his carpet. were rustling around and all of a sudden my legs are pointed straight to the sky and he is riding me good pounding me out once he's finished we take a break and he said im horny again he had a pair of his mothers used panties in his drawer and he made me put them on and he fucked me again

I miss those days

After 30 years of being married and not having sex for the last 5 years with me wife, I am turning gay. It started about 10 years ago when sex with my wife slowed to about 12 times a year. She stopped sucking my cock to. When dating and first married we had hot sex and she would suck me a few times a week. She knew of my bisexual fantasies and would use toys on me as she sucked me. When we first got a computer, I would watch str88 movies. I watched a gay one to see what it was all about. I couldn't believe how turned on and hard I was. I started watching only gay ones and girl on girl ones didn't get me hard any more. I only get turned on by cock now. About 4 years ago met a guy at the gym ended up back at his place sucked my first cock. He exploded in my mouth and I swallowed it all. I was hooked and loved sucking him when ever we could get together. About a year ago got fucked for the first time and I am now a bottom. Now I have to tell my wife her husband is a cock sucking fag bottom and time to end our marriage.

i met a guy on a chat line and we agreed to meet at his house. He told me to go through the back yard and get naked on the patio then walk through the sliding glass door and find the bedroom. i got there and stripped naked and went inside. It was dark but i saw a light under a door at the end of the hallway. i walked down the hall, naked and sporting a boner, opened the door and there was eight naked guys waiting. One of the grabbed me and forced me to my knees, shoving his big dick in my mouth. i sucked his cock while the others got round me then took turns making me suck their dicks too. then one of them made me get on my hands and knees on the bed and he shoved his hard dick up my ass and fucked me while the others took turns fucking my mouth. they all took turns fucking my ass and mouth until each one shot his big load. It was awesome!!!

Today I can't help but reminisce about losing my virginity to a man. You know how society as a whole views that. But I was so horny I couldn't say no because no one would know being in secret. It was kind of like in for a pound in for a penny. So I not only did it but I enjoyed it too.

So a whole new set of emotions popped up I was not ready for was enjoying sex with a man.

The whole thing was kind of simple and innocent in that he only asked if I wanted a blowjob?? And pondering the pros and cons I went with his offer.

So enjoying the company of my very first sexual experience and wanting to be liked I followed his lead which included my turn to blow him as well.

So wow what a feeling I was a little cock sucker now. I enjoyed it a lot though and felt like a porn star both giving and receiving.

So now I knew what a blowjob was really like both receiving and giving one. Little did I know his instructions about cum were all very well directed both in swallowing and deep throating too.

So weekly meeting continued as we got more and more acquainted with each other's body and needs. It was a regular thing now.

Enjoying our time sharing this way we now became anal with each other which was a huge step forward sexually. So now I was enjoying receiving and giving men blowjobs and also going anal both giving band receiving as well.

So now I am enjoying being a little oral and anal boy and enjoy his company now too.