Hlcalvox16

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Gender: Gay Male
Age: 30
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My Rode To Perdition

When in my fifties I started getting probed for a prostate exam I realized I not only liked it, I looked forward to it. On a trip to Oklahoma I stayed at a freeway Holiday Inn. When I went out to get something to I noticed a Erotica store. During dinner I convinced myself to go to the store. I bought a true to form penis dildo, a set of three sizes butt plugs and some lube.

I went back to the room, found a gay porn movie on the adult channel and using the lube and the penis I masturbated and fucked myself. In the morning I wrapped everything up and dropped it in a trash can as I was leaving. It wasn't long before I repeated the purchase again, on another out of town business trip. This time I kept the penis and the lube. At home I found a way to hide them behind a drawer in the bathroom cabinet.

A year later, watching gay porn in the motel I got the urge to go out, maybe meet someone. The desk clerk appeared to me to be gay, I worked up the nerve and asked him where I could go to meet a man. He sent me to a bar downtown. It was dark. After I ordered a drink and my eyes got accustomed to the light it was only men, some dancing, suits, work clothes, no kids or college age. I sat, the bartender brought me another drink, a man struck up a conversation, I let him pick me up.

I had the real thing, held a cock in my hand, my mouth, lay naked on the bed with him, he maneuvered, used the lube to fix me up, put on a condom and I got a live human cock in my ass. It is the best memory. It's not easy to hook up, but not impossible. I haven't stopped.

Erotic Shower

I was divorced and turning 40 when things went on a new course for me. My condo is on the waterfront and as a single male it was easy to have a gal over for fun .Something was changing within me however .I was noticing men and their bodies more and more .At first I wondered if it was sexual curiosity but I sensed it was deeper than that how deep I was not sure.

My eyes were drifting to men's bulges and I snuck a glance or two slyly .I was checking out all sorts of men young and old, all races and physiques .I had started masturbating with male images in my head and found the orgasms deeper more full body .One afternoon on a whim I picked up a couple gay videos from a variety store and got incredibly horny watching them .Seeing the hard cocks became addictive and I started frequenting an adult video store and purchasing more gay porn.

In my condo complex I began noticing this shorter wiry mid 40's guy with a bushy moustache who worked there to maintain the building. He smiled when I noticed him and said a friendly word or 2.I began picturing him in my sexual fantasies and having thunderous orgasms thinking about what his cock might look like .One hot summer afternoon he was painting in the cool underground garage one Friday afternoon near my car when I got out and we exchanged some pleasantries .He mentioned he would love a cold beer today after he was done and I took this as an opportunity to offer him one as I had a case in my fridge upstairs .He eagerly accepted and mentioned that he needed a shower after earlier working outside in the heat .I realized I had a couple of men's t shirts one of my ex girlfriends who had a similar build to him had left that would likely fit him as well as a pair of unisex jogging pants that were hers as well. I said he could shower too and he smiled telling me he would be done in less than half an hour .I told him my unit number and went upstairs excitedly.

Sure enough 20 minutes later he knocked on my door and came inside .Being 6ft 1 to his 5ft 8 it was a sexy feeling when he moved close by as I got him and myself 2 cold beers .There was this sexual chemistry between us that made me nervous and hyperaware of his presence .He sat down at my kitchen table saying he was all sweaty .We both sucked down a couple of quick beers and I felt a buzz of horniness .I offered him the shower and he quickly went to my bathroom and I heard the water running .I got clean clothes ready and realized I had forgotten to get him a clean towel .I went to the door and knocked with the towel. I heard him say come in so I did. As a put the towel on the table in there I could see his naked body through the transparent screen .He poked his head out and said "Why don't you join me"? My heart skipped a beat and I felt a wave of lust .I took my clothes off and stepped inside .He looked me up and down saying nice figure and I noticed his cut cock was rock hard and bigger than I thought it may be around 7 inches long and sexy as hell .My own cock stiffened as he pulled me close .He started washing my naked body and his hands roamed at will .It felt so intense and good. By the time he got to my cock I was ready to explode .He jerked me off steadily and I blasted a load of cum all over. He milked me dry. God it felt amazing .He looked up at me and gave me a soft lingering kiss .I felt this deep need to look after his cock the way he looked after mine .I surprised myself by going on my knees and engulfed his stiff prick between my wet lips .I had never sucked a cock before but felt this tremendous desire to suck his cock and empty it of its seed. I sucked him greedily with incredible need and he blew his load in my mouth rather quickly .I swallowed it all as if it was the last load of cum in the world to enjoy .I loved the sweet taste and felt sexy having blown him completely .After the shower we ended up in my bed necking and eventually he gave me a full blowjob relishing my cream just as much as I enjoyed his.

Fred spent the night and I blew him again in the morning before I cooked him breakfast .We smoked cigarettes and chatted merrily in that afterglow of having spent the night naked in bed together. We became steady lovers and the sex grew even more passionate .He started dropping by often. Over time I began letting him fuck me as the pain turned to intense pleasure and loved how his cock drove deep inside my anus. Him fucking me doggy style was especially pleasureable and he always blows a big load inside of me .As a couple we just seem so compatible it was natural he moved in with me after a year or so .Fred at 72 still tops me and we are both now retired. In some ways the sex is deeper 25 yrs later and even more complete. I think that over the years accepting my being gay has allowed me to surrender fully to my man.

I'm Definitely Gay

For a while I was browsing through illustrated porn in several fandoms. A bi-curiosity grew on me which is why I created a gindr account. Months go by and Ive only so much have teased and bantered with various men. I had a girlfriend so I wasn't too interested in jumping in the pool as much as I was dipping my toes in the water. Though a fellow gamer on Grindr managed to entice me over to his place one night. We played games and chat for a bit before he suggested the bedroom.

He was more of a bear, and I'm just a scrawny scater guy so it definitely felt odd to me. Felt like a beauty and a beast type thing going on lol.. I feel his hands grope my thighs as he hugs me from behind. Soft kisses planting up my neck. He nibbles on my earlobe as his hands explore my tummy, and up my chest. My arms suddenly were locked into a full Nelson hold. He tells me I'm going to remove my shirt and drop my pants. I give my consent, and promptly he's lifting my shirt over my head. I drop my pants adorned only in long thigh high stockings that I like wearing. Immediately he bends me over on the bed on all fours. As he's kneeling behind me readying to breed me I feel my dangling cock hardening between my thighs.

I've thought to myself I've never been so hard. My head is pulled back as he grabs a fist full of my shaggy hair. He lets me go only to pop a bottle of lube open and poor the ice cold substance over my hole. He presses the tip of his cock up against my taint. Over and over again as he's trying to breed me. Finally it finds home, and spreads me apart. I groan, and whimper out that it hurts. I flatten myself on my belly and squeeze my thighs together to protect myself from more pain.

He straddles over my thighs squeezing them together between his legs as he lathers his cock in more lube. I feel more prodding his cock pressing firmly against my taint. I start moaning out. Having stiff cock pressing at my taint trying to find my hole is making me very hot and bothered. Once again he finds my hole and presses through to claim me. As I'm being humped steadily, he spanks my ass, pulls at me hair, starts calling me a bitch and a cock slut. My toes curl to the anal punishing sex. Once again he holds my arms in a full Nelson as he rocks his cock deep into me plowing his hips into mine. It seems like forever but after a grunt he pulls out.

He grabs my ear and some of my hair and guides me off the bed. He instructs me to lay down on my neck and the blades of my shoulders as I balance my back against the bed. My legs dangle in the air before my feet touch the floor over my head. I'm completely upside down in an unflattering position as he's prepping his cock to claim my tight hole again. After more trial and error I'm claimed once again. The thrusting is slow and methodical as I'm trying my best to stay in such an awkward position. I couldn't help but think of my gf as I was being fucked and manhandled upside down. How instead of rocking her body with hot steamy sex I had my own cock in front of my face as I was being fucked and humiliated by a bigger guy. He gets tired of raw dogging me and pulls out.. He lays his back down on the bed and spreads his thighs out as I join him back in bed.

"suck it" he demands..

The daunting thought of putting cock in my mouth enters my mind. Especially after it's been in my ass without a condom. There's brief hesitation before he tells me to stick my tongue out. I reluctantly do so and he spanks his cock against my tongue repeatedly. He instructs me to lick it and I ablidge again and again. I lick his dick over and over again. He brushes my shaggy bangs and hair behind my ears and holds his hand on the back of my head pulling me down. I swallow his cock and then allow him to rythmically bob my head up and down his manhood. I use my tongue to glide against his shaft as a suck ever so often. I bob my head up and down relentlessly and tiresomely.

I'm filled with so much anxiety. There's no condom.. He's going to blow in my mouth.. It's daunting to me but I can't stop. It's too hot.

But my head his filled with conflictions. About cheating, how to explain to my lovely girlfriend I let myself get raw dogged in the ass and sucked a guy off.. How I'm now a fag... but I'm liking it..

My thoughts were interupted by a groan or more accurately a growl. His load shoots into my mouth and Its big.. I definitely didn't prepare myself for this.. I definitely wasn't a big fan of having a huge sticky glob in my mouth that doesn't seem to go anywhere after much swallowing.

He reaches for his phone on his nightstand and does a photo op of his dick and my face together. After that he asks for my number. I give him my digits and ask if he could keep those photos just between us.

I use his restroom to clean up, and wonder if I'll come back for more or fly straight for my girl. For some reason the choice isn't as easy as it should be.

Transformed Into A Str8 Cocksucker

About two years ago I decided to experiment with sucking another man’s cock,
I have had the pleasure of sucking four different men since then, one became my regular buddy, as often as timing allows he lays back in his bed snd I totally enjoy pleasing him till he says the words I’m close!

It’s a total rush knowing I brought him to that place and then he unloads in my mouth, I enjoy every second of the experience, sometimes he places a small bottle of poppers to my nose and I enjoy the warm rush that runs through my head and body,

I have become a secret cock sucker and I find I need this pleasure as much as I can get it,
As I drive away from his home I almost always look down to see a wet spot on my pants,

The pure pleasure is intense….I hope to feel the pleasure of pleasing this morning

First Big One

I put bi male in the gender description, though I have yet to fuck a woman. I've sucked a total of 4 guys over the last 2 years. 2 of them were early on, and oral only. The first a couple years ago was only three times, his mom found out and they moved away. I sucked him and used my hand on myself, he never sucked me. Next was a my my age and I sucked him for almost a year. I even started swallowing with him, and I would use my hand or he would used his hand on me. He sometimes licked me along the shaft but never sucked me. I am the type that has almost no hair on my body, only on my pubes and head. I don't even shave at 18. Sometimes after he'd used his hand he would take some of my cum on his finger and put it in his mouth.

That ended with I met Carl, who was the first guy to fuck me. He and the others were all between 5 and 6 inches, and between and inch and inch and a half thick. Nothing too big. While Carl and I would meet up, I started seeing a married guy in his 40s who wanted my mouth, me to swallow, and to fuck me. Oral, swallowing and anal, all the things his wife wouldn't do, but I did for him and for Carl. Again, all pretty average in size.

While I do like letting guys fuck me, I do dream of dating a girl who will let me do it. The married man has shown me nude pictures and videos of his wife naked,and him fucking her and I get real hard. A few times he's fucked her and didn't wash up and I got to taste her off his cock. I really like the smell and taste of her pussy juice.

After last night though, I know what a big cock is. I should say a huge one. I got together with a man I've known for a while, just never thought he was wanting me, or any other guy. But last night I went to bed with him and it was HUGE. I really wasnt' sure I could take it in my ass. My mouth was sore from sucking him, it was over 2 inches thick all around, perfectly round like a canister or something. It is 10 inches long, with an even thicker head. After a lot of kissing, and playing, and pinching and stroking, and lube . . . LOTS of lube, I wanted it. I was begging him to go slow, but after I got used to it, I was begging to be fucked like a whore. I am so sore today. He fucked me three times during the night, then again in the morning, and once more about 2 hours ago before I left his house. I am in love with his big cock. I'm sore as hell, but if he called me over now I'd give it to him again. He cums more than any man should, it's got to be three to four times what the other guys do. I'm supposed to go out, which means get fucked by, Carl tonight. I don't think I can, and don't what him to notice how loose I am, I should wait, but in some ways I wouldn't mind him fucking a loose piece either.

I still want to feel pussy, but I really like HUGE cock. I don't think I'll ever be the same.

Enjoying M4M Time

Back in college I fell off a second story balcony and broke my back, femur, hip, wrist as well as internal injuries. I spent six weeks in the hospital and was discharged to a long term care facility. I needed both care and rehab. My rehab guy was Steve, a nice enough guy in his thirties. Once I was sitting and could operate on crutches I was discharged to my patent's home and Steve came twice a week for rehab.

Steve asked when the last time I'd had sex, which was a couple of months before my accident. Seeing the deep pressure I carried he took my cock in his hand, got me fully erect, gave me a blowjob to completion. And he kept me relieved after that until I was walking and could get back to college, an apartment and girls.

Through 30 years I remembered Steve and kept a cordial but not personal relationship with him. No handjob or blowjob compared to Steve, women had weak hands and mouths. I saw on Facebook that Steve was recovering from major surgery and I went to see him. We had a nice few minutes but he had his life and I had mine. I went home and that night dreamt of him giving me a blowjob.

I took that as a sign, joined a dating site for men, tried CL, and left notes with a unique phone number in stalls at the mall, the park, the cinema, Sears near the tools and garden department. I got a call from one of the notes I left at Sears , just like I asked, willing man, mature, discreet, oral only. We met in the parking lot at IHOP and went to a secluded spot and I got my blowjob. Reaffirmed my that men really do know how to blow better than women.

We've been getting together for ten years now, I picked up the pleasure of giving blowjobs and handjobs, giving and receiving. Thanks to Steve, may he rest in peace, he opened my life to enjoy good cock.

Porn Is A Poor Substitution For A Being With A Man In The Flesh

My wife works out of Savanna, one week there, one week at home. I took early retirement when Covid broke, enjoying my free time. During the week my wife went out of town I had the house to myself. I have always been a porn enthusiast, we the alone time I was free to explore and explore. I came across this sight, a dating sight for older gay men. I started spending a good amount of time on gay porn sights, mostly of men my age. The dating site became a target site, searching for men close to me. After several attempts I got a nibble, a man in his late sixties, he offered to be my first date. We met at a park, close to a Starbucks.

We talked, he wanted to know if I was serious. We went to the Starbucks and as agreed we both got in the men's room. He opened his pants and offered me his cock. Pass the test and there was more to come. I had made up my mind, and I got on my knees and took his cock in my hand and gave my first amateur blowjob. He guided, and I obeyed, a hunger grew inside of me and I didn't stop until he had ejaculated. My smile up to him was met by his smile and a complement for a job well done.

We became friends, he helped me want to get naked with him, to practice 69, to let him stimulate my prostate. I lost my inhibition and it wasn't long before I let him fuck me and come inside. We met at the Starbucks and went to his place or mine. As long as my wife was out of town. And then one afternoon while he and I were naked in bed enjoying some gay porn she walked in the house, she came home because she was feeling sick. Her message on my phone went unnoticed, we had been having too much fun.

It's been three weeks now, she asked for a work from home status. The internet for me she cut off, the pw access under her control. Hunger for some time with my friend drove me to go to his place, while she is at her office overnight. We had our afternoon, ordered dinner delivered, while he is talking to his daughter I am on his computer writing this note to what has become one of my favorite gay confessions site. It's not enough to watch porn, I need the real thing.

Engaging In M4M Sex

After our kids left home we decided to downsize. We found a nice adult community that was under construction and we bought and had a house built for us, including an office for me. After we moved in my wife developed brain cancer and I took early retirement to take care of her. She passed after 18 months and I found myself alone in this retirement community, not knowing anyone because of the housebound nature of my wife's illness.

I started to fantasize, to masturbate to times in the past. I found myself looking online for dates, but I could never pull the trigger. On one of the dating sites I got a notice from another man. He was upfront and said that the best place for him to find dates was with men who were looking for dates, widowers and divorced men. He only wanted to meet older men, preferably retired men. I kept a conversation going, he golfed and I golfed and he convinced me to meet him at the public golf course.

The long story short of all this is that he stood over me in the clubhouse with his penis in my face and told me to just give it a try. If I didn't lie it so be it, but he was sure I would like it. I tried it, I took a second too long before stopping and he took that to mean that I liked it. We went to his apartment, not much to speak about. an efficiency with a bed and recliner. He talked to me and told me what we were going to do, starting with a full on oral exchange. I could stop whenever I wanted to. He got undressed first, he told me it was better if we were both naked because skin on skin made it happen.

Standing in his apartment, both of us totally naked he took my cock in his hand and told me to hold his cock. He yanked gently on mine telling me to do the same, we need to get us erect. He sat on the bed and took my cock in his mouth, by then he had me totally erect, while he stroked himself. He then told me to change positions, for me to sit on the bed and suck him and he stroked my head while I had his cock in my mouth. We moved to the bed, taking up the sixty-nine position and mutually sucked each other.

I had lost the sense of time, we had been there for a long time. His hands had touched me everywhere and he had kissed my nipples and told me that when we agreed to kiss mouth to mouth we would be more than halfway there. He fingered me, telling me to lay still and enjoy. He had creams which he warmed up first and while he stroked me with one hand he fingered and played with my anus. It was clear but not said that he was going to be the one on top, I had resigned myself to that and when it happened I surrendered to it entirely.

He and I have a friendship with benefits, he comes to my house where we can play golf, and spend time together. I don't kid myself, it is sex. He likes me well enough and it is sex for him too. It's different, being the passive partner to a man, helps me understand the submissive role of women in sex. It is satisfying in a whole new way. I truly enjoy sex that way, both the penetration itself and the completion too. I have developed a strong desire for performing oral sex, getting him to completion. I tried and in a rather dirty way having him ejaculate in my mouth and face. Again a submissive act, but quite enjoyable really knowing I can make him reach orgasm like that.

I cum often, but it is generally in his hand or sometimes when he is performing oral sex on me, but a lot of times when I am face down on the towel and he is performing sex on me.

I thought I would come clean about this, at least put it out there. It is sex, not some sort of later in the day homosexual thing.

I'm Afraid I've Just Been Told That It's Over

Pretty bored today, it has been raining all day and I'm alone at home. I got the chores my wife left for me done, and tried to find something to watch on television and found myself doing what I find myself doing when I am alone, looking for a man to hook up with. I have standards, I don't go on any of the popular hook up sites, I belong to a couple of forums of older more serious men who want to hook up for fun, I'm not looking for a relationship.

I reached out to a friend to see if he was available to get together. It isn't the first time we hook up, I hooked up with him the first time back in the early days of Covid. He lives in my zip code and he lives alone (divorced). We agreed to meet at the corner of 5th and Main, hang out there and make contact. From the moment we met the chemistry was on. After talking for a bit and explaining my expectations, I told him I was looking for cock to suck and jerk off. No reciprocity needed. He invited me up to his apartment and sure enough he had that nice cock he showed me in a picture when we were discussing getting together. I did my thing, I got him hard and between my lips and my hand I got him to release all his frustrations. We became sex buddies.

We have progressed to getting naked together on the bed, to mutual oral sex, mutual hand sex, fingering, he rimmed me and I rimmed him back. At that point we just tossed caution to the winds and I let him go first and I really enjoyed it. Really enjoyed it, it was so much more pleasurable than I thought it would be. I reciprocated but we realized that at that level one of us has to be on top and one on the bottom and I wanted the bottom. We became regular fuck buddies.

So today I reach out to him, let him know that if he is free I can come over (we always met at his place). And he tells me, via text, he's moving on unless I want to make it a permanent thing. I can't, I'm married, but also I can't because for me it is about the sex with a friend. A friend. Friends with benefits. Fuck buddies. Cock sucking.

Enjoying Sex With Another Man

I like to read confessions of married men like me who find sex with men something that they enjoy doing. I don't believe anyone is gay, per se. It's like men who like to fuck whores. Or men who fuck married women. We just like to hold a cock in our hand, suck on a cock and depending on the way we swing, to either fuck a man or have a man fuck us. It's sex, nothing else.

I thought I would add to the list with my first time confession. I was a midlevel insurance specialist for a medium sized manufacturer. We had a piece of machinery that failed and cause damage to the plant and shut it down for four days. I was sent to the vendor to work on settlement, along with my boss, a seasoned insurance man. When we got to the hotel they told us that there was only one room, the room under his name. They would help me find a room, but they were overbooked. My room, was at a Holiday Inn Motel about five miles away. My boss asked that I join him for breakfast the next day and I got in the cab and went to my much lower class hotel.

I got to the hotel, checked in and asked the clerk if there was somewhere close, walking distance, to go get a drink. I remember specifically asking for a place where a man could go and not be bothered by hookers. He told me about a bar, needed a cab, but he assured me it was quiet and hookers weren't allowed. After leaving my things in my room, brushing my teeth I headed to the front office and asked for a cab. The man knew where I was going and he dropped me off at the door. It was a quiet place, dark quiet place and I sat at the bar.

I looked around and there were maybe ten people there, a couple more at the bar and a couple of booths. I drank my drink slowly, I wasn't in a hurry. Someone put the music on, a slow moving record, and I saw some people in the shadows dancing. A man put his hand on my shoulder and asked me to dance. He was a guy in suit, looked like an accountant. He didn't take his hand off and I told him no thanks so he sat down beside me. He kept touching my hand when he talked and putting his hand on my thigh. Then he leaned over to me and asked me to dance again, this time he kissed my cheek. My instincts were to run, but I didn't. I let him take me onto the dance floor.

We danced and talked, He led. He wanted to kiss me, and he got a kiss in right on my mouth, His lips tasted sweet, and were moist and he kissed me again. When the music was over he put his arm around my shoulder and walked me back to the bar, suggesting we take our drinks to a booth. In the booth where it was dark, he held my hand. After a while he got up and moved over to my side and put his arm around me, leaning in to kiss me and while he did he ran his other hand up my thigh and grabbed my by the crotch. I was sold by then and I let him feel me up and kiss me. When he asked if where I was staying he told me his car was a block away and we could go to my hotel.

When he let his cock out of his pants, I was hungry for it. I grabbed his naked cock and put my lips on it and felt his hand behind my head and he began to thrust his cock in my mouth. All I could do was close my eyes. His cock was hard by then, in my hand it felt like I was holding a hard fleshy bone, he was thrusting pretty hard and he stepped back and took his clothes off and asked me to do the same. On the bed we sixty-nined, he sucked hard on my cock and rubbed his hand on my thighs and my rear end. I opened my legs instinctively and he touched my anus and I lost control and released my cum.

He wanted me on my hand and knees and he got behind me and fingered me until he had his index finger completely in. When he put his cock against my anus I waited until he drove it home and fucked me until he completed and withdrew his cock, asking me to get a warm towel to clean his cock. My watch showed that from the time I left the hotel to the bar it had been two hours. We kissed some more, he wanted to hug and run his hands all over me. He got hard again and I held his cock in my hand. On my back he got between my legs and he fucked me for the second time.

He left, I didn't have any contact information for him, and he didn't have any contact information for me. His name was Ron, and I gave him my first name too. I had just experienced what I had wanted to experience for years, since I was in college and sucked a classmate's cock in my dorm.

Hope this gives you the courage to take it one step further. There is simply nothing like fucking with a man, If you are a bottom like me then you will enjoy it even more. I really don't have what it takes to top a man, I want a man on my back or between my legs letting me feel his cock drive into me.