What are your most deeply held desires and dreams? What do you wish for in the future? Do you have any fantasies that you've always wanted to fulfill? Do you have any fantasies that you've always wanted to fulfill?

My Fantasy Of A Coworker .... Continued

I shared my fantasy of a coworker a few weeks ago, confession #66083 and after posting it here I couldn't stop thinking about Natalie and how much I desired her. I don't know if it was just me wanting her, but it seemed that she was coming to work more often dressed very nice with hair & makeup done and smelling incredible.

Since she's on the other side of the building from me I made every excuse possible to get over there and see her. My desires grew more intense. On July 5th it was quiet at work, some people had taken the week off with the July 4th holiday on Tuesday. I invited her to lunch. There's a Twin Peaks restaurant close by so we went there. Her smell just filled my car on the way over and I commented how nice it was. We had a nice lunch and just talked about life in general. Twin Peaks is similar to Hooters. I couldn't help but notice that she kept eyeing one of the servers whenever she passed by. Just before we left the server passed by and Natalie gave her another look. When we got back in the car I said that I couldn't help but notice how she was watching the server whenever she passed. Did you know her? She said no, but that she wouldn't mind knowing her. She said she had amazing eyes and great tits. That was my in to let her know that her tits were just as amazing. Natalie just look me in the eyes and said "it's about fucking time!". She opened her blouse and said they're all yours. I was already driving and just reached over to pinch a nipple. We drove to a quiet spot of the parking lot and I began sucking them like I was a baby on his mother. They we so soft and pillowy. They must have been sensitive because she was just moaning with ever lick and suck. She took my hand and placed it on her pussy and told me to finger her. She was soaking wet.

In a matter of minutes Natalie came and then reached for my cock which was throbbing. She undid my pants and gave me one the best blow jobs of my life. She sucked me to completion, we kissed which surprised her because she still had some of my cum in her mouth. I told her I loved me own cum. That seemed to excite her even more. When we got back to work she kissed me again before going in.

Since then she's been very flirty and told me yesterday that her boyfriend was going out of town for two week on business and to visit family. I'm going to her house tonight after work.

  • Why Is Masturbation Taboo?

    I’m in my late 50s and happily married. I have a good life, all is well.
    Couple of things though, and not even sure if it’s that big a deal:
    - I am a chronic masturbater; I actually like it better than sex. Physically I know exactly what to do to make me feel good. Mentally it’s basically the only situation where I’m not thinking about anything or anybody else, I am completely immersed in myself. My wife knows I masturbate, but has no idea how often and intense.
    - At the same time I’d love to experience this with another man. I found out I get aroused and excited by people who are genuinely horny. Real people masturbating turn me on, no matter man or woman. I love my wife very much, but she’s not into this at all. I have no interest in ‘cheating’ on her with another woman. I’m not sure if masturbating with another man is cheating. Is it?
    I would be keeping this a secret from my wife, she would never understand.
    - I am not that far from actually doing this. I’ve secretly been going to a nude recreational area regularly since not too long. It’s obvious plenty of guys are looking for action. Nerves and potential guilt have so far kept me from getting involved, but I’m getting close.

    I’m an open minded person, fully in support of Ltbqi+. I think a lot of progress is being made, but talking about masturbation or solo sex still seems to be a no go area.
    It’s maybe my favorite hobby, I don’t do no harm, but bringing it up in a conversation is taboo. Why is that?
    Do you like to masturbate? Do you talk about this?

    My Wife

    I was just wondering how many married men fantasize about watching their wife have sex with other men?
    It's something that I have fantasized about for many years.

  • Flattered At Cousins Grad Party.

    I was at a cousins college graduation party tonight with my wife and son. I was following my son as he ran around and he was running through the party. He ran past a bunch of my cousins female friends and I was a few seconds behind him,

    When I was passing their group they didn't see me yet and I heard one say "that kid's dad is so hott." Big ego boost, good day.

    Vacation Fun

    When i go on vacation i want to go on tinder or grindr or somewhere and find as many men who want to fuck me.

    When i first moved to where i am now at 16 i fucked so many men including some of my friends dads without knowing.

    I love going to new places and getting fucked.

    A couple times i had some guy aged 34 when i was 16 bring me to a lake at night and fucked me in a hidden area off to the side. People walked by but didnt notice him fucking me.

    I want to do it again, but in a city or town where i know nobody and be a freeuse fuck.

    I miss visiting small towns around the city im at when i had a car and get fucked in my car. On the side of the road. One time i got fucked in a abandoned house and had 5 people fuck me in it.

    I also really want to fuck a officer . Ive fucked a fireman and a airport security man before. I really want to fuck everyone i can. I absolutely love how dirty and hard tradesmen fuck me.

  • I Want This For My Birthday

    On December i have my birthday. I will become 29. It's old. I believe it's old. I don't even feel that age but anyway.

    Something i would really wanted for my birthday is for one of my dreams come true. To get fucked by many guys.
    I wanted more but i guess i could pay 2-3 men to fuck me good. To feel this pleasure for once in my life.

    The guy who fucked me on January did kinda good job but i want more of it If it actually can happen.

    It might be strange for a girl to pay to get fucked but i don't care. I don't feel like other girls who have it easy and i don't care to pay someone as long as they fuck me good.

    I don't have many hopes that this will happen in real life but i guess the best thing is to hope.

    I am overweight and boys and men don't notice me. There's some 1-2 that tells me to have sex with me but i don't want too.
    I don't want with them so i am willing to pay some handsome men to fuck me.

    If this ever become true i will post here on December to say the happy news.

    If it will happen. I am not sure. Even one side of me really need it some other side of me afraid and doubt that it is ever going to happen.

    I can get a little drunk so i could have more braveness and comfortableness to do it. I hope to get pleasure by the way.

    So if i get fucked as i want now i wll post the happy news.

    Secrets

    I want someone to fuck me anytime they want.
    I want to be a freeuse toy.

    Sometimes i wonder what it would be like to be my friends fucktoy. They know i have a pussy and always talks about their cocks and how big they are. When we play the game apex together on duos or trios they always joke about fucking me or telling to suck their cocks.

    I know they half mean it when they say things like that.

    2 of them want to get drunk together and play games overnight but its so hard to find the right time to get together and go wild. I know my friend lets call him scott wants to fuck me. Last we drank he was so flirty. His half hard cock in the uber was so inviting but i had to work the next day and couldnt have the pleasure of having his cock fill me up and cum all over me.

    My other friend and me got high on acid once and he humped me in his sleep and i ended up sliding my underwear and shorts and he slowly half asleep rubbed my clit till i came. I thrn jerked him off and sucked him off in his sleep till he came.
    When we woke up he asked me if we fucked and was slightly disappointed we didnt.

    I really want them to fuck me whenever they please

    Friends Wife

    I have a younger friend (late 20s) I go fishing with, and on our last trip about a month ago we got to complaining about our wives after they were texting us nonstop. After some jokes about the pussy not being worth the frustration, I told him how my wife put on about 40lbs over the last several years and that I'm not really attracted to her since she got chubby. He's only known my wife for a couple of years, so he asked how she used to look. I told him she used to have a body like his wife but with bigger tits. His wife is a slim and fit blonde with a nice ass and small tits, probably B cups. He didn't believe me, so I scoured though my pics and found several from a lake trip in 2014. She was in a modest, but still sexy pink bikini.

    He was blown away as I showed him, then I accidentally scrolled one too far and it was my wife in the tent naked, legs spread. After seeing all 5'2" 110lbs of my wife when she was his age, he was very impressed. He mentioned several times how much he liked her tits. We talked about how it was a shame that after a certain age a lot of women just give up on keeping thier bodies nice. I told him to make sure to get a lot of pictures and videos of his hot wife now, that way he can at least look back remember when it all goes to shit! He told me that he has thousands of pictures of her then started showing me some of them. A lot of them she looked unaware of, in the shower, sleeping, getting dressed, but most were her posing in various states of undress. What surprised me was that she had a trimmed but very thick bush. It was darker then her hair, but looked really good. The rest of the weekend we swapped wife pictures and stories. Needless to say, I think I was on the better end of the swap.

    Since then I have been literally dreaming about fucking his wife, and thanks to her pictures I've been jerking off more than I have since I was a teen. Been dreaming of a wife swap, even though I know it'll never happen. No joke, I'd give him 3 gos at mine for 1 with his. My wife is way to prude for that though and his wife, being hot as fuck and only 24, is out of my league. But the thoughts of her tight body on me and burying my face and cock in her hairy pussy keeps me up at night.

    I Just Confess It Because I Was Thinking About It

    Since i was 11 years old i was jealous of sluts. I don't believe that "slut" it's a bad word. It's a girl or a woman who has sex with multiple men or women. This isn't an evil thing. In fact i admire those girls. They have guts and they are brave.

    In the past i thought i better than them because i never had sex, i never talked with boys and boys and men never even noticed me. But i wasn't better. I believed i was pure and that's why i was better than them. But i was an idiot. Of course i wasn't pure. Of course i wanted to have sex with multiple men. I wanted to be sexually desired by men.
    I know i was a slut too. I didn't want to admit it.

    Now i am brave enough to at least admit that I actually i am a slut. A coward slut.
    The thing i would be comfortable for men to do to me (i believe i mentioned it in a last confession) is to show me their cocks and play them in front of me. I would loved it. And i'm a good girl i never judge the size. All cocks are wonderful and interesting. Honestly i mean it. I had seen cocks in pictures and felt like i was watching a pieces of art. Because a cock can be a piece of art. They already are.

    I am not saying with lustful mood. When i am in lustful mood i would accept any cock inside me and in my mouth. Honestly. If i was openly a slut at least.
    But now i said they're pieces of art.

    I realised some girls are evil sluts. They judge the size and are kinda narcissistics.
    They don't know how to admire a nice cock.
    Not gonna lie i love cocks that are big and thick. I literally would pay to see cocks like this.

    I already done it. I paid on onlyfans a man that had a huge cock. Without a face. Only his body and cock. Oh my god i was imagining that cock to fuck me all day.

    I even send him a message about imaging him fucking me but he didn't answered.

    However i appreciate all cocks.

    I am a good slut.

    And I hope i would become brave enough to be in practice. And leave this world completely with my pussy completely satisfied by cocks all kind.

  • Figuring It All Out

    I'm slowly figuring out what I want with my sex drive. First it was occasional and I was embaressed about it, but now I am slowly learning what I want. For some reason it is someone older than me. (As in I don't mind calling someone daddy and such.)

    I also realised I am into BDSM. The pain part not so much (would be lovely for punishinments though), but I'm into the control aspect of it. Like a dom tying me up and having that control over me, that really turns me on. I do fantasise about pain though.

    One particular fantasy I've had is that my dom would be punishing me by hitting my pussy with a riding crop, and than start fucking me with it. And when I would disobey him, he would take it out of my pussy and start hitting my breasts with it.

    But I don't really know where to find an older gentleman who is also a dom, who is willing to start out a bit gentle because I've never done anything before. Reliable sources are barely found here on the Dutch internet.