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My Gay Seduction

June 2009 I was promoted to Senior Internal Auditor and sent on my first overseas assignment. My assignment, my company's Dutch trading subsidiary based in Amsterdam. My flight a non stop KLM from Chicago to Amsterdam. At the airport waiting lounge waiting to board I met a man, the international counsel for a multinational also headed to Amsterdam. He was flying Business and I was in coach. He told me he was loaded with miles and we walked up to the counter and he upgraded me to business with him.

We sat beside each other, he showed me the ropes and we watched a movie and slept on the flight. He invited me to change hotels and join him downtown. We checked in and agreed to meet for a drink at seven and dinner afterwards. Two drinks, a cab drive to a nice restaurant, a bottle of wine. We walked back to the hotel, stopping at a club for a nightcap. He knew the club well and it took a bit of time to realize I was in a gay club, and he wanted to dance.

That night I went to his room with him, he took his time, introducing me to the pleasures of gay sex. My mind was in one place, my body another. Slowly I agreed to his advances, oral sex, body massage, kissing, ending with anal sex. I couldn't believe what I had just done, I begged my way out and went to my room where I went through several anxiety attacks. The next day my work product was horrible. Back at the hotel I ordered room service.

He came to my room, he did not take no for an answer and after a lot of persuading and caressing and kissing I again submitted to anal sex. That night I cried myself to sleep. I somehow knew I was gay, I wanted his attention, I wanted to have to have sex again.

Transformed Into A Str8 Cocksucker

About two years ago I decided to experiment with sucking another man’s cock,
I have had the pleasure of sucking four different men since then, one became my regular buddy, as often as timing allows he lays back in his bed snd I totally enjoy pleasing him till he says the words I’m close!

It’s a total rush knowing I brought him to that place and then he unloads in my mouth, I enjoy every second of the experience, sometimes he places a small bottle of poppers to my nose and I enjoy the warm rush that runs through my head and body,

I have become a secret cock sucker and I find I need this pleasure as much as I can get it,
As I drive away from his home I almost always look down to see a wet spot on my pants,

The pure pleasure is intense….I hope to feel the pleasure of pleasing this morning

Got Caught (gay)

I work,on tour buses as a mechanic. Recently I had the breakdown phone and had to drive 150,miles to fix a bus on it's way to NY. There were two drivers and the customer hadn't yet been picked up. After making the repairs the guys gave me a beer and we sat inside with the AC on. These coaches are very plush and comfortable. I sat on one side and they on the other. We chatted awhile and they picked on,me for being "so white". I laughed it off as we continued to drink. After about 30 minutes and several brews. The lead driver says "check this out" and shows me his phone. It was a pic of me blowing a guy that I posted on xHamster. I was of course shocked and speechless. "That you?" I admitted it was. My tattoos being the finger print. Looking me straight in the eyes he pulled back his phone and the two of them opened their pants up. The sound system playing jazz, my buzz and my desire made me get up and crawl over to them. That was my first time with two men. Hottest sex I ever had. They promised discretion and we plan on having breakdowns in the future. I since changed up my hamster profile.

Erotic Shower

I was divorced and turning 40 when things went on a new course for me. My condo is on the waterfront and as a single male it was easy to have a gal over for fun .Something was changing within me however .I was noticing men and their bodies more and more .At first I wondered if it was sexual curiosity but I sensed it was deeper than that how deep I was not sure.

My eyes were drifting to men's bulges and I snuck a glance or two slyly .I was checking out all sorts of men young and old, all races and physiques .I had started masturbating with male images in my head and found the orgasms deeper more full body .One afternoon on a whim I picked up a couple gay videos from a variety store and got incredibly horny watching them .Seeing the hard cocks became addictive and I started frequenting an adult video store and purchasing more gay porn.

In my condo complex I began noticing this shorter wiry mid 40's guy with a bushy moustache who worked there to maintain the building. He smiled when I noticed him and said a friendly word or 2.I began picturing him in my sexual fantasies and having thunderous orgasms thinking about what his cock might look like .One hot summer afternoon he was painting in the cool underground garage one Friday afternoon near my car when I got out and we exchanged some pleasantries .He mentioned he would love a cold beer today after he was done and I took this as an opportunity to offer him one as I had a case in my fridge upstairs .He eagerly accepted and mentioned that he needed a shower after earlier working outside in the heat .I realized I had a couple of men's t shirts one of my ex girlfriends who had a similar build to him had left that would likely fit him as well as a pair of unisex jogging pants that were hers as well. I said he could shower too and he smiled telling me he would be done in less than half an hour .I told him my unit number and went upstairs excitedly.

Sure enough 20 minutes later he knocked on my door and came inside .Being 6ft 1 to his 5ft 8 it was a sexy feeling when he moved close by as I got him and myself 2 cold beers .There was this sexual chemistry between us that made me nervous and hyperaware of his presence .He sat down at my kitchen table saying he was all sweaty .We both sucked down a couple of quick beers and I felt a buzz of horniness .I offered him the shower and he quickly went to my bathroom and I heard the water running .I got clean clothes ready and realized I had forgotten to get him a clean towel .I went to the door and knocked with the towel. I heard him say come in so I did. As a put the towel on the table in there I could see his naked body through the transparent screen .He poked his head out and said "Why don't you join me"? My heart skipped a beat and I felt a wave of lust .I took my clothes off and stepped inside .He looked me up and down saying nice figure and I noticed his cut cock was rock hard and bigger than I thought it may be around 7 inches long and sexy as hell .My own cock stiffened as he pulled me close .He started washing my naked body and his hands roamed at will .It felt so intense and good. By the time he got to my cock I was ready to explode .He jerked me off steadily and I blasted a load of cum all over. He milked me dry. God it felt amazing .He looked up at me and gave me a soft lingering kiss .I felt this deep need to look after his cock the way he looked after mine .I surprised myself by going on my knees and engulfed his stiff prick between my wet lips .I had never sucked a cock before but felt this tremendous desire to suck his cock and empty it of its seed. I sucked him greedily with incredible need and he blew his load in my mouth rather quickly .I swallowed it all as if it was the last load of cum in the world to enjoy .I loved the sweet taste and felt sexy having blown him completely .After the shower we ended up in my bed necking and eventually he gave me a full blowjob relishing my cream just as much as I enjoyed his.

Fred spent the night and I blew him again in the morning before I cooked him breakfast .We smoked cigarettes and chatted merrily in that afterglow of having spent the night naked in bed together. We became steady lovers and the sex grew even more passionate .He started dropping by often. Over time I began letting him fuck me as the pain turned to intense pleasure and loved how his cock drove deep inside my anus. Him fucking me doggy style was especially pleasureable and he always blows a big load inside of me .As a couple we just seem so compatible it was natural he moved in with me after a year or so .Fred at 72 still tops me and we are both now retired. In some ways the sex is deeper 25 yrs later and even more complete. I think that over the years accepting my being gay has allowed me to surrender fully to my man.

I'm Definitely Gay

For a while I was browsing through illustrated porn in several fandoms. A bi-curiosity grew on me which is why I created a gindr account. Months go by and Ive only so much have teased and bantered with various men. I had a girlfriend so I wasn't too interested in jumping in the pool as much as I was dipping my toes in the water. Though a fellow gamer on Grindr managed to entice me over to his place one night. We played games and chat for a bit before he suggested the bedroom.

He was more of a bear, and I'm just a scrawny scater guy so it definitely felt odd to me. Felt like a beauty and a beast type thing going on lol.. I feel his hands grope my thighs as he hugs me from behind. Soft kisses planting up my neck. He nibbles on my earlobe as his hands explore my tummy, and up my chest. My arms suddenly were locked into a full Nelson hold. He tells me I'm going to remove my shirt and drop my pants. I give my consent, and promptly he's lifting my shirt over my head. I drop my pants adorned only in long thigh high stockings that I like wearing. Immediately he bends me over on the bed on all fours. As he's kneeling behind me readying to breed me I feel my dangling cock hardening between my thighs.

I've thought to myself I've never been so hard. My head is pulled back as he grabs a fist full of my shaggy hair. He lets me go only to pop a bottle of lube open and poor the ice cold substance over my hole. He presses the tip of his cock up against my taint. Over and over again as he's trying to breed me. Finally it finds home, and spreads me apart. I groan, and whimper out that it hurts. I flatten myself on my belly and squeeze my thighs together to protect myself from more pain.

He straddles over my thighs squeezing them together between his legs as he lathers his cock in more lube. I feel more prodding his cock pressing firmly against my taint. I start moaning out. Having stiff cock pressing at my taint trying to find my hole is making me very hot and bothered. Once again he finds my hole and presses through to claim me. As I'm being humped steadily, he spanks my ass, pulls at me hair, starts calling me a bitch and a cock slut. My toes curl to the anal punishing sex. Once again he holds my arms in a full Nelson as he rocks his cock deep into me plowing his hips into mine. It seems like forever but after a grunt he pulls out.

He grabs my ear and some of my hair and guides me off the bed. He instructs me to lay down on my neck and the blades of my shoulders as I balance my back against the bed. My legs dangle in the air before my feet touch the floor over my head. I'm completely upside down in an unflattering position as he's prepping his cock to claim my tight hole again. After more trial and error I'm claimed once again. The thrusting is slow and methodical as I'm trying my best to stay in such an awkward position. I couldn't help but think of my gf as I was being fucked and manhandled upside down. How instead of rocking her body with hot steamy sex I had my own cock in front of my face as I was being fucked and humiliated by a bigger guy. He gets tired of raw dogging me and pulls out.. He lays his back down on the bed and spreads his thighs out as I join him back in bed.

"suck it" he demands..

The daunting thought of putting cock in my mouth enters my mind. Especially after it's been in my ass without a condom. There's brief hesitation before he tells me to stick my tongue out. I reluctantly do so and he spanks his cock against my tongue repeatedly. He instructs me to lick it and I ablidge again and again. I lick his dick over and over again. He brushes my shaggy bangs and hair behind my ears and holds his hand on the back of my head pulling me down. I swallow his cock and then allow him to rythmically bob my head up and down his manhood. I use my tongue to glide against his shaft as a suck ever so often. I bob my head up and down relentlessly and tiresomely.

I'm filled with so much anxiety. There's no condom.. He's going to blow in my mouth.. It's daunting to me but I can't stop. It's too hot.

But my head his filled with conflictions. About cheating, how to explain to my lovely girlfriend I let myself get raw dogged in the ass and sucked a guy off.. How I'm now a fag... but I'm liking it..

My thoughts were interupted by a groan or more accurately a growl. His load shoots into my mouth and Its big.. I definitely didn't prepare myself for this.. I definitely wasn't a big fan of having a huge sticky glob in my mouth that doesn't seem to go anywhere after much swallowing.

He reaches for his phone on his nightstand and does a photo op of his dick and my face together. After that he asks for my number. I give him my digits and ask if he could keep those photos just between us.

I use his restroom to clean up, and wonder if I'll come back for more or fly straight for my girl. For some reason the choice isn't as easy as it should be.

Jonathan

I’m a middle-aged man with a family and have been happily married for over 20 years. I’ve always considered myself straight; however, I now acknowledge I was bi-sexual in my teens. I mainly fancied girls but sometimes also really liked and yes fancied boys too.

I never acted on these impulses, as I was always frightened of the consequences until I met Jonathon. Whilst at college, I worked on a market stall, and this tall blonde good looking guy came to the stall and chatted with me. He was such an interesting guy, very funny and charming. I was on my own in the stall, and it was a quiet Tuesday afternoon. We talked for over an hour; I would break off to serve a customer, and he waited until I had finished, and we would continue. He was in his thirties, and I was eighteen. He said he’d enjoyed talking to me and asked if I wanted to have a drink with him later and continue. He was staying at a local hotel on business. I said yes.

I met him that evening, and he bought me dinner, and he enthralled me with his business and travel stories. I was a good looking lad in my teens, although I had little self-confidence, and Jonathon kept on complimenting me on how handsome and well informed I was for my age. I also drank quite a bit and just had the best evening. He asked if I could join him the following evening, to which I agreed.

The next night ran the same course; we chatted, ate some delicious food, and Jonathon made me feel very special. At the end of dinner, he asked if I wanted to go back to his room. I was scared as I suspected it was for some form of sexual contact. I fancied him, and I’d never met anybody like him, so I agreed. He knew I was nervous and spoke so lovingly with me to soothe my nerves. He assured me that nothing would happen that I didn’t want or like, and he would stop, or I could leave whenever I wanted.

His hotel suite was impressive; I’d never seen anything like it. We just hugged on the bed for a while and talked; my heart was racing. He asked again if I was OK with this; he put his hand on my jeans and laughed when he felt my very hard erection. I remember my heart racing as he unbuttoned my jeans and took my cock out. He told me my cock was beautiful, just like me. I’d had a couple of blow jobs from girls, but holy fuck, they never felt like what he did. Jonathon then slowly undressed us both, and we lay naked together; my skin felt like electricity was buzzing through it. Over the course of an hour, we touched, kissed and sucked every inch of each other's bodies. I loved sucking his cock but was scared he would cum. I had tried to taste my cum as a teen and hated the stuff.

I felt like I was floating on that bed all those years ago. I felt his fingers gentle enter my body as he applied lubricant to me. I just went with the flow; then, two fingers inside me, the feelings were just incredible. My cock felt like it was going to explode. He told me to relax as his cock entered me; it was uncomfortable for a minute, but eventually, it was like I just opened up to accommodate it. I adored having him inside me; he was moaning with pleasure, as was I. I don’t remember how long he made love to me; however, we did end up in the doggy position, which gave me the best feelings. I felt him cum inside me; his cock swelled and started to twitch. It was hitting something within me that even though neither of us was touching my cock, I came too. I never saw him again, but I had a fantastic night which I’ve never forgotten.

A Cocksucker's Life

I am 65 now but I recall my first thoughts of sucking cocks occurred as a teenager .Picturing myself on my knees pleasing men orally got me horny. Living in a small town created a somewhat repressed situation so I lived these cocksucking fantasies in my head only.

Sexually I was attracted to both men and women but men excited me much more .Gradually I realized I was likely gay but could not accept it at first .The first cock I sucked was that of my best friend when we were both 22.We got stoned on pot and both were horny .He offered me his cock to suck and I loved blowing him.Finally the reality of sucking a cock was so exciting it deeply thrilled me inside forever. I blew him a few more times then he got a girlfriend and the opportunity was gone .However I dreamed of his sexy 7 inch cut cock all the time and often masturbated thinking about draining his cock .I had girlfriends and eventually got married but thoughts of sucking cock were always there. Quite a few times in my 20's the urges to suck took over and I cruised parks ,bathhouses, adult theaters and sucked a lot of men's cocks in those places. I got divorced and for the next 20 years or so sucked cocks in gay affairs and in anonymous encounters .I still dated women off and on but cocksucking was my primary interest.

At age 50 I finally accepted the full truth about my sexuality .I was a full time cocksucker by this point always looking for cocks to drain .I stopped dating women and focused on pleasing men orally to completion .I loved the feeling and look of a cock in my mouth and always swallowed the load .I was attracted to many different men of all races and ages and sucked any cock offered to me .I especially love older cock .I blow a man then I masturbate later thinking about it .It is all I need and require sexually to be completely fulfilled and satisfied .Since the pandemic started I have been orally servicing a 71 yr old senior neighbor 2-3x a week in his apartment .He has an average size cut cock with a nice head on it and I love how he feels in my mouth and swallowing his creamy thick loads .When he body shakes and lets go in orgasm and he spurts his jizz in my mouth I feel like I have done my job and feel happy.

Bosses Friday Fuck

Every Monday morning and Friday afternoons, before we start and finish for the week, my boss has me suck him off, before he fucks me at whatever work destination we're on.

He knows I love being fucked, because he caught me taking another mans cock up my ass in a park, he was cruising in for sex. He also knows I'm bisexual, because it's his neice I've been dating for over a year.

The Monday morning after seeing me having anal sex, he spoke to me about STD's, condoms and cheating on his neice. I told him I'd been careful, always having men use condoms if we fuck, and that I'd been having gay sex since I was seventeen.

I let him know I love his niece, but also needed a guys hard cock every now and then.
That's when he told me he was secretly bisexual and was cruising for sex when he caught me. He also said he liked fucking younger guys.

In our work van, he had me go down on him, sucking on his thick cock until he spurted his load in my mouth. Not finished, before lunch he had me suck him hard, then fucked me bareback in a basement where we were working.

Since then we've both been tested, with clear results. And also since that first fuck, my boss has fucked me twice a week (usually).

There are weeks when he's visiting clients more than being on site. And during those weeks our Friday fuck becomes a very very intense affair. Before Covid, he would rent a motel room and we'd fuck from lunch time until we were both worn out.

Now when he's visiting clients, on the Friday, we drive to a quiet place we know up in the hills. We always get naked and he never fails to fuck me until I cum without touching myself.
I've become a lover of being fucked naked in the rain. There's nothing better than having a refreshing downpour on your skin, as a big hard cock fucks your asshole, then empties its hot cum inside your bowels.

One Of Them

As a single guy I had moved to a bigger city at 20 and began establishing my adult life .My job was working in an audio store that sold nice stereo equipment. It was in a small plaza near the suburbs .I loved electronics and quickly became immersed in my job.

Knowing no one except my coworkers, the owner and a few people in my apartment building meant quite a bit of loneliness in my off hours .I went to bars and had sex with several women I met and dated one briefly ,a teacher .I began noticing much older men in a curious excited way and realized I was becoming sexually attracted to them much more than women .In fact when I had sex with a woman to have an orgasm I pictured having sex with an older guy .This troubled me at first wondering if I was indeed gay and had some kind of fetish .I would see older men in everyday life and masturbate at home thinking about them. I found all sorts of older men attractive. and looks were unimportant .Gradually the desires and feelings began taking me over completely .Looking back I realize I was susceptible to being seduced by an older man and wanted it to happen.

The owner was a bald ,fleshy guy in his late 60's who had a soft spot for me always seeking me out for chats as he was in the store every day .I slowly realized he was likely gay as he was always checking me out in that lingering manner .The more he interacted with me the more I loved it and began masturbating daily thinking of him. I was excited to go to work knowing I would see and chat with him. He must have sensed my need and desires because one Friday night as I was closing the store he drove in and invited me for a nightcap at his home .I eagerly said yes and off we went. After a couple of rum and cokes at his place he was all over me kissing my mouth and feeling me up .I loved it and responded back with kisses and affection. He took me to bed and drained my stiff cock in his bed with his wet mouth and full lips .It was like the best blowjob ever and I was so appreciative I sucked his small cut cock with passion and repressed desire .I swallowed his load and felt like suddenly I was completely his sexually .He blew me twice more that night as a 20 yr old gets horny quick .I slept over and we showered together in the morning masturbating and necking with each other in the shower .I spent the whole weekend in his place as he introduced me fully to gay sex .Saturday night he fucked me with his cock and was so gentle it barely hurt at all .As I smoked a cigarette in the afterglow of our lovemaking I told him about my deep desires for older men. He said he totally understood and not to worry about it .He said you are probably gay like me and I am the right man to break you in so you can now live your gay life. We became steady lovers and everyone at the store knew about us as a couple as I was so into my lover I would just get into his car after work and go back to his place for some loving. They were mostly smug and critical about it except for one female co worker who was supportive and became my best friend. She told me love knows no boundaries and could see we were meant for each other. I moved in with Jack and basically became his love partner .I cleaned the house, did the cooking and was kind of the wife in the gay couple .I loved my old guy and we had 10 happy years together before he got cancer and passed away.

He left me the house and business in his will so I became the owner .The business did well until the late 90's when the internet and other trends pretty much destroyed the audio business for the mainstream .Through the years I dated several older men I met through gay dating agencies who were all in their 60's or 70's and while enjoying the sex never found that special kind of love. Because I owned the whole plaza as well I was able to sell it for good money and retire 10 years ago.2 years ago out of the blue I met this lovely older 70 yr old retiree on a gay cruise and we hit it off bigtime .We now live together in my house and have a very loving relationship .He is quite tall and muscular being a former steelworker and is the top in the relationship .I love how his big cut cock slides into me.

One Of Them 2

There was something I left out in my first confession One of Them .After my lover passed away and my grief period dissipated a bit I went through a five year slutty period in my thirties. It felt like I had to have so much gay sex in order to deal with the pain and to explore other men.


I would go to a local gay bar on weekends and get picked up by any older guy interested in having sex with me. They were men of any race and looks over the age of 60.There would be cocksucking, masturbation and intercourse with me receiving if the guy was a top .I would get all horny and revved up dress nice, splash on some cologne ,grab my cigarettes and drive to the bar hoping to have sex with some old guy. Being young ,tall, slim and decent looking it meant I went home with someone pretty much any night I went there .Word got around and all sorts of guys hit on me .I satisfied so many cocks I lost count .One day I just decided no more of that as I found the addiction to promiscuous sex was starting to change me in ways I did not like. I was too easy and into pleasure and it felt like love was totally missing in my life including love for myself. Perhaps it was a necessary rite of passage many gay men go through in their 20's.be cause I found love at 20 and then he passed away I had no real chance to explore my gay desires fully with different men .Once I got back to steady dating and a more regular routine I found myself again.