AdultOrphan

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Gender: Straight Male
Age: 44
Relationship Status : Single
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About AdultOrphan:

I'm not here to white-knight or simp. Nor am I here on a crusade. I hope I can help people by giving advice, suggestions and opinions. Not everybody will like it. Let intelligence, sanity and common sense prevail, people.

AdultOrphan's Favorite Confessions:

My Neighbor Isn’t The Problem, I Am. *UPDATED*

I ended up making an account on here so I’m reposting this. If you read my previous confession then you know this story. It’s been a couple days since I wrote about this weirdo obsession I have with one of my neighbors.

Okay, so, I’ll start off that I’ve never done anything like this but I have to share because I feel horribly guilty…

It doesn’t help that I’m short. Fairly thin. But I look really young. I’m the one that gets carded when we go out for drinks. Never fails. Everyone assumes I’m about 15 or 16. I just have a baby face I guess. And it’s really ruining this whole weird neighbor thing for me..

Every evening, I go for a walk around my neighborhood. Lately I’ve been going down a different street than usual.. it’s not busy where I live.. I actually have to cut through the woods to even get to a new street..

but on the third time taking this road (pretty long walk compared to my old path).. I saw a neighbor I never knew I had. And he’s oddly hot.

He’s probably in his 30s.. sorta chubby, tall, not long hair but not too short either.. absolutely not the type of guy I’d imagine I’d find hot.. but obviously I do because I’m here making some fucked up confession to strangers on the internet.

I now take this path every time I walk.. literally just to catch a glimpse of him. I’ve never spoken to him. I don’t even know his name. Hell, he could be married.. but I’ve only ever seen him.

He’s waved before. I wave back.. but that’s it. I think the fact that we don’t know each other is why I think he’s so hot.

But it’s becoming a problem. All I think about is hooking up with this guy. I don’t even fucking know why! I want him to pull my hair. But at the same time I just want to talk to him. It’s not even about fucking anymore. I’ve manifested this weird semi-crush on a dude probably 12 years older than me..

If he ever talks to me I’ll probably burst into tears..

For reference, I never dated in high school and it’s not because no one asked me out. The guys my age never really interested me and I’m not open about liking girls too.. so imagine my horror finding out I have a thing for possible dads who wave to be polite.

This is the fucked up part.. I almost don’t want to share because I feel dirty..

I started thinking about him and masturbating. And not like.. innocent touching.. like full blow thinking about this random dude plowing me. And I’ve never thought like this. I don’t know what the fuck happened to me all of a sudden..

I just used a vibrator while I was on my knees.. leaned my head against the headboard of my bed.. thinking about a guy I don’t even know the name of..

If he knew he’d probably hate me. Think I’m some fucked up little creep. I don’t think I’ll walk by his house anymore. I keep thinking about what if he’s married. If he has kids. It’s so fucked up.

But I still want him to fuck me. I think.

I don’t hate my neighbor.. but I think my neighbor would hate me.

Update:
It’s not getting any better. I’m still thinking about him nonstop. I’ve been thinking about him taking me from behind. I want him to hold me down, push his hand into my hair and pull. His other hand holding my hips up. I’m still a virgin, but I know this is how I want it. I don’t want him to be gentle or slow. I know he’d fill me up so good. But Jesus Christ, I can’t even talk to him. I think if he ever talks to me I’d just melt, feel my legs give out.

If this doesn’t fit this category I’ll take it down. I just don’t know what I’m thinking.

First Gangbang

My husband has pushed and pushed for years. I finally agreed. Last night was the night. 8 guys plus my husband all banged me over and over and over again. Most went twice, some three times. I lost count of how many times I got it. The trouble is that now, my husband regrets it and I loved it. He is calling me a slut for liking it, he really regrets that he arranged it, and hates that I enjoyed it.

I want more and he never wants to talk about it. The original plan was that he go first and then last. He went first, and wouldn't go last, after everyone left I wanted to make love to him, not fuck, make love and he couldn't even get hard. He called me a no good, horny fucking slut, a whore. It was all his idea and no matter what, I was sitting there listening to this shit with cum on my face, in my hair, on my breasts, on my belly, butt, and dripping out of my pussy, into a foot wide pool on the mattress. I never expected that I would really like it, and NEVER expected he would regret it.

I Cannot Stop Thinking About Having Sex With A Man

I’m in a lesbian relationship, the same one for two years. I think before I was genuinely in love with my girlfriend, but now all I can think about is how badly I want out. I want out specifically so I can find a boyfriend, or really any random, semi-decent man to just lay one on me.

I can’t stop missing the first few years of college, where I should’ve been experimenting and should’ve had someone in me. I can’t stop wishing one of the men that occasionally wander by my job would just ask for my number. I can’t stop fantasizing about everything I’ve never had. I have so many different things I’ve wanted to do sexually, but even when my girlfriend has attempted them with me I just feel disappointed. It feels like I lied to myself about being a Lesbian. I only said it because I was in such a point in life that I wanted anything, because I was desperate and self-conscious. I mean I still am, but I’m at the point where I’d do anything to just have a good fucking.

Now I would really be fine with a tinder guy. Anything to just meet some of my needs, or get tossed around and man handled. Emphasis on MAN handled. It seems though that the type of men I enjoy (skinny-nerdy white men), don’t usually go for women of my type (aka fat and maybe ugly). Another thing is that my girlfriend has broken my conscious down so much that I have no real idea what I look like, so even if I wanted to leave her just to have someone bend me over, I’d be too worried about how I actually look to said man.

I don’t know what to do :-?

Caught Cheating

I have a huge problem. One of the older men on my street caught me cheating on my husband. It was a completely random daytime hookup (yes, I am a terrible wife) and he saw me coming out of a motel with a ‘work colleague’. Later that day this guy stopped over my house and told me that he saw me. I tried to deny it but I knew I had been caught.

Here is my problem: he has been holding this over my head by making me do sexual acts at his whim. He makes me suck his cock. He fucks me. He even has his friends fuck me too. The other day he had me come over his house. He and four of his friends used me for the afternoon and literally fucked me until they could not cum anymore. When I mean used, I mean fully taken. All holes, no boundaries. In truth, nothing was overly bad. Lots of fucking, lots of sucking, lots of cumming. I am deathly afraid to tell me husband about my cheating on him as he will lose his shit. But carrying in like this isn’t good either.

I Used My Ex To Get Pregnant

My husband and I have been trying to have a baby for years. My own medical tests came out normal. My huband had a sperm count just slightly below normal, but nothing that would stop us from conceiving, according to the docs.

My ex boyfriend came back to town for a visit. I ran into him and we had coffee together, then ended up back at his parent's guest house fucking like rabbits, no condoms, no nothing. It was great. I love my husband, but I had better orgasms with my ex than with any other man. I can't say I didn't think about conceiving by him while we were having sex.

It was the day I was supposed to have sex with my husband, according to our fertility monitors and charts. He was away on business, snowed in at the airport and didn't get back that day. I told myself I couldn't help it, that I succumbed to my ex because I was near ovulation, but that was bullshit I know.

My next period didn't come. Tests confirmed I was pregnant. I'm due in September. I'm almost certain my ex is the father, although it's not impossible my husband is. In any case, I'm not telling anyone.

Feeling Left Out

I faithfully read the confessions on here every few days and I have to say I am disappointed. Truly every guy who writes a story on here is married to a hottie. Perfect perky tits, an ass sculpted by Donatello and a face that would make Audrey Hepburn shy.
Not me. Like most, my wife got fat, isn't horny anymore and doesn't do wild exotic things.
What are the odds? I mean it's obvious that 99 perfect of the married women in these stories would put Scarlett Johansen to shame but I got a one percenter. Go figure.

At Campus Party

I had a breakup about 2 weeks ago, my boyfriend dumped me for a kinda fat girl. She was "better" than me in bed he said. I'm attractive, nice slim body, 5ft. 8 in tall, weigh 125lbs, shapely with C cup boobs. I was at a campus party with a lot of friends, then my ex showed up with his fat girlfriend. I drank more than I should but that is not listed as an excuse. I did everything fully knowing what I was doing and now I am so ashamed.

I let two boys strip me in front of anyone and everyone. I then let them lay down a blanket and fuck me on the floor with the party going on all around us. After the two of them both came inside me (something I'd never done before except anally a few times). Then another really cute boy started kissing me, soon another and the first one stuck his cock in my mouth the other started fucking me. The one in my mouth was about to cum and pulled out and shot on my tits, the other came in me. Through the night most guys took multiple turns, but I let 11 different guys fuck me, and at least 10 use my mouth.

My ex's girl was standing there watching disgusted. My ex watched in open jawed amazement as he knows he was only the second cock inside me. They both left the party and he very loudly said he was going back to get some GOOD sex from her. She very loudly said she would fuck him better than he ever had.

I'm so embarrassed after. All my girlfriends were there, they all saw me getting gangbanged and guys come up all the time now thinking they can take me out and fuck me since they either did it already, or saw so many others doing it. I went from a girl with only 2 guys in her past to a gangbanged slut. Everyone knows. Now I'm scared to death that I might have gotten pregnant since they all came in me.

It's such a horrible thing to endure. I can't stand it, feeling like I violated myself, and my total upbringing.

The More The Merrier

Tinder date and I end up at his apartment. Here is the confession:

He has me on all fours in his bed and out of nowhere his three friends walk in the room. I tried to stop him but he just kept on fucking me. I tried to not cum, but I came anyways, even with these three other men watching me. They watched for about 15 minutes and one says I want some of that pussy. I tried to stop them but one after another they all fucked me. Four men in about an hour. The worst part is….I wanted more. The day I became a slut for sure!

My Slut Sister

I have a sister, helen who is 27. She is married to a great guy, who admitted he was a virgin when they met, she was then 20. She told him the same before they started having sex. It was all bullshit. She lost it when she was 12 to an 18 year old guy. She was doing gangbangs and anal, all oral gangbangs and fucked anyone who took her out on a date. I remember her saying that before she got married at 22 she wanted to get her number up to an official 200.

the problem is that she lied to him and he is a super great guy, literally struck it rich and I found out my slut sister is still fucking around on him. I really like him, he is cute, in great shape, a great husband and I'm sure totally loyal to my sister. But she lied so much to him it's craxy. She did get to 200 guys before she got married, the last 10 were a gangbang the night before her wedding. She is such a slut but got all the good stuff in life. I don't understand it.

Cautionary Tale

For much of my married life, my husband has been trying to get me to fuck other men. Yes, true cuckhold kind of behavior.

After a night of fucking my black dick while he watched and helped, I told him I would do it. We discussed the logistics and we moved forward.

Within a couple of weeks, I basically had an entire ranch of bulls that I could choose from to fuck me. Every size, color and shape. My husband did not care who it was, as he left it my choice.

It started with an older white guy who we met at a motel. It was uneventful for me, but my husband got his wish.

The next guy was also white, my age and he was thick. We met at a motel. He stretched me good, I came hard and my husband got his wish.

The next guy was an older black guy. He was a bigger guy and not what you would call physically fit. We met a motel and this man fucked me like whore. He used my body for hours and I willingly gave it to him. When he was done, he got dressed, said his goodbyes and arrogantly said he would be expecting my call. Again, my husband got his wish. And yes, I called him again and he used me like a whore.

This same type of thing happened for about a year. I was a hotwife. I made my day as a marketing manager and I made my nights as a sex vixen of a cucked husband.

I guess about three months ago, one of my bulls approached me about getting gang banged. He had some friends that would participate and everyone would have some fun. I had some apprehension as I was not really sure if I wanted to give up my body to more than one man at the same time. I asked my cuck about it and (maybe too happily) agreed. I went back to my bull and we set it up.

The day started at a chain restaurant watching college football. Me, my cuck and six other men. It must have seemed like an odd set up to the server, but it was good and fun. After the game finished, we all drove to the motel. It was awkward until the original bull says to my husband ‘undress her.’ In like one minute flat, my naked body was on display for these six guys to do as they wished AND my husband would get the ultimate cuck wish - his hotwife in a gang bang. My pussy had been horny all week and by design I had not allowed her to cum until this event.

It started by me being on my knees giving all of them head. My pussy was fucking dripping and when one of them figured this out, they ‘decided’ that my horny pussy needed some dick. And boy did they give me some dick. I was mercilessly fucked for the better part of four hours. I took such a pounding that my legs were jelly into the next day. My pussy was beaten down and ruined that day. I had learned to control my gag reflex enough to ‘swallow’ a 9” dick. Practice makes perfect I guess. Out of true sexual depravity, they took all of my holes and I allowed them to cum everywhere and they did. And yes, my cuck husband got his wish.

The next night, yes, the next night, my cuck husband says thank you for doing that for me. You fulfilled a wish. It seemed like he closed the door on this so I asked him about that and he said yes, my wish has been filled.

Update from the current day: he doesn’t like it, but I still fuck other men. He let this genie out of the bottle, I am enjoying it fully and there is no end in site for it stopping. The cautionary tale: be careful what you wish for, as you just might get it.