Were you outed for being gay and didn't want to be? Did you once believe that you were as straight as an arrow, but got seduced to your first dick? Dominant tops, submissive bottoms and all things in between. Whatever it is, it's now time to bring out your gay sexual confessions to the World!

My Gay Uncle

Many many years ago when i was in my teens my uncle offered me money if i would let him take some photos of me naked ,
It seemed like a good idea so i stripped naked and he started taking photos of my cock and my bum then i had to get a hard on for him so i started wanking infront of him he wanted to see me shoot my cum .
Soon as i came he asked to lick my cock clean it felt so nice in his mouth.
I returned tbe favour and sucked my first cock and taste my first spunk.

  • Walk A Little Further

    It was a few months into the pandemic and everything was shut down. A lot of us were working remotely and not able to do the usual things. I rented an upper floor of an older house at the end of a dead end street. This is in a smaller city with a nearby river and lots of walking trails. The owner of the house lived downstairs and he rented the basement apartment to a young married couple. Glen the landlord had gained some weight as had I so being on friendly terns with him we decided to go out every day in the early morning and do at least an hour walk on the trails nearby.

    Glen assured me that even though he was almost 60 he would have no trouble keeping up to a guy in his late 20's as long as I did not walk too quickly. I assured him I would keep a reasonable pace.

    We started going on these daily walks and we both enjoyed them both for the company and exercise. It was a Friday about a couple months after we started this exercise when we both came to a loop of trail that we normally turned back from and headed home. Glen said it was supposed to rain tomorrow so why not go a little further today and explore. I thought why not so we went down this trail. It got more secluded and we saw no one. We came to an abandoned brick factory that had broken windows and missing doors and a large space inside. We both had to pee and we looked around a bit then we lined up on an outside wall to get some relief. Glen was beside me and let out a stream of piss. I had one of those piss hardons you get sometimes and I wanted to go badly but could not. Glen looked over in amusement. He said " Don't worry I know a trick that will help you". He splashed some cold water on his hands. He then moved beside me and cupped my balls with a cold hand. I was startled but then I felt my cock release a stream of urine. Not knowing what to say or do I was standing there as he held my cock guiding the pee against the wall. I looked around and there was no one about. My cock softened briefly but then he started caressing it more and it got erect again. He talked softly telling me how beautiful my cock was. I was now incredibly aroused and his fondling was going to make my cock shoot a different liquid. He jerked me off in smooth full strokes and I ejaculated a big load into the air. He milked every drop out of me. I stood there fully released. He pulled his pants down and boxers revealing his cock was now hard. He started masturbating but I asked him if he would like some help. He smiled and took his hand off. I felt a strong urge to do more than jerk him off so I got on my knees and pushed his cock into my mouth. It tasted salty but I liked it Glen guided my head and told me to suck him dry. I did what he asked and was rewarded by spurts of his semen which I devoured. We got dressed and looked at each other. This had changed everything between us. I felt this sexy relaxed feeling come over me. Glen broke the silence and said " We match up well don't ya think?". I agreed then he took me back inside the abandoned factory. I suppose he was now afraid of being seen. He pulled me close in a dark corner and kissed me softly. We embraced and made out for awhile. I realized that this friendship had morphed into something else. We walked home happily with lots of side glances and smiles. I went home and started working in my home office but my mind drifted to our encounter earlier.

    The next day it did pour with rain. Glen texted me unexpectedly." I am in my bathrobe downstairs with nothing underneath. Put your bathrobe on and come down". My heart skipped a beat. I got out of my pj's and put on my silk bathrobe. My cock was already erect. I came down the stairs and the door to his first floor unit was unlocked. He was standing there with his robe open just inside his living room. He opened my robe and led me to the couch. He dropped on his knees and quickly placed my cock in his mouth. I was still horny from yesterday and I soon filled his mouth. He cooked me a nice breakfast then later we retired to his bedroom. There more kissing and cuddling before I orally pleased him. Most of the weekend was spent in that bedroom as we explored each other over and over. He got 5 or 6 orgasms out of me and I was spent when I went upstairs Sunday night. Him being older meant I was able to make him come about half as much.

    We continued our walks throughout the pandemic. I was now in his bed most nights and we decided a year into being lovers it made more sense I move full time into his bed and he rent the upstairs to another. I moved in and things just got even more intimate as I settled into a new role of pleasing Glen domestically.By his point we were having intercourse and there was no hiding we were a loving couple. The young couple downstairs grinned and I am sure pondered the changed circumstances but the guy upstairs just saw us as a gay couple.

    Toy Talk

    I was sitting on the couch with a guy I recently hooked up with and we were chatting about various things (some dirty, some not). He asked if I have ever used a sex toy. I didn’t want him to know I’m a secret freak who loves large dildos up my ass. I just said I have always been interested in using one. He said he had used a few different one. That was the end of the conversation.

    The next day were we’re going out to eat and he went a different way. All of a sudden he ends up at a Pricilla McCalls. He said he wanted to buy me a couple of toys for us to use together. I just grinned. We walked in and there was just one other couple in there with the cashier. We walked around and he told me about the various toys he had used and asked what I was interested in. I said I would probably like something that vibrated.

    He went over to a self and picked up a butt plug. He looked at me and said oh look it vibrates. I thought we were done but he went over and picked up a dildo that was 10 inches and black. He said do you think you could take it? Loud enough for the couple to hear. I thought he was joking but he headed to the counter with both items and picked up two packs of lube. I know I was blushing but the cashier was professional and checked us out.

    We got in the car and he asked if I wanted to try out the vibrator. I was caught off guard. He took it out of the package and started putting lube on it. I was so turned on that I said why not. I slid down my pants and took it from him. After a slow push, I had it in. I pulled up my pants and looked over to see that he was holding the remote. He said he was going to hold on to it. I was ready to feel it, but he was going to make me wait.

    We got to the restaurant and as I’m getting out I feel the vibrations. I grab the door and look at him. I’m slowly getting hard and he cuts it off. He grinned and got out. We sat down and as soon as the waitress comes up I feel the vibrations again. I do my best to conceal my pleasure but I am now rock hard. It cuts off again. As out food shows up, it starts back up. I feel like my cock is about to burst but he cuts it off again. I looked at him and said I about came that time and he smiled and said good. As soon as I finish eating he cuts it back on. I quickly get up to go to the restroom. As I walk I can feel it all through me. I get to the stall and I immediately blow my load. I pull out the plug, clean it, and put it in my pocket still vibrating.
    I returned and he asked it I was good. I said I was very good now. He asked if it was still in. I told him it was in my pocket. The rest of the night was more eventful!

  • Compulsion

    I live in a semi industrial area in an old apartment building. There is a corner grocery store but few businesses. One exception is an adult novelty store with a half dozen video booths in the back which I had been in a couple times to look around. It had an atmosphere of sexual energy as there were men mainly older going in and out of the booths. I could hear real moans and sounds of sex above the porn sounds.

    I was curious about the booths but afraid to go in the back knowing for sure men were having sex inside the booths. One evening a few months ago my curiosity outweighed my fear and I went into a booth. I put on a porn and had forgotten to lock my door. I had my cock out stroking on my bench. The door of my booth opened and an okder man I'm his 60's came in and kicked the door. He looked at my cock and unzipped his fly. He pulled out this average size cut cock and moved towards me. He slowly pushed his cock toward my mouth. My own cock stiffened. I knew he wanted to be sucked and I guess I was curious about sucking a man. The fact he was older made it more erotic and kinky somehow. Before I could suck him he produced a small amber bottle." Sniff this he said". He opened the bottle and placed it under my nose. I took a deep hit with my nostril and felt a rush of heat hit me. He had me keep inhaling again and again for a few minutes. His cock sticking out towards me. I started feeling giddy and euphoric. Waves of deep horniness and lust enveloped me. The old man slowly guided his cock into my mouth. I hungrily sucked on it as if it was the last cock on earth. It was exciting and felt forbidden. I sucked him crazily until I felt him spurting in my mouth. I swallowed it. He sat beside me on the bench and offered me the bottle again. More waves of euphoria and loss of inhibitions as I snorted it. Now he reached for my cock and as he stroked me his mouth kissed mine hard. The kissing and stroking made me blow a massive load on the floor of the booth. He smiled and handed me the bottle" Have fun tonight he said ". He left as I used a paper towel to clean the floor. That night I sucked 3 other older men and inhaled on the popper bottle. I enjoyed sucking them but it felt less exciting than with the first guy.

    I started going there to suck cocks once or twice a week feeling compelled to pleasure men. The poppers were stale and I got rid of them. About a month after going to the store and draining dick,I met the older man who gave me the poppers. He came into my booth near the end of the night. He asked me about the cocks I sucked that night. Instead of offering me his cock right away he took put a fresh bottle of poppers. This time he snorted them as well as me. The euphoria kicked in even higher than the first time. For whatever reason he aroused me more than any man I had serviced. This time he kissed me softly in a way that was even more insistent than the first time. It awakened something deeper in me and as I kissed him back passion took over. We necked for a long time. Finally he said " Come with me". I followed him into the parking lot. I expected to see his car but he kept walking. He lived nearby he said. We walked to my lowrise building and to my surprise he went in with me following. He lived there too on a different floor. I had never run into him before in the 2 years I lived there. We got to his apartment. He led me to a bedroom and undressed me and himself. We snorted from the bottle. We made out naked in the bed. I surrendered to him. I sucked his cock hard and he lubed up my asshole. I begged him to fuck me and he did. He thrust into me as I took snorts from the bottle the poppers making any pain disappear and instead I just felt intense pleasure being penetrated. He eventually spurted inside of me. Later he took my load in his mouth after a slow deep blowjob.

    The past few weeks I have a simple routine. I go to the booths and drain different cocks then head off to the old man's apartment to spend the rest of the night in his bed getting poppered and fucked. I see him other nights too. I am getting addicted to him too.

    Back On His Feet

    Several years ago I got off the dating apps. The dating scene after my divorce was very frustrating for me and I was tired of meeting women on weekend dates that went nowhere. Instead I started volunteer work at a local men's shelter. Since I am in real estate and had to do showings during the day I took the evening shift at the shelter.

    A lot of the men at the shelter had no real drive or much desire to improve their situation. This one middleaged guy was different. Carl had been at the shelter for less than a year and his drinking had led to him ending up here. I don't drink and managed to convince him to join AA. In a few months he got sober and became more optimistic he could turn his life around. He is twenty years older than me but I could relate to him in a way that surprised me. Our conversations went longer than with other men. I took a personal interest in helping him get back on his feet.

    There was a small relocation budget to help suitable men get cheap housing. I found a furnished room in an old house for Carl and paid the first month's rent for him. A friend of mine,a contractor offered Carl a job renovating old homes in a nice neighborhood starting the following Monday. Things were moving up for him. Saturday the weekend before he started his job was the day he was moving into his room. I took the day off and switched my evening shift with someone to help him get settled. I got some household stuff for him like pots and pans etc. and we found a tv and DVD player at a local thrift shop.

    It was now Saturday evening and Carl and I were in his room chatting as we watched some action movie on his TV. He told me how appreciative he was of everything I had done for him. His room had a double bed which now was covered in bedding I got for him. We were sitting on the bed watching the screen. Carl had a faint smile and looked over at me. I could see his gratitude emanate from his face . His eyes caught mine and gazed at me deeply. I found myself looking at him and noticing all his features in a way that I had not before. He had once been quite handsome but the drinking and smoking had aged him. He looked a bit haggard with stringy thinning hair and stubble on his chin. He had a lean wiry build and long sinewy arms. I could not stop looking at him as he shifted his body and moved beside me. His right hand found my thigh as he kept looking into my eyes. I realized he was trying to seduce me and I let it happen. My insides were on fire as his hand unzipped my pants. He felt for my cock which was becoming fully erect. He and I said nothing as he began fondling me. Only my moans broke the silence. He took my pants and boxers fully off. He laid me down then his face went down until his mouth found my cock. Carl sucked me like a pro. Watching his head bob up and down and the sexy feeling of him sucking me soon gave me my release. Carl drained my cock and after lay back on the bed. Now I knew what he and I both needed. I pulled his pants and underwear off. I was met with a hard throbbing cut cock a little shorter than mine but thicker. I wasted no time engulfing his cock in my eager mouth. It fit just right and I was surprised I could suck all if it without gagging. He groaned as I sucked him deeply like he sucked me. A few spurts of his sweet and salty cum filled my mouth and I gulped it down. I noticed my own cock was semi hard again. I lay back this time feeling this euphoria of having really pleased a man. Carl lit up a cigarette which we shared contentedly. Finally he spoke.

    "You have helped me a lot. I want you for more than that though. I have had sex with men in the past but this is different. I want all of you." I listened and took one deep last thoughtful drag on the cigarette before stubbing it out. I was filled with new wild previously unknown thoughts and feelings. My cock was now rock hard again. I looked at him and said softly" You want to be my boyfriend then? ". He nodded then his face moved close to mine. This time he kissed me. It was affectionate in a loving way. I knew the sex was one thing but if I surrender to the kiss I would start losing myself to Carl in a deeper way. I kissed him back and the passion between us was magnified. We kissed for a long long time and I felt this rapturous joy I never felt with any woman. I knew then I could fall in love with a man specifically him. He gave me a blowjob that made me sleepy and we fell asleep together in the bed.

    A year later Carl and I spend weekends at my place. I quit the real estate job and now work in an office Monday to Friday so I can see my lover on weekends. He works some Saturdays but the evenings are free. Carl has been inside my ass with his thick cock many times and I tease him that my round ass and manhole is made for him. He will mount me in my bed . That post sex cigarette is yummy.

  • Security Guard

    I was new on the job and being trained for the next 2 weeks on the 3rd shift. I was partnered up with a middle age black man that looks like he had given up on life and was just like whatever to everything. Very relaxed and chill type vibe. During my training we would watch tv or movies, what ever he brought in that night.

    One night while I was watching tv I got to use the bathroom and left. When I was done with the bathroom I went back and my partner said he was going to go and workout in the facilities gym. I thought it was weird he said that but I was like ok. So he left. About 20 mins later I decide I’m going to do my rounds. My rounds cost of of 3 floors to check and on the 3rd floor is the gym. I never go in there because there is no reason but tonight I went in there to see him working out, see what he’s lifting. I open the door and I see him on the bench sitting upwards looking at his phone and jerking off. At first I was like holy shit scared cause I walked in on him and I was trying to leave quietly but I was frozen in fear of him hearing me. So I was stuck just standing there watching him pump away.

    I stood quietly I heard his phone and I can hear what he was jerking off to. he was jerking off to joi encouragement porn. I know that because I watch the same exact thing. I immediately get a hard on and I start to unbuckle and pull down my pants and I reach for my hard cock and I start jerking it watching him jerk to the porn. As I’m standing there jerking my cock I’m say to myself now or never to introduce myself. So I say, nice cock! He looks up like a deer in head lights, sees me and sees me with my cock in hand and he jumps up and pulls his pants up and starts to leave. I say, it’s ok I watch the same thing. The same porn and he stops and lols at me and says ok. So how do we do this. I said, let’s both watch it and see where it goes from there.

    That Loving Feeling.

    I was married once and dated lots of attractive women after my divorce. However my deeper gay desires never left me. As relationships with women did not work out I returned to my gay nature. There was anonymous gay sex and affairs with men. Too many gay encounters to count.

    Mainly I was a cocksucker giving men pleasure and swallowing their special seed. Love sucking cocks more than anything else though I have enjoyed giving or receiving intercourse with a man on occasion. Kissing and mutual mastubation was also enjoyed. But what made me horniest was a cock in my mouth.

    Over the years a loving feeling emerged in conjunction with the gay desires. As I surrender to the urges and seek men out for sex I notice that I feel a deeper and deeper tranquility combined with a love of the man I am with sexually. No matter who he is or where it is..... a adult video booth,a bed a car seat,a park and no matter what he looks like or how old he is.... I feel that at the time I am sucking his cock,kissing with him or fondling him I am actually in love with him in those special moments. I want him to feel special,to be cherished and worshipped. I want him to be completely satisfied. As I have gotten older this loving feeling has intensified. It no longer scares me like it once did. I feel like a loving slut but that is part of the deeper satisfaction I get from loving men. The fact I can joyfully please any willing man not judging him just loving what he is and what he offers me. He basically gives me a purpose. I am there to pleasure him without reservation. If I see him again I will do the same thing. If I don't then I will have the memory of pleasing him in my brain. I wonder if there are other gay men like me who are loving cocksuckers and need to fulfill the purpose of giving a man pleasure. Ones who cruise around looking for men to love in this way. At age 50 I came to this realization and truth. I am here to lovingly suck men's cocks

    Not Expecting It

    This guy I was hanging out with came back to my place. He was quite a bit shorter than me so I wasn’t expecting him to have a big cock. Well one thing led to another and I start to help him take off his shorts. As he stands there in his boxers I can see the outline of his semi hard cock. It was at least 8 inches and thick! I squat down to pull his boxers off. It practically hits me in the face. I use two hands to start working it, and immediately take it in my mouth. This thing was close to 9 or 10 by the time I had it fully hard. He tells me to get on the bed, and starts to take off my shorts. My boxers come off to reveal my small 4 or 5 inches. He starts to take me in his mouth like he didn’t care the size. All I can think about is taking his huge cock inside me. I push him on the bed and grab my lube. I cover the whole thing and start to straddle it. I slowly lowered myself and really had to work my hips. After a while I finally got it all the way in and slowly started riding. I could feel him picking up the pace and my cock was just flopping back and forth. He grabbed my hips and suddenly started pounding. I was hurting and in heaven. I couldn’t take it anymore and shot my load. The first shot hit him in the face. He grinned and started pounding faster. He went on for another two or three minutes. I felt one final thrust and he blew his load deep inside me. It was definitely a great first time together.

    The Awakening

    My senior year of highschool I had just turned 18 a few months prior I had always considered myself to be straight but this was the year everything changed

    I was on the swim team and it was our final meet I finished up my race and went into the locker room to shower and change. As my speedo hit the floor the locker room door blew open and in came a few guys from the other team. I noticed one of them specifically he was tall, black, and had a body of a spartan. Until now I had never checked a guy out like this I couldn’t take my eyes off of him. He stepped into the shower next to me and I watched as the needs of water dripped of his dark skin. I looked down and noticed I had an erection.

    He noticed too and smiled. He knew my erection was because of him. His friends left it was just me and him in the locker room now. I noticed he now had an erection it was Huge! that made me blush so I finished my shower and I went to change clothes and he followed me to my locker. before my clothes were on he whispered in my ear “you were amazing out there today” I said “thank you so were you” with his massive cock swinging in front of me he proceeded to ask for my Snapchat

    I of course gave him my Snapchat and number. Later that night I got a friend request so I added it back it was Him! He started the convo off with his name and that he’d really like to take me out or just have some fun with me. I told him I’m not gay. He sent a video message in a deep sensual voice he said maybe not but you definitely got excited seeing me. I told him yeah I can’t stop thinking about you He told me it’s okay to try new things. I was very nervous but I told him to come over to my apartment for some fun.

    An hour went by and there was a knock on the door. I opened it and let him inside. We started talking and he could tell I was nervous so he just grabbed my hand and looked me in the eyes he said “don’t worry I’ll be gentle” his eyes pierced my soul and my dick began to swell with excitement. He told me to get on my knees that everything will be okay. So I dropped to my knees and he stood in front of me. He told me to take off his clothes. As I slid his pants down I noticed he wasn’t wearing any underwater. So as the brim of his shorts past his cock it sprang up and pointed straight at my mouth. I took his hard cock in my hand and began stroking it. I looked up at him and slowly opened my mouth. As his dick slid into my mouth i tasted a little precum and it was delicious. I sucked his dick for about 5 minutes when he pulled me off and kissed me.

    He told me it was my turn so I laid down on the bed and he started sucking. It felt so good and his beard scrapped against my balls as he took my entire dick down his throat. He said now’s the real fun. He lubed up his fingers and stuck them in me as he sucked my dick I didn’t last much longer until I unloaded right in his mouth. In his deep voice he proclaimed how delicious it was

    Now that I had finished he told me to get on my hand and knees I felt him put more lube on me and he said “okay this may hurt but I’ll go slow” as his huge dick penetrated me very slowly I felt everything stretch and it felt AMAZING. He began to pump and pump. He fucked me untill I began to cum again. I never wanted this to end it felt so good. He thrusted harder and harder untill he busted all inside me. He stayed over the rest of the weekend. We dated for 3 months and then we had a threesome with another man MMM it was the best experience of my life. We have stayed in contact over the years and even hookup from time to time. I owe my experience to him and helping me come out. I am now fully out with a very handsome husband

  • Acceptance

    For many years I struggled with gay desires. Now in my late 60's I see the truth as a gay man. In my 20's I has anonymous gay sex,orally serviced my best friend and then got married hoping it would curb my gay desires. In my 30's I got divorced dated women then had my first gay affairs with older gay men. In my 40's I returned to women but relationships never lasted. Then in my 50's I spent 8 years living as a gay man first having an older boyfriend then returning to being a cocksucker anonymously servicing men in adult video stores and gay bathouses. Finally in my 60's I returned to dating women but once again relationships never lasted.

    Accepting that I am gay has finally permeated my existence. A few months ago I returned to the strongest gay desires that I feel deep inside. Seems that sucking cocks anonymously is my deepest need and desired role. Once a week I travel to a bigger city a couple hours away. First I get a hotel room. Then I feel the gay urges take over. I go to an adult store with video booths in the early afternoon. I get a booth watch gay porn,take some edibles then either suck men's cocks in my booth or cruise the other booths. Most of the men are older like me mainly over 50, in 60's or 70's. A few are younger and I suck them off too. I tend to prefer the older men as that has been a preference my whole life. I drain a bunch of cocks and swallow the loads finally leaving in the late evening. I prefer not to be sucked and instead masturbate back in my hotel room reliving the whole time blowing men. The next morning I leave to return home feeling the needs are satisfied. Each week I return for a repeat occurrence. The truth is that I am now an old cocksucker who loves men's cocks dies not matter what they look like as long as they are relatively clean.