HornyMotherfucker

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Gender: Straight Male
Age: 23
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Confessions by HornyMotherfucker:

I Finally Reached That Point...

Ever since I was young, I had my addiction to masturbation and porn, but in one specific day, I found myself sticking things up my ass. I made that confession long ago. It was really painful at the time, but I got used to it (sticking things inside me, I mean). And then, maybe years later, I had an urge to masturbate my ass, and I did it. I like to masturbate my own ass, sticking things like brushes and pens inside me . There were moments I ONLY used my ass to give myself pleasure and then searched for ways to give me pleasure, but then I realised: I never had an orgasm while sticking things inside me.
Even though I tried more than once to reach the climax, something would stop me at the very end. It happened more than once, and it didn't matter how hard I'd push it, no matter how fast I'd push it, it never seemed to reach that point inside of me to make me cum only by anal masturbation (maybe I should buy a dildo, and I want to! But I can't, because I don't have enough privacy). Even though I wasn't able to orgasm with my ass, the feeling of "fucking" myself is something I can never get enough of. I love it. I love that feeling. I haven't done it in a while, like months, but then I gave in to my urges. And that changed.
Around three days ago, at midnight, I decided to do it. I got my usual brushes (yeah, I wash them everytime before and after I do the act) and laid in my bed. Started fondling my nipples and I was already horny. I love fondling my nipples. And then that moment came.
I put the first brush inside of me, as far as it could. I was moaning, hard, doing all the things I like to do while masturbating my ass, forcing my face against the pillow, moving my hips and butt up and down, left and righ, riding that brush, it's a feeling I love the most. And when I do it, I take my time, I have fun, I do it silently, little by little, until I get to the climax where I usually stroke my dick until I empty my balls. But this time was different, I forced myself to go all the way until I came only by my ass. I think I've found the exact point. Then I started to stroke it inside my ass faster and faster, as fast as I could, and I was moaning so much, trying to reduce my voice. That feeling was driving me crazy! Sometimes, the feeling was coming, but something was missing and I still don't know what. But then, after a lot of time, where I found a better position, I felt it coming.

I came. Only by masturbating my ass. I came. For the first time. It was a small amount of everything I had filled up, but it was cum. I saw it.

The satisfaction I fel at the moment was something out of this world. I was sweating, breathing heavily, seeing my thing over me. It was one of the best masturbations I've ever had. I will do that again someday.

The Best Masturbation I've Ver Had... And Probably The Weirdest One.

Hey, so I'm here with another masturbation confession and this one got wild. If you don't know me, I made some confessions about masturbation before, if you want to read later, jus go in my profile and search for it. Well, this is another one, but what is different about this one? I made some small things while jacking off this time, things more wild than the last ones. Anyway, let's go, but before that, I'm sorry for any mistake about my writing, english isn't my first language, but I did my best to write this.

It was around three or four months ago. I would be alone at home that night, so I used that chance to have one of the wildest masturbations ever. I told before about my first anal masturbation and how that felt amazing, so I keep doing this when I have enough freedom to do so. And this night was one of these moments.
How I said before, when I have anal, I use brushes, pens, my fingers and anything I can. I waited until my family go out, waited some minutes and finally started. I went to my computer, played a porn video, wore some panties (yeah, panties) and, If i remember correctly, even a bra, got to my bed and then, after a whole moment of horny, I started. I usually start with my nipples, playing with them, sucking them or at least trying, and only with that, my pleasure was big. Minutes later, I started stroking my dick little by little while trying not to cum. Usually, when I do anal masturbation, I don't use my dick because my ass is enough to make me horny, but this time I decided to use my dick. I did this for a while, I was feeling really good, but then, things got better. Finally, after all that, I started. I got my brush, the one I always use, and then opened my legs, trying to put that thing inside me. My anus was still tight, so I had to give up a little and use my fingers first. But the feeling surpassed any of my biggest desires. I used one finger and after a while, used a second finger. I was so hard, so horny, I never felt something like this and I couldn't even imagine what was about to come. Finally, my ass was loose enough, so after a while, I got my brush again and finally used it.
I started slowly until it gets all inside of me. My pleasure was different from any other thing I've felt before. I moved slowly at the beginning, my dick swinging smoothly, and when I started to put faster, my dick moved like crazy, going up and down as I kept sticking that brush inside me. I was moaning so hard I couldn't even hold my own voice, so I had to change my position. I pressed my face against the bed and kept putting the brush as strong as I could, I was biting my bed, moaning, it was unbelievable. My ass was feeling awesome and I wanted more, way more. Unfortunately I don't have anything bigger to use as a "dildo", so that was the only good thing at the moment, but I used that as a pro. But now, things got way more amazing. I wanted to try more positions and one came to my mind. I don't know the name, but basically, I saw my window. I got to the window of my room and leaned there, looking to the other side with the brush still in my ass. The best moment was about to start.
Now, my window don't go anywhere, just another room, but if it gave me a view from the neighborhood, I can't even imagine how horny I could get at that moment. But even with that, my ass was begging for more pleasure, so I gave it what it asked. I started to move the brush again, even harder and faster than before. The pleasure, the moans, I couldn't even tell how good it was. My mind and body was completely immersed on that situation, to the point that I actually forgot about my dick. Remembering that, I started to stroke it slowly just so I don't cum that easily. But it didn't work that well. After some minutes getting fucked by a brush, I went to my bed again and kept using my ass, sticking that brush, riding it, giving myself to pleasure. Pure bliss. But... why did I said that it was probably the weirdest one? So... while doing all that, the problem began when I took the brush out and saw that it was covered in blood. Not only the brush, but my bed too, with blood stains and even my was was sticky. That never happened before.
Now, I don't have blood fetish or something like that, but even seeing that, I just wanted to finish what I was doing. So I did that, but I preferred to go to the floor and finish there just to not make my bed even more ditry. It didn't took more than 5 minutes, but those 5 minutes were enought to put blood on the floor. I jacked off while riding the brush and finally came all over the ground, dizzy and satisfied with what I done. After that, I cleaned my floor and tried to clean my bed, making the stains less obvious. I washed my brush, put the panties, which I took way before the blood starts, back to its place and just did other things for the night.

It was the best anal masturbation I've ever had.

I Got Wasted 'cause I Didn't Want To Deal With Myself Tonight...

If you saw my previous confessions, you know all of them were related to porn and masturbation. And... it was good, it was delicious, I wanted more and more and more and when I realised, I was fapping almost every day, even without porn. There were moments that I was masturbating every single day and when I realised it, I tried to stop and... I couldn't. It lasted four days and all my relapses happened the same way. I even dream about masturbation, I'm not lying, the biggest time I was able to get without relapse was 101 days, but now I'm trying to surpass this. It's been 16 days since my last masturbation. You might be thinking why I'm doing this... I don't want to pass my 20's addicted to porn and masturbation, so I'm trying my best to stop for once. And I know, masturbation has its benefits, but I simply can't control myself. There are moments that I fap only to calm myself, or because I'm horny or even without any reason and always feel trash later. I didn't want to stop, tried to make a limit (1-3 per month), but it didn't work. This.

The thing is, I'm doing my best to quit this world, but knowing myself, it's possible that I'll relapse after 50-100 days. That always happen. Well... I'll try to quit for once.

Peeping Tom Is Born...

Hey there, me again, huh. Well... there's three stories about my past, not related to the theme I always talk about, but they're kinda funny. First one, Unfortunately, it wasn't the first boob I sucked, but the first one I saw. I remembered it recently, so I thought "why not"? Well, let's go.

When I was 11 or 12, I was doing swimming classes. It was the place that I met my first and only girlfriend and when I saw my first boob. There was this other girl, a time after me and my ex stopped seeing each other, she was a year younger than me, maybe two, and I remember it very clearly. That day, she was literally by my side. After some turns inside the pool, was when I saw it. her bikini went up and I could see her nipple. Ironically, was the first nipple I saw in my entire life, I don't remember if I got hard, but remember that I still tried to see it a lot of times and I did, not only that day. For you guys to see, I think I didn't even know about masturbation at that time, so I didn't do anything. Unfortunately, I never saw that girl again, don't even know her name to be honest, so there's no way I can contact her.

I always loved boobs, butts, thighs, legs in general (except for the feet), and this is how we go to the second one, related to it.

I was around 14-15 years old, and there was this girl at my school who I fell in love with. But... well, it wasn't like that at the beginning. She had an amazing body to her age and one that fits exactly in my type of body, her ass was literally the most amazing thing I've seen till that moment. And then, one day, that happened. I was in my seat close to the theacer's desk, she was talking to her friends, and then, that happened. She leaned towards the desk and I could see inside her shirt... and the bra. I tried to look discreetly and I'm 100% sure I saw her boob. I wanted to see again, but I couldn't. And that's that. I don't remember if I did something after that, If I jacked off to her, I hope not, but well, that's it.

And then, here's the last one. My first "sexual" interest, the first time I got interested in girls. And trust me, I was in freaking preschool and I remember, even after, like, 12 years. Around my 4-6 years, I wnet to preschool and I was with my mother or father, I think, and I saw the girl, even talked to her. I don't remember her name, but she was wearing a pink skirt and a white shirt with a stamp. We had a uniform, but she wasn't wearing. Then, later, I was in a desk with other classmates and she was on the desk by my side. Then, at a certain moment of the class, my pencil fell on the ground and I laid down to get it back. But when I looked front, I saw her legs and then her panties. It was pink with a lighter part at the borders. I was too young to understand that, but even at that moment, I kinda got interested on that and guess what? Looked at it again, no one saw that coming. I wasn't that discreet at the time, so I literally laid down a few times to see her panties, I think I even threw my pencil on purpose just to not look suspicious (even though we were all a bunch of idiot kids), but it didn't gone well. At the third or fifty time that I did that, she realised and looked at me with a suspicious look and said "I'm using skirt!". I'm not joking, she caught me red handed, but as we were kids, it just happened that. I didn't try to look at her panties again after that.

Well, this is it. These were my peeping tom stories. Do you have any story like that? I want to know. I think I did all the confessions I could, there isn't anything else, so I don't know if we'll meet again.

My Crossdresser Side...

I told ya'll before, I have interest in crossdressing. Not, like, dress myself as a girl and go out like that, but I secretly do it. Sometimes, I get my sister's lingerie, her dress or skirt, lipstick, earrings, and make myself up. Because of my body, I don't look like a girl, and to be honest, I don't want to be one. But just the feeling of doing something that wrong, like dress myself up as a girl and walk around my house like that is so exciting. My family doesn't know about that side of me.
I don't know what happens, I just like the feeling of using panties. Sometimes, when I'm all alone, I go to my sister's room and get lingerie, put panties, bra, and look myself at the mirror. If I were skinny, I would probably look beautiful, but it is still amazing. after that, I masturbate with her panties, but not like that, I don't get her panties, jack off and cum into them, I use them put them to the side and start rubbing my dick. Last year, I couldn't even bare two minutes using her lingerie and jacking off while fondling my nipples, it was just delicious. Things like that make me even confused, because the thinking of skinny mans crossdressing kinda turns me on.

I still want to crossdress, but I'm thinking about living alone to do it. I'll make a confession about it later.

Have You Ever, Like, Jack Off Just To Kill Time?

Like, I was thinking that, sometimes, I used to jack off just because, I don't know... I probably didn't have anything else to do, I was bored, I couldn't sleep, so, like... sometimes, not this year, but last year I used to put a porn video and turn me on because I thought "I don't have anything else to do, so... I'll just jack off to kill time and hope that it makes me fall asleep or whatever."

Have you ever done that?

I Don't Even Know How To Categorize This...

I don't know, it's not only an confession, but more like an talk.

I said before about trying a dick, even though I'm straight, but it's an sensation that comes and goes fast, in minutes, and it goes away when I suck my own dick. More and more, I think about buying a dildo, but the thing is: my family. If I tell them about it, they'll have the wrong idea and even if I try to hide from them, there's no place I can hide, they would soon find the dildo. I'm thinking about trying it when I start to live alone, but it will take some time. And to be honest, I'm still a virgin. If someday I try a real dick, I want to lose my virginity with a girl first and then try with a guy, just to know the difference and to be sure if I like it, I still don't consider myself as bi. Or... I just don't want to believe it. I know that sounds homophobic, but it's not, I swear. I'm saying that because I never felt any romantic attraction to men, I never felt any physical attraction to men, I just have a urge to suck a dick sometimes and it's driving me crazy, just like when I want to fuck a girl. I'm not sure, I never felt that confused before.

A Strange Desire...

All my confessions are related to masturbation, but it is something that I do a lot since I was 12. So this one won't be different. I remembered it today, so I want to confess. Actually, it will be two confessions.

First confession: I was about 16 or 17 years, and I've had already tried to put thing in my ass, like brushes or pens, but this day was different. I've got a extreme desire to masturbate my ass, but it was, like, thursday and I hadn't a moment to do it. But then, saturday came. I never got so excited to do it before. My family went out to a party, I think, and I saw an great opportunity. I waited for a moment to make sure no one was coming and then I started it. First, I put a pen, in and out, and it was already good, I was hard as a rock and I wasn't jacking off yet. But, at that moment, something got stronger inside me and I wanted to put something bigger. Then, I saw my sister's hairbrush on the bathroom and it was bigger. You can see what's coming next.
Then, I went there, got it and put it in my ass with everything I got. I've never felt so good while masturbating, and I did it for almost an hour. I came in everything over my bed and got totally satisfied in the end. That was when I was younger, but now, things got worse.

Second confession: Last year, I was jacking off almost every day except for March to July and September month separately. But one night, it was different. I got turned on and started it, but I don't know what happened, but instead of squeezing and give pleasure to my dick, I didn't fap, I just masturbated my ass that night, and hear me out. After the first confession, I never felt that pleasure again, but that night, I really felt. It was delicious, wonderful. I was masturbating my ass with brushes, pens, and even my fingers. Not only that, this time, I even fondled my nipples, so I was completely out of me. I put my ass up and swung it up and down, to the sides and I enjoyed every sigle second of it. It lasted almost an hour again, those masturbation moments were getting longer and longer, not only because I try to hold my cum, but because I want them to last longer.

And those were the confessions. I know it's gross, but it's what I like to do while masturbating. Well, se ya'll next time.

Trying To Stop...

Sometimes, when I think that I'm too addicted to porn and masturbation, I try to stay some time without jacking off or doing anything stimulating, like fondle my nipples or put things in my ass, you know, that kind of thing. Last year, at the end of 2021, I was jacking off a lot, so I've decided to stop it in 2022. The thing is, I didn't fap since day one and I'm kinda happy now. But what do iI do? I usually make goals to reach and surpass, like, I started with 50 days without it and I'm okay for now, but then, I will raise it to 100 days and, if I make it, I'll go till the end. Do you guys think I'm doing right in stop fapping?

I Recorded Myself Jacking Off And, Oh My God, It Was Fucking Horrible

I'm here with one more confession and this one is somehow related to the one about me loving to try different kinds of pleasure (confession number # 54143, from October 8). Someone made a similar confession and she gave me this idea, so... I'm here with this one.

It all started last year, around august, because before that, i've stayed 101 days without fapping. 2021 was a difficult year for me, related to pornography, after these 101 days. I couldn't stop more than 3 days, except for september because of that nofapseptember bullshit. So, in 365 days, I've passed 131 with no jacking off. But in the days I did, I changed my desires.
I was jacking off one night and after I finished, I got me looking on the internet for different ways of giving my pleasure in the masturbation without using female clothes or putting things inside my ass, so I saw new ways of masturbate and I saw different stimulations, like recording yourself while doing it. And then, days later, I tried. I put my phone to record me, but... when I saw that, I've felt disgusted not because of my body, but because... I couldn't see me there. I only saw something not human. It was horrible. I've tried doing it again, but everytime I was disgusted. So I gave up doing that.
I like masturbate, the feeling is so amazing, I love cumming, but I definitely don't want to see myself doing that.

Did you guys do it before?